Chapter 194

Li Huan is really a good man. He didn't have any taboo because I left Chengye group. He told me a lot about the company when he was drunk, including Fei Qi's resignation and the North American person in charge taking leave.

It is said that this is all internal information of the company, and not many people know it. But since it came out, it is not groundless. Qin Mofei's two most important people seem to have left the company.

I can't guess why they left at this critical moment. In the end, they feel that Chengye group is exhausted? Recently, why did Qin Fei betray him or was he defeated?

I don't know much about shopping malls, but listening to Li Huan's words, I feel that the industry group is going to be hollowed out.

I just find it strange that Qin Mofei's ability is unlikely to make the company in such a passive state. Moreover, his nature is so arrogant that he will never swallow his anger like this.

Is he really besieged? He and Shang Ying go so close, not just to get help from the business? But listen to the meaning of Qin Laozi, the merchant wants him to marry Shang Ying before he is willing to help. What's more, they can pull back the storm with their hands. Qin Chien will never give up.

The more I think about it, the colder my heart is. Qin Mofei didn't mention a word to me when such a big thing happened in the company. Did he think I couldn't help him or didn't treat me as his own person at all. But husband and wife can not share weal and woe, that still call husband and wife?

Lily saw that I didn't look right. She took me to the office upstairs and asked me, "what's the matter with you? It's known all over the city about the wedding. It's going to be laughed at if you change the date when you come to the head."

"I don't know if I'm going to get married. Recently, our relationship is a little sensitive."

"Is it because of his affair with Shang Ying?"

"You, how do you know?"

"Who doesn't know, he is such a high-profile person, so much lace news. All the people who come to have fun are rich people who are either rich or expensive. They have heard some gossip

From Lili's mouth, I knew that Qin Mofei and I were so concerned about their marriage that they became people's pastime. They were guessing how long our marriage could last, or that they could not get married at all.

In those years, Qin Mofei and Shang Ying failed to get married, which made the Qin family lose face. Now Shang Ying's return is well known to all. Those people are guessing who he will marry and whether the bride on the day is me or Shang Ying.

Obviously, we all look at the marriage of Qin Mofei and I with the mentality of watching the good play. The bigger the quarrel is, the more satisfied these people are psychologically. Whether it is good or bad has nothing to do with them. As long as the topic is enough, it is hot enough.

I really want to be free and easy in front of lily, but she is so smart that she guesses that I am in an awkward situation. She looked at me with a sigh on her face and didn't know what to say. After all, marriage is a big deal.

For a long time, she said again, "Huanyan, if this marriage can't be married, will you break with Qin Mofei? It's not bad to be a four boss in our shop. "

I shook my head. "Lily, I love him very much."

If it wasn't for love, I would have completely cut off contact with Qin Mofei as early as the death of my mother and the occurrence of the baby's sliding fetus. However, I did not. I surrendered under the attack of his sugar coated cannonball, and soon recovered, forgetting the pain.

Now I deserve to be in such a difficult situation. Who let me not have a long memory? He said with great certainty that he would not marry me. I should believe that.

Li Li frowned and said, "I heard that third master Qin likes you very much. Why not choose him? Huanyan, it's much easier to choose a person who loves you more than to choose a person you love. Do you understand? "

"He is my enemy. How can I choose him?"

I think, even if there is no Qin Mofei this layer of relationship, I can not choose Qin Chi En. His methods are more heinous, more vicious, with such a man you have to watch out for the possibility of being sold.

"Happy face, I always think it's OK for a woman to be snobbish. Since both of them are the dragon and Phoenix among people, it is natural to choose the better one for you. This life is not long, short is not short, why torture yourself? "

In fact, Lili advised me not to be too disgusted with Qin Mofei, but to weigh it with the eyes of an onlooker.

Fortunately, I got a few outstanding men's favor, so my love life was especially concerned. Unfortunately, my identity was a little embarrassed. Furthermore, I changed from a sparrow to a Phoenix, and a step back was cannon fodder.

In fact, no matter who I choose, it's wrong for me, because I'm a person with black history, and I don't deserve their high status. I think a lot of melon eating people around the crowd also have the same idea. Otherwise, it would not have spread all over the city.

I spent two or three hours in the nightclub and left. Lili and they were reluctant to give up and asked me to stay. I declined, for fear that my negative energy would affect them.

Looking back, I found that I had a deeper relationship with them. However, I had a lot of separation with Xiao Mu and Ruan Feng during the University. I didn't get together on weekdays. Maybe we subconsciously felt that we had gone away from each other.After leaving the nightclub, I have no place to go. I don't want to go back to the villa or see Qin Mofei. Hesitating in the sudden thought of the house in the suburbs, so took a car to pass.

As the so-called "Golden Nest" and "silver nest" are not as good as my own dog's nest. Even though I have a wealth of money now, I can't compare with my two bedroom small house, at least at ease.

I found the spare key hidden by my mother in the crevice of the door frame. After opening the door, a damp and musty smell came to my face, choking me and coughing.

I closed the door and turned on all the headlights in the room. The furnishings were the same as before. They didn't change at all.

I opened the canvas covered on the sofa, curled up in the corner of the sofa, can imagine my mother holding Xiao Fan playing on this scene, the scene is very warm.

Everywhere in this room, I can imagine my mother's figure. She always walks around smiling, busy with housework and helping me with my children.

Unconsciously, I even cried again, huddled on the sofa, crying like a child. If my mother didn't leave, she would tell me what to do now. She always gave me advice at the most critical time.

I never thought that the relationship with Qin Mofei would appear half a month before I got married. I'm still in a dilemma whether to marry or not. In his current state, our marriage will also be in constant contradiction. If it turns into divorce, it will be a big problem in the world.

In fact, I love him very much. Maybe I love him without myself. I don't know whether it's right to love him like this, and whether I should be more rational.

I'd better think about it again. After all, marriage is a woman's life-long event, and it can't be too hasty. Qin Mofei was too strong before. I was always drifting with the tide, so once he changed, I was at a loss.

Calm down to think about it, those beautiful is really a flash in the pan.

I have opened all the windows to ventilate, and the room has been tidied up a little, at least a little bit popular. I took a bath, lying in the little bed that I had not seen for a long time. Actually, I had the illusion of a wanderer returning home.

It's already early in the morning. The night wind outside the window is very light, and the insects are very happy. There are a lot of mosquitoes in the suburbs, especially the ground gas. Unlike the high-rise buildings in the city, it is oppressive.

I didn't sleep well these two days. I thought I would be unable to sleep because I was worried. Who knows, I lie in bed. After a while, I was confused. I seemed to hear a series of phone calls, but I didn't pay attention because I was too sleepy.

"Mom, mom!"

Like in a dream, I heard the baby call my voice, the sound of milk. I hummed twice, but the sound became clearer and louder, as if in Outside the door!

"Mom, mom, do you want the baby?"

The voice was full of air, which scared me to get up. I ran to the door of the hall in a hurry and looked around from the cat's eye. I saw Xiao Fan's delicate and delicate face, and his small mouth pouted so that I could hang several oil bottles.

"Mom, if you don't open the door, the baby is leaving."

He was also very proud and charming. I opened the door and saw Qin Mofei standing at the door with him in his arms.

"Mom, the baby missed you!"

Xiao Fan put out his hand to me with a smile. He didn't see him for many days. He seemed to grow tall and lose it. I see him full of love, where also remember angry, quickly a hug him, in his small face mercilessly bar Ji.

Then I carried him into the room, and I wanted to close the door. Qin Mofei rushed in and laughed. I gave him a bad look and sat down on the sofa with Xiao Fan in my arms.

"Mom, is your ass all right? Is it still painful?" Xiao Fan raised his small face and asked me seriously.

"It doesn't hurt any more. Mom saw that you didn't hurt at all." I pinched his small face and said with a smile.

"Mom, would you like the baby to punch you?" He said again.

"Well, show your mother what you learned?"

"Then you won't be angry with Dad, will you? Anger makes you ugly. "

Looking at his expectant face, I can't say no. This must have been taught by Qin Mofei, otherwise he would not have thought of so many words.

I turned my head and glared at Qin Mofei, who was defeated by his shameless smile. How could he be so shameless?

"Mom, baby, you're going to give me a punch Xiaofanxing is to accept Qin Mofei's hint, holding my hand constantly coquettish.

I rubbed his little head and said, "Xiao Fan, we don't want dad, OK? Dad is always bullying mom. He's bad and bad

After hearing this, Xiao Fan shook his head like a rattle, "you can't do without dad. The baby will fight and protect his mother. Mom, don't be angry with Dad, OK? How about that? "

I don't know how long Xiao Fan's words have been practised, but they are so coherent that there is no wrong word. He didn't have one and a half years old. His speech was so formal and mellow that he had already diluted my resentment towards Qin Mofei.I glanced at him again, "if you don't want to be shameless, bring Xiao Fan here as a shield."

"No!"

He smiles, as if he is back to the time when he played a rogue, like a sugar cane dead with me, pestering me.

I told myself again and again not to compromise, he is not worthy of forgiveness, but I can not control, I was moved by his smile like spring breeze.