In Mordo, from 10:00 p.m. on New Year's Eve to 1:00 a.m. on the first day of the lunar new year, there will be a grand fireworks show, which is officially held on the riverside of the moat city.
At this time of year, both sides of the moat are always crowded and very busy. Many people do not keep up with the age and go to see fireworks.
I also want to go, but I can't go to the scene to see the fireworks. Standing on the roof of my apartment, I can have a panoramic view of the scenery below.
This year is only for me and Wang Ma, because the Qin family have to eat new year's Eve dinner together every year. No matter how seemingly different, this meal is indispensable for everyone. So Xiao Fan will not come to accompany me, but fortunately, with Wang Ma and the captain, the three of us can have a hot new year's Eve dinner.
Wang Ma cooked a table of dishes, all of which were my favorite. She was afraid that I would feel lonely and aggrieved. She kept filling me with dishes, chatting about their country affairs, and talking about some interesting things about her when she was in the Qin family.
"At that time, the eldest young master was looking forward to the Chinese new year, because there was no need to practice martial arts during the new year, so we could play. At that time, the young lady's son liked to be his follower. He would follow him wherever he went
"The two of them seem to have a good relationship."
I think of the Qin Yue in Wanqing tower. It is really a dragon and Phoenix among people, which is very rare. But what he said about "died ten years ago", I'm surprised. What does he mean by that? Is the relationship between him and Qin Mofei broken for some reason?
Wang Ma nodded, "it's really good. The young master of the eldest lady is obedient to his words and never disobeys."
"Then how can they be like that now?"
I think Qin Mofei is quite human. Otherwise, he would not be so intolerant to Shang Ying. Therefore, there must have been a great event between Qin Yue and him, so that they met on a narrow road.
What's more, Qin Yue's look at Qin Mofei is very complicated. In short, it's not very friendly.
Wang Ma shook her head and said she didn't know, because after Mrs. Chu died, she also left the business. At that time, Qin Mofei and Qin Yue had a good relationship.
I don't ask any more. I don't get along with Qin's family. Besides, Qin Mofei and I are strangers now, so let's not mention it.
We ate this meal for a long time, until the Spring Festival Gala on TV began. In fact, Wang Ma and I are both very lonely. She is homesick, and so am I.
But because of Qin Mofei, we can't even go down the building. I thought he would not let me go out because he was afraid of Shang Ying's revenge. But now that she has gone to the mental hospital, he still won't let me out.
I'm about to give birth, and I don't have the time and energy to argue with him. But the anger in my heart is getting worse and worse, and it will break out some time.
"Miss, would you like me to accompany you to the roof to see the fireworks? Our apartment is on the right bank of the moat. The vision must be good. "
"No, I'm a little tired today. I want to have an early rest."
I don't know if I'm in a bad mood or I'm really sick. I have a kind of indescribable irritability. I don't expect Xiao Fan to come back. The dinner of the Qin family will last until the early morning. At that time, he has already gone to bed, and I can't bear to wake him up.
Is in the heart feel very aggrieved, clearly and Xiaofan in a city, close at hand, but to meet a face is so difficult.
Qin Mofei's heart is really not ordinary hard.
Wang Ma looked at my eyes with heartache and sighed, "Miss, in fact, the eldest young master..."
"Wang Ma, I'm going first."
I interrupted Wang Ma's words, do not want to hear her mention Qin Mofei, she always loves him, biased him, think he has a lot of pain the same.
In fact, it is not. If he really has such a conscience, the new year's Eve will not let me and Xiao Fan look at each other.
In the afternoon, I called Xiao Fan. When he received the call, he cried and said that he wanted to spend the new year with me and watch fireworks. I sent a message to ask Qin Mofei, he directly gave me two words: no!
Wang Ma comforted me by saying that this is the family rule of the Qin family. During the new year, even if there is a big event, they must get together and get together, which symbolizes the prosperity of the family.
I think it's bullshit. The Qin family is now in a state of fragmentation. They all care for each other. They are relying on outsiders to support them. They talk about the prosperity of the family, and they are all acting.
But Qin Mofei is very pedantic on this point. He abides by the rules of the Qin family, which is shown in many aspects, especially in instructing Xiao Fan.
I'm a small person, I don't have to force, I'm not without a person to celebrate the new year.
As early as three years ago, I was still working at night during the Spring Festival. At that time, I only had money in my mind and no other ideas. Now that I'm not short of money, I find that I have nothing but money.
When we went back to the house, the captain followed me in. Only a few days later, our relationship rose to the point where we could sleep together. He slept on the carpet beside the bed every night. In the morning, he would stand up and lick me up. He was a very warm and cute little dog.
Dogs are really human's best friends. They can share with them when they are lonely, sad and happy. At this time, I was in a bad mood, sitting on the balcony to see the scenery, it curled up at my feet, close to me, sometimes rubbed my head, with its dark bright eyes to see me, more intimate than Qin Mofei.When the fireworks were all around, the night sky of Mordor was very spectacular. The fireworks one after another exploded in the air, which was incomparably beautiful. It is the first time for me to see this beautiful scenery, and I feel deeply.
The baby seems to feel this festive atmosphere, a force in my stomach tumbling, tossing me very uncomfortable.
I took a blanket over my body and reclined in the rocking chair to sleep, trying to ease the discomfort my baby had brought me. The captain seemed to feel uncomfortable and stood up and licked my hand.
I gently rubbed its head and said weakly, "don't worry, baby. I'm just a little uncomfortable. I'll be fine in a minute."
"Wuwu..." It rubbed against me and suddenly ran out.
After a while, I heard a rush of footsteps running in, "Mom, mom, the baby is coming."
I suddenly lifted my eyes and turned to see Xiao Fan, wearing a big red coat, holding a big balloon and galloping towards me. The small hand was raised high and wanted me to hold it.
I was so happy that I got up to hold him, but I didn't expect a splash of water from my legs, mixed with bloodstains.
There's no sign. It's sudden. What's going on?
I did not dare to move, looking down at the continuous flow of blood from between the legs, some at a loss. Xiaofan also scared, standing in situ staring at the water on the ground, the small face turned white.
"Dad, dad is terrible, mom is bleeding..."
Xiao Fan screams and runs out. Outside, Qin Mofei rushes in with lightning speed. He is stunned when he sees a pool of blood on the ground.
"Happy face, what's going on?"
"I, am I going to have a baby?"
As soon as I looked up, my tears suddenly came out. Although I had a baby once, I was still very afraid to face this kind of thing, especially this time I was ready to have it naturally.
"Don't move. I'll call an ambulance right away." Qin Mofei came over with a taut face, took me in his hand and called with one hand. I found his hand trembling slightly.
He didn't get through for a long time, so he threw his cell phone directly and leaned over to pick me up. "Don't be afraid of smiling. It will be OK. You will be fine."
Wang Ma also ran to me when she heard the news. Seeing me like this, she immediately understood, "young master, I'm afraid the young lady is going to have a baby. It's a bit like breaking amniotic fluid."
"Wang Ma, you take Xiao Fan to wait at home, I take Huanyan to the hospital."
"Ah."
I was still seeping blood from my legs. From my bedroom to the parking lot downstairs, I spilled all the way, which made me cry. I dragged Qin Mofei's clothes and didn't dare to move. I felt a little pain in my stomach, but it was not as painful as other people's giving birth to children.
I told the doctor that this baby should be born naturally. She asked me to live in the hospital half a month ahead of schedule. However, I was unprepared for the birth.
Qin Mofei's face was very ugly all the way. I leaned against his chest and heard his heart beat irregularly and beat "bang bang".
After he took me carefully into the car, he drove the car all the way. There was a panic on his handsome cheek. It was no longer the appearance that Mount Tai collapsed in front of him and did not change his face.
I curled up in my chair with my stomach in my hands and cried, not daring to move. When Xiaofan was born, I went to the hospital to take an anesthetic, and the child was born in a few minutes. I had never experienced such a strange thing.
"Wuwu, hurry up, baby will be in danger, Wuwu..." I have never heard that giving birth to a baby will break the amniotic sac in advance, for fear that the daughter will suffocate in the stomach.
"Don't be afraid to look happy. We'll be there soon." Qin Mofei reached out and rubbed my hair to comfort him. His hand was not only shivering, but also cold and cold.
I wiped tears and ignored him, and another stream of blood gushed out like a fountain. I looked at my belly in horror, afraid that my daughter would come out like this. Qin Mofei's hand trembled when he heard the sound of the water, and the car almost skidded.
"Are you going to kill my daughter and me?" I choked, crying like a tearful child.
He didn't come back to me with a black face, and he ran towards the hospital with his gas pedal. Finally, he rushed to the hospital. He took me in his arms and ran to the emergency room. He looked at the doctor in the hospital bed. He examined a young man. He went over and pushed the man down with his elbow and put me on.
"You're paralyzed, you..."
The young man fell to the ground, got up and swore, but when he saw his sharp eyes, he again counselled and retreated to one side in silence.
Qin Mofei glanced at the doctor and said, "doctor, she is going to have a baby soon. You, hurry up..." He stopped, looked up and down the eye, the doctor frowned, "you quickly call a female doctor to check her, quick."
I was angry, angry, helpless and disgraced when he asked for help. I told the doctor the name of the attending physician I had scheduled. He glared at Qin Mofei with a black face. He came to check for me and called the obstetrics and gynecology department to take over.Qin Mofei stood in front of the hospital bed and looked down at me. His face was dead white. His eyes were full of panic, he said. "Happy face, you must not die."
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