Chapter 283

"If you can't love someone from the beginning to the end, I'd rather never love, than betray halfway."

"Shen Huanyan, I tell you, my hands were full of blood, and I don't care about your life. It's just that I love you, and somehow I fell in love with you... "

"How can your world be complete without me?"

In my bedroom, I didn't turn on the light. I sat on the balcony in my bathrobe and looked at the dark night sky quietly. In my mind, I recalled the most touching love words Qin Mofei had said. Each sentence is enough to make my blood boil, make me fly to the fire.

Am I stupid or not? Stupid or not? It's still unclear.

I only know that I love him into the bone marrow, love him unforgettable, so he gave me everything I accept, happiness, or pain.

I don't want to believe a Fei's words, but I have to believe them, because his identity does not allow him to tell lies and cheat people.

Think of Qin Mofei in Provence's Square hysterically calling me, the eyes that crystal clear tears, the expression of despair on his face, is actually half adulterated. I don't understand. How can he act so lifelike?

He pushed me away and humiliated me again and again in front of outsiders, also for his plan. So he's right, stupid women can only become a burden, and I am, but I always don't know myself.

What should I do? Should I stay away from his world and let him plan his affairs well. Success or failure, it's better not to be a stumbling block to him.

He was surrounded by dangers, but always for me to break his principle of life, he once said, he is not a kind person.

Without me, he could turn his hand over the clouds and cover his hands for the rain; without me, he could be the hero of the demon capital.

But I just like the existence of ghosts, so make him difficult, step by step startled. I saw his embarrassment, his forbearance and powerlessness.

Where should I go?

The door suddenly opened, and I felt a terrible anger behind me. I didn't look back. I knew it was him. I was very sensitive to him. If he stands in the crowd, I think I can find him at a glance.

Love a person is so unforgettable, just like this. Now I don't want to love, tired, heartbroken, or wronged.

He didn't turn on the light. He came up behind me and put his hand on my shoulder. Slender knuckles gently rub my shoulder, not light or heavy, very comfortable.

This man, will always inadvertently let me to pieces, I am infatuated with his all, everything. Because love him, so more afraid to become his weakness, so that he failed.

He was silent and his fingertips crossed my face from time to time, very gentle. It is estimated that what happened at the party touched him a lot. Otherwise, how could he come to me in a hurry?

I reached out and took his hand. I held it tightly. Then Huoran got up, turned his head and tiptoed to kiss his lips, very hard, very rough, without hesitation.

He was stunned, and then he encircled my waist and opened his teeth slightly.

The chilling smell of mint filled all my senses in an instant. I kiss harder, hysterical.

The palpitation of my heart is like a prairie fire, burning my mind and everything. I want to burn him in my heart and bury him in my blood.

The entanglement of the lips and teeth made both of us feel hard to control. He hugged me, and the strength of his hands gradually increased.

Maybe I was too hard, and suddenly there was a faint smell of blood between my teeth. I don't know whether it's his or mine. Anyway, I didn't stop and didn't let go.

We rolled on the bed. On the bed, hysterically kissing, he was crazy, I was crazy. But he was very restrained and didn't break through the last line of defense, and he knew it couldn't be.

I seemed to stop after exhausting my breath, and my face was cool when I released him. I reached out and touched it, and I cried unconsciously. I gently pushed him away, curled up in a ball, buried his head in the bed, instantly tears like rain.

"Murphy, you leave me, completely leave it, don't walk around in my world, I'm really tired, I don't want to go on like this any more."

"Happy face, I..."

"All my dignity has been trampled on by you, and there is no use for it. Please let me go. I don't want to be so tired in my world

This is probably the idea that I sat on the balcony thinking about midnight, leaving him and letting us go.

He didn't say a word. He pulled me up and hugged me, as if to rub me into his body.

I feel his body trembling slightly, as if there are water marks across the neck socket, warm, constantly rolling down from my neck socket, across my clavicle, immersed in the tip of my heart.

The so-called men have tears, so their tears are the most heartbreaking.

We hugged each other tightly in the dark, unable to see the embarrassment and embarrassment on each other's faces. But I seem to hear the sound of my heart breaking, all my persistence is slowly destroying.Too love a person, so love to let go, this is probably the most tragic love in the world.

It's so quiet in the room that nothing can be heard except the irregular breathing of both of us. I gently put my head on his chest, this place is the warmest, I greedily absorbed the warmth of his whole body, because the next second I am not sure if I will never see you again.

"Happy face, happy face..."

He called to me again and again, his voice was so sad. I can't guess what he's hiding in his heart and what his plan is, but it must be something more important than me, otherwise he won't be so embarrassed again and again.

For a long time, he got up and I let go.

"Pa!"

The light suddenly came on, and the intense light made my eyes sour. I squinted for a long time before I raised my head and looked at Qin Mofei, whose clothes were not neat by the bed.

His eyes are still very red, staring at me, tears on his face is not dry. Tearing off his strong shell, he is just a 28 year old man, flesh and blood, and has seven passions and six desires.

For a long time, he seemed to have made up his mind to say to me, "happy face, let's get married and go to get the certificate tomorrow."

I was stunned, "get married?"

"Is that all right?"

I don't think he's joking when he looks at his very serious face. Maybe he was touched by my words. Maybe he really loved me and decided to give me an account and a position.

But can we get married?

He stressed in front of all the people that I was not the woman he wanted. I would not be the eldest daughter-in-law of the Qin family. In a flash, he broke the mark. Didn't all his efforts go to waste? How can I bear to let him fail.

What's more, he must have been impulsive, and when he wakes up, he will be sorry. At that time, if he did the same thing again, my heart could not bear it any more.

So I shook my head. "I don't want to get married yet."

"Happy face, I'm serious."

"It's too late, Murphy. I accepted my third brother's necklace. Its name is" heart trace. " I said from the drawer out of that green black necklace, inside the blood in strange floating.

When I show the necklace to Qin Mofei, I feel very weak and dare not look at his face. He stared at the necklace for a long time, then turned and slammed the door.

I glared at the closed door and wiped the tears that were about to spill out of my eyes.

……

I lifted the ban, and finally I was able to get in and out of it. By now, there was a bodyguard ALFY around me. My mount was also replaced by a special Ferrari. The windows and windshield as well as the body of the car were deliberately modified.

This is the agreement between me and Qin Mofei. If you want to leave this apartment, you have to agree to his arrangement. Of course, I can't wait to agree.

Because of that gem necklace, he didn't mention marriage to me again, but he still insisted on seeing his daughter every day. No matter how late it was, it would appear that way. Very late, he will stay in the guest room, at night when his daughter crying, will come to help take care of.

So we get along with each other, imperceptibly accept each other's existence, but as if separated by something. I don't know whether we will become strangers in the long run.

During this period, I also started to work. From Du Mo Chen's company, I called out the engineering structure drawing, and asked a Fei to accompany me to the completed hotel site for survey.

This hotel is officially renamed as "Yunting International Hotel". Du Mochen has already begun to advertise the hotel.

Combined with the previous ideas, I started to make renderings. Their specification is to require the hotel to exceed seven stars, that is, more high-end than lanuo.

I have not done hotel interior design projects before, so I am very cautious. If I succeed, I will be astonished. If I fail, I will lose face. I must seize this opportunity.

This project is all inclusive, so I have to find the construction party and material supplier by myself, but my renderings have not come out, so I'm not in a hurry for the time being.

Qin Mofei knew that I had taken over the interior design of Du Mochen's hotel. He didn't say a word about it. He just asked me to be more serious. When looking for the construction party and material supplier, we must be more careful. We must not find a person who is not a real person.

Magic is mature decoration team many, many are also industry leaders, I am not worried about this.

However, the material supplier made me a little depressed. I set the specifications of the hotel very high. Many materials had to be contacted separately. I put down the list, ready to talk about these things after my daughter is weaned.

Time passed quickly, in the inadvertent busy, spring has gone. In early summer, from May to June, I was ready to wean nono.

She is a little too fat now, like a ball, which fully shows that my milk is still very nourishing.

Weaning, she cried that called a sad, crying while calling dad, wronged than.

She spoke as early as Xiao Fan, and now nearly six months later, she has already called her parents and made some simple expressions. For example, drinking, smelly and so on, can express clearly.Qin Mofei can't bear to see her crying. Every time she cries, she holds her around the outside of the study and wants me to give her a bite, but I am determined to wean her.

One is to be busy with the design of the hotel. The other is that she can't eat my milk any more. I'm afraid it will be difficult for her to lose weight after she gets fat.

The little guy saw that I was very resolute. At the beginning, he went on a hunger strike. He just refused to eat the milk that Qin Mofei fed her, thinking that I would give her milk to drink. After being so hungry for most of the day, she managed to drink a little milk.

Three days later, she finally accepted the fact that there was no mother and no grandmother to drink while crying. She began to get used to drinking the milk she despised.

Women weaning is also a very painful thing, I was admitted to the hospital because of weaning, this time a bit miserable, to do surgery.