It's probably because of weaning. After I've been weaned, my condition recovered very quickly. A week later, even the scab on my wound fell. The surgical wound surface is not big, the doctor said that soon the scar will also disappear.
I don't think so much about it. The previous injury is too serious. It's just like drizzle. It's nothing.
I'm more worried about lili. I haven't visited her these days, but Lianfeng has always told me about her, saying that she is not optimistic. When she woke up, she was silent when she knew that * * had been removed. It is said that these days did not say a word, nor how to eat, the whole person seems to have lost the meaning of living.
I'm still going to see her because Qin Mofei said that he can't blame for it. So there must be some important reason for this.
I was afraid of stimulating Lili's injury, so I didn't come to her ward until I was discharged from the hospital. Ah Fei accompanied me. He told me not to come, but I didn't listen, and I couldn't let her go.
"ALFY, just hang out and I'll go in and have a look."
When we got to the door, I told ALFY to go away and try not to disturb us. He didn't insist on it either. He walked away quickly.
Lili is also living in a single room ward. I saw Lianfeng in it and knocked on the door. As soon as she looked up, she saw me looking at the door and window, and quickly came to open the door.
"Huan Jie, are you here? Lily just went to bed
"How is she?"
"It's very bad. I'm in a bad mood. I have some worldly thoughts. But the injury is almost OK, but the human condition is not right. "
"I'm going to leave the hospital. I'll see her and go."
After entering the door, I saw that Lily was awake and staring at me. That eye light is very insidious, this is hate, hate to the bone, that kind of hate. I was frightened by her eyes, the whole person was in a daze, do not know is the past, or turn around to leave.
Lianfeng came in to see this scene also stunned, even busy way, "Sister Li, sister Huan said she can't rest assured you, want to say come to see you."
"Lianfeng, you go out. I have something to say to her."
Lili had been cold for a long time, and her voice made me tremble. Her voice was like Shang Ying. It was the sound of wheels rolling sand and gravel, as if the vocal cords were torn and cracked.
She may have been frightened by the sound, holding her throat in her hands for a long time. Then, she turned her head and yelled at Lianfeng, "didn't I tell you to go out?"
"Sister Li, your voice..."
"Get out of here!"
Lili's fire is very frightening, especially her sinister eyes, which are really full of anger. Lianfeng glared at me anxiously, hesitated for a moment or went out.
I have a kind of creepy feeling inexplicably. I feel that Lili has changed. I asked uneasily, "Lili, you Are you all right? "
"Why did you ask the doctor to cut off my penis? Are you taking revenge on me? Hate me and Qin Mofei entangled, right? "
"No, you were in such a critical situation. The doctor said that it would be impossible to stop bleeding if you did not remove it. In addition, I could not contact your family members. That's why I..."
"So wouldn't it be better if you let me die? How do you want me to be a complete woman? How can I get married and have children? Shen Huanyan, do I owe you or what? Why do you want to revenge me like this
She yelled at me at the top of her voice. Her face was pale and ferocious. I didn't like her like this. It reminded me of Shang Ying, who was very vicious.
I frowned and suppressed my discomfort. "Lily, don't be angry. Shall we have a good chat?"
I saw that she was very emotional. I was afraid that she would hurt her body again. I wanted to comfort her. But she suddenly got up, shoes are not care to wear directly rushed up to me, severely slapped me a slap, hit is not very painful, but pain in the heart.
I looked at her in amazement, covering my face and unable to say a word. Am I really wrong? I just signed because of the crisis. How could she blame me?
But she still glared at me, her eyes were cold enough to bleed, how much did she hate me?
"Well, if you think it's easier to hit me, play more." I bite my teeth.
"Do you think I dare not?"
She said and gave me a hard push. According to reason, her head strength was not as big as mine, but I was unprepared and was pushed to the ground by her. But she didn't seem to be able to get rid of it. She rushed over and raised her hand and slapped me again.
"Why, why should I bear the pain you deserve? Shen Huanyan, what do I owe you? You say ah, you say ah, why can't I be injured? Do you know what the concept of being unable to be a mother
She grabbed my clothes and cried and cried, her face full of loveless despair. And I'm confused. What does she mean? What does it mean that she has suffered the pain I deserve?
She shook her fist and hit me like crazy. I was a little angry, and I grabbed her hand fiercely. "Lili, I don't owe you anything. The signing is forced by the situation. If I could not control the bleeding, you would have chosen to save your life. We have to make a trade-off when we do things. Compared with being disabled and dying, of course, life is important. ""You don't owe me? Why don't you owe me? You really think I'm having an affair with Qin Mofei, don't you? That's what he asked me to do for him to cheat you, because if not, you're the man who's watching you, and you're the end of me. "
She cried, so sad and desperate. Tears rolled down her face one by one, hurting her heart and mine.
I couldn't say anything. I didn't know what it meant.
I slowly got up from the ground and reached out to erase the tears on Lily's face. She clapped my hand and squatted down on the ground, crying hysterically, breaking my heart.
"I told you to leave Qin Mofei for a long time. Why didn't you listen? Otherwise, I will not suffer this disaster. Shen Huanyan, why are you my sister. I hate you, I hate you, why so many men around you? Why should we be pulled to your back? "
"Lili, I..."
I was speechless. I still couldn't figure out what she was talking about, but I also understood one thing: she and Qin Mofei were acting to show others and me. And what I don't know is who she's talking about.
I helped Lily to the hospital bed. She was still crying. Her hoarse voice broke my heart. If her pain is due to me, then I really deserve to die, she's a few. Slapping is not enough to vent anger.
So I took her hand and patted her in the face. "If it's better for you, hit me, beat me hard and don't resist."
She took back her hand and curled up in the bed, bending into a bow. Staring at her trembling body, I couldn't help tears.
She once told me that after finding the right person to marry, she would have several children, and she would be a good housewife. If no one marries her, she goes to be a test tube baby. In a word, a woman can not marry, but she must have children and live on.
Now her wishes are all shattered, in a sense, she is not a complete woman. And all this is because of me.
"I don't want to see you any more. You get out of my sight, out of my world. We'll be cut off from now on. You go your way. I'll cross my log bridge. We'll never get back to each other."
She was stuffy for a long time, turned her head and looked at me coldly. The mottled tear marks on her cheek made me very sad. And I still don't understand what the reason is. I'm at a loss.
"Go away!" She saw me dazed and roared again.
"Lili, no matter what happens, living is the best, isn't it?" I also tried to comfort her.
"Alive? Are you standing and talking without backache? Is it meaningful to live like this? What's the difference between death and death? I'm only twenty-seven years old, and I'm not married, and I haven't had a son, and because of all the happiness you've got, you've been ruined. "
"I..."
"Go away! Out! Go
Looking at her ferocious face, I dare not stay any longer. We are afraid that we can't be friends. I sighed and turned away from the ward. Lianfeng looked at all these things outside. She was sad and tearful at this time.
"Sister Huan, Sister Li, she's angry. Don't take it to heart. I will persuade her that we are the best four sisters, and everyone is indispensable. "
"Did you know that she and Murphy had joined hands to deceive me?"
"I I know a little, but Sister Li won't let us tell you. "
"What's going on? When did it start? "
I was thinking, if Lili didn't happen, she would never tell me that it was fake in her whole life. They both acted like each other. Do they know that I peep over there every night?
Lian Feng twisted her eyebrows and said, "it's probably years ago, early winter I can't remember the first few days. Anyway, that night, Mr. Qin came to see Sister Li in a hurry. They chatted in the office for a long time. When she came out, she looked very tangled, so I asked
At the beginning of winter
Isn't that when Qin Yue came back? I remember that night Qin Mofei was taking a bath, and I answered a phone call from Shang Ying. After that, he went out. The next day, I was called to Wanqing building by my aunt, and the change began on that day.
At that time, I thought Qin Mofei was acting for others, so I didn't care much. I didn't believe he had changed until I saw his photo with Lili. But today, she told me that she and Qin Mofei joined hands to cheat me.
I think it's ridiculous, but I have nothing to say.
"And then?" I recollected and asked.
"Sister Li didn't tell me too much. She just didn't let us call you. She said that she had an appointment with Mr. Qin, so she couldn't contact you for the time being. No matter what you hear or see in the future, you will pretend to know nothing. Later There's all the shadowy news in the media. "
"What happened to her pregnancy?" What I care about most is that the people who love children so much, even if they are accidentally pregnant, may not take away the should.
"This...""Say it
Lianfeng hesitated to see the eye disease room, then pulled me to the corridor edge, said nearly two or three months of things.
She said that about February, there was a man in crazy pursuit of Lili, that person has talent and appearance, and is very generous.
Lily from good after this has always wanted to find someone to marry and have children, fade out of this circle. And then she fell in love with this crazy girl. But after the event, this person said that it was not suitable for raising children now, luring and confusing her to do abortion.
She liked this man very much, so she listened to him at all costs. After the stream of people, she raised her body at home, and gave Lianfeng and Tingting the responsibility of qingfengyin.
But what happened next, no one knows, until Lily called her, her body was very weak, bleeding a lot.
I was puzzled and asked her, "who is this man? How could Lily like him
"It's called Qin Yue."