Chapter 425

"I'm sorry!"

Low magnetic three words, make my nose a sour, actually tears whirl, do not know is aggrieved or embarrassed, in short, the heart is very sad. I looked up at Qin Mofei with a look, shook off his hand and walked away.

"Don't come to me, leave me alone!"

When I left the yard, I dropped it on him. I can't face him calmly now, and I can't let go of the way he pretended not to know me when he was by my side. No matter what reason, what excuse, I can't let go.

By the time I left the house, it was getting dark, the rain was still falling, and it was getting more and more torrential, and the temperature dropped a lot.

I took a taxi and went straight to the hotel apartment, which was my own home. I wanted to hide and smooth my confused thoughts. Qin Mofei did not follow.

It's the same in the apartment. Everything hasn't changed. Wang Ma will come here to clean up from time to time, so she is still at home, spotless, just a little lonely.

It seems that I am used to having children around me. Suddenly, I am not used to being lonely. But I can't do nothing to stay in the old house, stay in qinmofei and children's side, I began to diaphragm should myself.

I don't know what's going on in the church. Is Qin Chi En dead or is his life on the line. I can't recall the way he fell in front of me, but I still feel pain in my heart. I wanted to leave him a way to live, but who knows

It's just that I, an outsider, can't intervene in the affairs of Qin family. Qin Mofei finally defeated Qin Chien, and the fight between them ended. In the future, the world would be peaceful, right?

Qin Chien invited drug lords from all over the world with a fake wedding ceremony, and was caught in a net. This is probably the most correct thing he did before he died, that is, I don't know if people there will thank him.

I came to the study, opened the computer to search about the church wedding, as expected, there is No. It is estimated that the people there will not disclose any information before the case is closed. I don't care about those drug lords, but I am very concerned about where Qin Chien is going.

After all, he is also a person I can't let go. To a certain extent, I really failed him.

I was frantically searching for information about him, No. So I thought about it and called Cheng Wanqing to ask about the situation. But it's strange that she can't get through. Her phone has been unable to connect.

She should be dealing with the aftermath of Qin Chien? He has made great achievements. People over there should give him some final dignity, right?

I pinched my brow, closed the computer and went back to my bedroom. Standing on the balcony, I looked outside. The rain was getting heavier and heavier. It seemed to be the first heavy rain since autumn. I had the illusion that I was entering the severe winter immediately.

Looking at the heavy rain flying all over the sky, I feel that this is the God in tears. I am not a cruel woman, but I am cruel to Qin Chien. It's crazy to think back on what I did under his nose.

So I can't face Qin Mofei. If he appeared earlier, why should I pretend to be like that with Qin Chien? If you don't give him hope, he won't despair, and he won't be so sad before he dies.

What should I do? I want to escape this embarrassing place so much. I hate this city, it has witnessed me fall into the dust, living in the abyss, my life ups and downs, so bad I do not want to face.

It's like I'm standing at a crossroad, and I can't tell which way to go. I'm afraid I'll go wrong again and experience the terrible things again.

at this moment, I miss Mom and dad very much. If they are still alive, they will tell me where to go.

Oh!

After standing on the balcony for a long time, I came back to my room and found my mobile phone flashing. I picked up a voice video from Qin Mofei. I thought about it and connected it.

"Mom!"

Inside two coincidental sounds came, and then exposed two small heads, squeeze on the screen is particularly funny, small face close to all squeeze deformation. They all laughed at me, looking very happy.

My nose a sour, farfetched smile, "Xiao Fan, nono, what are you doing?"

"Mom, we're calling you." Xiao Fan blinked his eyes and said with a smile, his face was smart.

I laughed and said, "then why do you want to call my mother?"

"Mom, why don't you go home? My sister and I miss you. I want to miss you very much. "

"I Mom has something to do. Will you come back to accompany you after a while? You have a good time with your father and aunt

"We are all very good, mother. If you are not good, you will not go home." Xiao Fan pursed her mouth, and her face was a little aggrieved.

Nono echoed, "well, mom's not good!"

I can't say anything. I don't feel like a good mother. But now I can't pass my own level, I can't face them. Maybe in a few days, maybe in a few years.

After a pause, I said, "Xiao Fan, can you give me the phone to dad? Mom and dad have something to say"Well, mom, you have to come back soon."

Xiaofan heavy key after nodding, gave the phone to Qin Mofei, I saw his face in the video dejected appearance. After he took the call, he stared at me and didn't take the initiative to speak.

In fact, I miss him very much. I wanted to go back to them after all the dust settled down. But I didn't expect the variables to be like this, which caught me off guard.

You know, when he fell off the cliff, I really wanted to die. I hated Qin Chien and the people over there, so I went out of my way and ignored everything. And when I found out it was a joke, I couldn't stand it.

I'm afraid I'll cry again. I hold my head up and force my tears back. Then I look at him, "desert fly, how are you these days?"

I feel so sad to talk to my husband in such a way that he is clearly close at hand. But we are like a gap between the two of us, how can not cross.

He also seems to be red eyes, pinched the brow heart just way, "I am not good, very bad, wife, I miss you."

I immediately tears run, don't start for a long time to slow down, rubbing eyes. I want to ask him why he didn't come to me and let me continue to make mistakes step by step, which I can't accept.

But I can't say it. At the end of the day, it's just that I was stupid.

I choked for a long time and then said, "Murphy, I want to study abroad and learn more. It may take one year or two years. You take care of the children and the family. "

“…… Must I go? "

"I think it's necessary. I can't face you and the children, and all the Qin family. I can't face it. I want to be alone."

"Are you blaming me for killing the third uncle?"

"You have your principles and your bottom line, and I can't blame you. It's me who can't get through it. I haven't left your wings all these years. I want to go outside alone and have a look. "

"Give me the right time!"

"Two years!"

"Well, two years later, I'll wait for you at the church. I said I would give you a grand wedding to attract the world's attention. "

I didn't go back to Qin Mofei and hung up because I couldn't promise him anything. I've had two weddings in my life, both of which are ridiculous. Once made me despair, once made me become a laughing stock, so how can I expect any grand wedding.

I just want to take two years to recover my lost face, or self-esteem, or to heal my wounds. What I want is different from what I want.

I want to go to the United States. The Architecture Department of Harvard University there is a place I always yearn for. My idol comes from there.

When I was studying, I planned to make money to study abroad after graduation, but later I got mixed up in the dust and got married and had children too early. At the moment, I'm in such a mood to go out, and I'll be willful once.

These two days, after I had sorted out my information, I called SUA. She once told me that she had a good relationship with the professor over there. She wanted to ask her to recommend it for me so that it would be easier to apply.

She was startled to hear that I was going to study abroad, so she rushed from her home.

When I opened the door, I was also shocked to see her. She was pregnant. It seemed that she had been pregnant for four or five months, and her stomach was beginning to show. We both looked at each other for a long time before she gave me a gentle thump.

"What's wrong with you? How do you want to study abroad

"Suddenly, I feel that life is very boring. I go out to have a rest. You're going to be a mother. Don't be so impulsive. Why didn't you let me go with you just now

"I forget when I'm nervous." She laughed and gave me a meaningful look. "What's the matter with you? Did you quarrel with Qin Mofei

"No, you think too much. Murphy doesn't quarrel with me now." I said with a smile, seeing that she didn't believe her face, I said again, "SUA, have you resigned? Do you still work for Matthiola? "

"I left my job a few days ago, and Shang Yan didn't let me go out to work." When I mentioned the relationship between the two, it seemed that she had a good relationship.

I wanted to ask her if she had any news about Cheng Wanqing, but I gave up. Matthiola company did not come out of any negative news at the moment. It is estimated that Qin Chien had made preparations for the accident.

SUA saw me in a daze and pulled me to the sofa to sit down. She looked down at me with her waist crossed. "Happy face, I heard the news that something happened to Saint Petersburg church the other day. You seem to be over there, aren't you?"

"What else did you hear?" If she asked, she must have known something.

"Of course I know. Have you forgotten where my father works?"

"So?"

"I just think that my boss is so cruel to his friends. No one in the world can be cruel to him. It's just that I can't figure out why he's only in love with you. "“…… Are you going to blame me? "

"No, there is no right or wrong about feelings. It's you. If you choose to escape because of guilt, it's unnecessary. Do you think that with my boss's wily, windy and coquettish nature, I would allow myself to die so rashly? "

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