I went back to the hotel apartment. Qin Yu sent me here. I didn't get through to Qin Mofei, and he didn't answer. It reminds me that I called him when I was looking for Xiao Fan crazily. It was the same way.
Some wounds don't hurt if you don't think about them. But once I remember, it really hit me like an avalanche, which made me heartrending. I think of my mother, the child who was born too late, and Qin Mofei's cruelty and cruelty.
So I left, in the new year's day in the real sense of running away, this is the most ironic thing in my life.
I drove Qin Yu away by force. I was sitting on the balcony in a daze, thinking about what Qin Mofei had said last night. He said that I had been in a dusty place for a long time, and my bones were full of wind dust.
It was the first time that he said that, like a sharp knife, it stabbed me in my heart and hurt me completely. Originally, I had always felt inferior in front of him, because of that dark history, because I was not worthy of him.
And he told me again and again that he loved me, and that he only loved me in his whole life and bewitched me. I really thought he didn't mind my miserable past, and I really took myself as a little princess.
It turns out that heaven and hell are really between a thought, he drove me to hell in minutes, before I had time to prepare.
I have been holding a cell phone staring, still waiting for him to call, or send a text message. But he didn't. I didn't wait for a word from morning till dusk.
Haze of the sky for a day, and finally at dusk under the storm, very big. Goose feather like snow was swept by the wind, whistling across the sky, like a strange snow dragon, from east to west, and then from west to East.
How could this happen? Obviously, that year was not a battle of war, but why my world changed overnight. The most perfect man in my heart destroyed my world in the most cruel way.
It's life. I'm too lucky.
At about eight o'clock, my mobile phone rang. It was Qin language. Although I was very lost, I still connected quickly. "Xiaoyu, is Murphy back? And the children? "
"The children have already gone to bed, but my brother's mood is not right. As soon as he comes back, something is wrong. Sister in law, if you come back, I'll pick you up and talk to my brother about it. What's your anger about gambling in the Spring Festival
What I want to tell Qin Yu is that this is not anger. Her brother never gets angry. Good is good, bad is bad, all good and bad are between his thoughts. He is really angry this time, maybe I still touch his bottom line.
I'm not in the mood to chat with Qin Yu for long, and I hang up soon. I got up and went back to my bedroom, wrapped in a quilt, and fell upright on the bed. I felt the world was gray, no, it was despair.
All my pessimism came to me. When I think of my life in Qin family these years, I really feel that life is not like death.
In fact, if I am a little bit smart, I should leave Qin family and Qin Mofei. He is not a man, he is a God and a master. In front of him, I was a chess piece, unable to control his own life.
The night is getting deeper and deeper, and I can't sleep. I hold my mobile phone in my tearful eyes and look over and over again. Even in such a state, I still expect him to give me a response, even if it is to scold me, but he has not responded.
I really don't believe Qin Mofei's love will be so fragile and his heart will be so cruel. When I waited until 11 o'clock, he still didn't give me any response. I couldn't help but get dressed quickly and wanted to go back to my old house.
I admit, I can't let him go. I love him and read him like that, even if he is so indifferent to me.
When I ran downstairs in a hurry, I stopped because I was afraid that he would still treat me as he did last night, or be as cold as ice, which I could not accept. But I wanted to see him so much, I wanted to ask him.
After struggling for a few minutes, I still managed to go out of the community and took a taxi directly to the old house.
It's snowing heavily and the road is covered with a thick layer. Probably because of midnight, there were few vehicles on the road, and they were all driving very slowly. From the apartment to the old house, the driver drove for half an hour.
I told him to park the car outside the path and walk straight there because there was a probe outside the old house. I don't want them to find me. It's a shame. When I first got to the vestibule square, I saw a figure standing in the heavy snow. Beside him was a car, which was covered with snow.
Hearing the sound of my walking, he turned his head and suddenly chuckled, "happy face, how are you here?"
“……”
It's Qin Chien. It's him again!
When I saw him, a nameless fire came out, but I can't blame him. If he hadn't painted that damned painting, he might not have come back for the new year's Eve, let alone tell me so many things on the spot at the new year's Eve.
I glared at him fiercely, buried himself in the house, and he suddenly said, "happy face, are you really happy with him? Don't you think he will destroy you if he is not careful? "
I don't get angry at all. I turn around and rush to him and stare at him angrily, "Qin Chi'en, it's you who destroy me! I have a family, I have a husband and children. Why are you still so haunted by me? ""I love you!" He is sonorous and forceful.
"But I don't love you. I beg you to let me go? Let me go and let me live my own life. "
If Qin Mofei is a time bomb, then Qin Chien is definitely a high TNT explosive. I understand now, they are both my doomsday, I am doomed to the doom, can not escape, can not escape.
"Are you happy? He spoiled you to heaven one second, and sent you to hell the next. You haven't had enough days like this? "
I can't look at Qin Chien directly. He looks down and down with frost and snow, but standing in front of him is my fear. He is more terrible than Qin Mofei, because he often harms people invisible, even if the object is me.
I pointed to his face and said angrily, "Qin Chien, how I live is my own business. If you still have some sense of shame and kindness, please stay away from me. I don't love you. Even if there is no Qin Mofei in the world, I can't love you! "
"If you don't have me in your heart, why is this painting so vivid?"
He said that he took out the painting I participated in from the car, and he actually carried it with him. I wish I could go up and tear the painting to pieces when he unfolded it. I must have been crazy to draw this thing. Now I'm in trouble.
I was speechless because it took me half a month to finish the painting. Now, the original intention of painting is not so important. The important thing is to make trouble. Cheng Wanqing misunderstood me and Qin Chi En misunderstood. I think Qin Mofei also misunderstood. Otherwise, how could he be so indifferent to me?
"Happy face, my life is very short. I wanted to leave your world like this, but I found that being a good person is not a virtue. I don't like doing such things very much
"So what do you want? Take me for your wife? Have you forgotten your identity as a drug lord I was all sarcastic.
He shook his head. "I hold you in the palm of my hand, and I will stay with you forever."
"Ha ha!"
I smile coldly, turn to prepare to leave, but see behind a lot of individual: Qin Mofei! I don't know how long he has been standing, pestering in the snow like a god of death, a hooded windbreaker makes him look like a deadly God of death.
He looked at me and Qin Chi En in the shade. The appearance under the snow looked very strange. I am very afraid, because he is more terrible than Qin Chien when he is angry. He is like a raging beast with strong lethality.
"Uncle loves my wife so much, do you want me to help you?"
Qin Mofei looked at me up and down and went to Qin Chien, staring at the painting. He looked at it for a long time, and his eyes became more and more fierce and insidious. The next second, he snatched the painting and tore it to pieces. Qin Chi En had no time to stop him and stared at the paper scraps all over the place. His face was hazed and filled with uncontrollable anger. "Murphy, can you take charge of the Qin family just with your manner?"
"Of course, at present, I am in charge of the Qin family. I really can't see the third uncle being sentimental about a painting, so he made his own decision to tear it up for you, don't you mind? "
"Don't you mind, can you tear the picture, can you tear the meaning of the painting?" Qin Chi'en said and gave me a look. His eyes were full of tenderness. "Happy face, thank you for painting me so perfectly."
Is he trying to kill me? I know that the atmosphere between me and Qin Mofei is not quite right. Standing beside him, I could clearly feel his anger, which made my legs tremble uncontrollably. If it was not night, and there was still snow, they would have seen it.
Two people draw their swords to confront each other, just like Xiaoxiong at the top of the decisive battle, who will not let anyone. The cold wind and snowflakes whizzed past them, raising the clattering of their clothes. The atmosphere was suffocating.
I don't understand them in particular, because they just joined hands to kill the drug dealers a few months ago, but now they're back on their feet. Is it really because of me? How innocent I am, like a doll, used and contested by them.
The so-called beauty disaster, is probably me?
I was blown by the wind and snow, head pain, turned his head to see Qin Mofei, reached out to pull his arm, but he raised his hand to avoid. So my hand was frozen in the air, neither retraction nor extension.
"Murphy, shall we go home?" I was stupefied for a long time before I uttered such a sentence.
He squinted at me and said, "happy face, you never seem to draw a picture for me, right? I also want that one. When will it be finished and when will you go home. The children and I are waiting for you in this house
I was dazzled, the head "bang" to become blank, I looked at his lip corner smile, the brain suddenly whirled, and finally fell down uncontrollably.