"Qin Chi'en, our affection is here, from now on, we will not contact each other after old death!"
This is the last word I said to Qin Chien when I went upstairs. All the gratitude and all the resentment ended at this moment. He will no longer be any role in my life, no passer-by.
He did not follow, because I saw his eyes are very sinister, full of hatred, which is more hate, more angry than when their mother died. Because he destroyed my marriage, my home.
I still don't understand what happened to Qin Mofei. But I don't want to investigate, any one can not stand the test of love, that is not called love.
Maybe our love is just an illusion that we have been deceiving ourselves.
I was in a terrible state of health and dizzy. Fortunately, I stuck to my home and fell on the sofa as soon as I entered the door. I didn't want to move any more. The heat in the room was very high, but I was still shivering with cold.
I'm afraid the fate of Qin family has come to an end this time. No matter how much I can't put down, no matter how much I can't give up, I have to press in the bottom of my heart. I can't look directly at my heart, it's too old.
I'm not even 27 years old. I've experienced more hardships and pains than many people have gone through in their whole lives. I remember Qin Mofei once told me: Huanyan, with me, you will never fall down.
I actually believe it, actually engraved this in the bottom of my heart. And when I thought I was the princess who was held in his hand, he made me cold at the bottom of my heart.
Murphy, Murphy, have you forgotten what you said yourself? Those vows, those sweet words, are you just saying them on the spur of the moment? And I'm stupid, even when it's true.
I think of lying on the sofa for a long time. In fact, there is no one in the world who can't live without Qin Mofei. I can still live without Qin Mofei. I am cold hearted and completely cold hearted.
As soon as it was light, I couldn't wait to go downstairs with my suitcase. Just out of the elevator, I saw Qin Chien was still outside the gate, leaning against the front of the car with his head down. He felt his back bent.
I guess he didn't go back all night, but what? In this life, I will never forgive him. I quickly into the elevator, directly down to the underground parking lot, from the parking lot to walk.
Today, the weather is still not very good, very cloudy, but there is no snow, the cold wind blowing "Wuwu", has not stopped. In recent years, the weather in Mordor has changed very strangely. It snows in January for several years, which is inexplicable.
I took a taxi directly to the airport, quickly checked in and entered the waiting room. Maybe it was because I was so desperate that I wanted to leave Mordor. I couldn't stay for a moment.
From then on, I will not want to go back to this place, a city that makes me despair.
Just as I was about to get on the plane, my phone rang. It was my house phone. I was a little puzzled. I was stunned for a moment before connecting, "Mom, mom, where are you? When will you be back with your baby
On the phone is the voice of Nono, my heart suddenly warm, nose sour, "what is nono doing? Mom still has some things to deal with, so she can't come back to accompany you
Because I heard Qin Mofei talk to the children before, he didn't want me to see them again. I'm not in a good state to see them. I'm afraid I can't control my emotions, so I'm still cheating on Noro.
After listening to it, she was stuffy for a long time, and then she said, "Mom, the baby missed you. Dad farted the baby in the morning. It hurt so much. The baby doesn't want his father. He doesn't love him
“…… Did you make dad angry My heart sank, and suddenly a nameless fire came out. It's enough that he hates me. Shouldn't this anger be transferred to the children?
"The baby just miss her mother, Wuwu..."
Did she miss me so much that he was disgusted?
My heart was heavy beyond words. After comforting nono for a few words, I hung up the phone, and my eyes were red again. I really hate myself. Why should I leave so cowardly? It's not me who is wrong.
My child, my child, why is he at his mercy? I was not reconciled, so I dragged the suitcase out again. I couldn't go. Even if I had to go, I had to make clear the problem between Qin Mofei and me.
I'm like a psycho. I've been around the airport for a while and then I'm back home. I contacted a well-known lawyer in Mordor, focusing on marriage law. I wanted to return the children even if I lost all my property.
The lawyer's name is Jiang Xinrong. She is about 40 years old. I made an appointment with her in the cafe DIO, told her about the divorce and said I wanted to take back the custody of her two children.
She hesitated for a moment before she told me, "Miss Shen, the Qin family is a Jinmen family. If you want a divorce, an agreement divorce is the best. What's more, I'm afraid it won't work if you want both of your children. "
"Why? Isn't it a matter of course for children and their mothers"Not to mention that Mr. Qin's assets are so rich that he can't easily give up his child's custody in terms of his influence in the magic capital. If you sue, he will win the case if he wants to win. "
Jiang Xinrong's words are particularly clear to me. She is implying that I can't attack the stone, because the strength gap between me and Qin Mofei is too big. If we want to sue, she has no chance to win.
"What about the child?"
I asked again. In fact, I wanted to take nono because she was young and sticky to me. Xiao Fan is the eldest grandson of the Qin family. He has a long way to go. I can't easily change his planned track.
Jiang Xinrong wrung his eyebrows and thought for a while, and said, "I will try to communicate with Mr. Qin."
"All right, I'll wait for your message."
……
After returning to the apartment, I remembered my appointment with Qin Yu, so I called her and asked her to drive to the apartment to find me. I also asked her to find a way to bring the children out. I miss them.
Half an hour later, she drove to my downstairs with only nono. As soon as the little guy saw me, he ran over with his little hand in his hand, like a cheerful bird.
"Mom, mom, baby miss you."
"How much do you think?"
I picked up Nono and gave her a big kiss on her face. She hung on me like a little raccoon, put her head on my shoulder and rubbed me hard, kissing me, which made my heart ache.
I took her to the car and directed Qin Yu to drive to the hospital where Liang Qingshan was.
On New Year's Eve, I told her that Liang Qingshan would try acupuncture to improve her body. At that time, she would be making a test tube baby for Zhen Yunhao. After giving her a sustenance in this way and leaving one for him, she agreed.
These days, I have been quarreling with Qin Mofei, and I haven't paid attention to it. At present, the divorce may be a bit tricky. I have to stay in Mordor for a long time, so I solved the Qin language issue by the way.
On the way, I saw nono doze off, so I whispered to Qin Yu, "Xiaoyu, I'm going to divorce your brother. I want to have two children back."
"Divorce?" She was stunned, and the car was tilted.
"Well, it would be better for him to leave. I think a lot these days. If our feelings really can't stand the test, it's better to separate than two people and an enemy. "
"But I don't love you, do you? His heart to you for so many years can't be false. " Qin language is very uncertain.
My nose was sour, and I took a deep breath in a hurry, and then I said, "maybe it's my place that makes him feel cold. I've decided to tell you about it. I have an appointment with a lawyer today. She said that I may not be able to have two children at the same time. I think about it or I am going to take nono
Don't you want to? Brother, he may be impulsive
"A man in his thirties can't be described as impulsive. Xiaoyu, I've been fed up with the ups and downs of the Qin family in recent years. Maybe my life is too thin to enjoy this blessing. "
I always feel that I am Cinderella. I can't put on the crystal shoes, otherwise I won't always be surrounded by wind and clouds. I think, without the status of Qin's parents' daughter-in-law, I will be much more comfortable.
After hearing this, Qin Yu frowned and hesitated to look at me, "sister-in-law, do you think about it again? I'll talk to my brother. He must have something on his mind. He's been in a bad mood these two days. He's always drunk. "
"Don't think about it!"
Qin Mofei's attitude towards me has been changing between heaven and hell. He can make me suffer from pain to death. So why should I torture myself? If we leave, we will be well.
As for his drunkenness, I don't want to worry about it. He is a decent man and won't let himself be in such a decadent state.
"But I don't want you to divorce. There must be some misunderstanding between you."
Qin Yu is still trying to persuade me.
I shook my head. "I have my own modest words. This decision is not on my impulse. I think about it seriously."
In fact, our focus is not on divorce, but on his attitude towards me. I can't see tenderness in his eyes. I have deeply felt his coldness and indifference. What can we do without us?
I am not rare that kind of marriage with a strange dream. Qin Mofei doesn't love me, so I go far away and bury my heart. I said, there is no one in the world who can't live without, he hurt me more than tenderness, I don't want to.
Seeing my resolute attitude, Qin Yu refused to persuade me, and sighed, "the ancestors of Qin family have never seen anything like you. I may not agree to divorce, because the women who leave the Qin family are not very good, and the little grandmother was."
Yeah, how could I forget that. I remember Qin Mofei said that most of the women who were swept out of the Qin family would not live as if they were dead. But when I think about it carefully, I'm not as good as death when I'm by his side?
Since life is better than death, I might as well die by myself.