Chapter 457

Cheng Wanqing forcibly transferred Qin Chien to another hospital. It happened overnight. I can't go to ask again, I don't know which hospital she transferred to. The information is strictly blocked.

Qin Mofei seems to have no objection to this, and he doesn't think so. I don't know what to ask him in private. This matter has been pressed in my heart and has been stuck in my throat. I am very afraid of receiving the sad news of Qin Chien's death, I will feel guilty and sad.

Nono always asked me where my third grandfather was. I didn't know how to lie. She didn't ask when he said he was on a business trip. Every time I see her innocent eyes, my heart will always ache. One day when she knows the truth, can't she live in her heart?

Qin Mofei didn't go back to China immediately. Instead, he lived in my house. He cooked and washed clothes every day. He was called to take care of the unborn baby. I didn't force him out, or I thought more about Qin Chien. I would feel a little comforted when he was here.

I have returned to the track of learning. I don't want to face Qin Mofei very much, except that I work in Jon James's studio. For me, his existence is a mixed feeling, very complex.

I don't know if he suddenly became obsequious because I was pregnant or because he couldn't let me go. The latter I dare not expect, because think too much easy to hurt, will be hurt more thoroughly.

At the end of May, I began to show my mind, and my clothes became loose. I felt a bit tired for the unfinished courses, so I stopped working in the studio and devoted myself to the courses.

Before there was no divorce, I tried my best to shorten the gap with Qin Mofei, but now, this kind of mind is very light. I just want to be stronger, so strong that I don't have to rely on others.

Qin Mofei seems to have seen through my mind, and will help me with my counseling. He seems to be omnipotent. He can do anything I can't, and even draw inferences from one instance. I began to wonder whether his brain cells are mutated.

A lot of times when the sun was setting, he would sit in the yard with me, I had books and notebooks, and he would talk to me about lessons. I occasionally peek at him, can see his eyes can not hide the tenderness in flashing.

So I don't understand why he separated from me so cruelly, and now he treats me like this. He spent a lot of time with me, taking care of me and taking care of everything Asha did.

After half a month like this, I couldn't bear his care, because I was afraid. If I do it again, I'm afraid I'll die. So I found a very warm evening, very seriously asked him to leave me, do not walk in my life.

He just glanced at me lightly and said, "come on, I'll tell you about this problem again."

So I got angry all of a sudden. I stood up and looked down at him with a cross waist and a stomach. "What do you mean, Qin Mofei? You were the one who kicked me out of the house. What do you mean by being courteous? Do you think I'm going to remarry with you again? "

"Who said we were going to remarry?" He looked up at me, pulled me to his side and said, "wife, we've never been apart, OK?"

“…… What do you mean I was stunned, a little confused.

"Sorry, I always hurt you again and again. Many times I don't understand how I can be so wonderful. I love you so much and I can't give up, but I have to do something that makes you sad. "

I was speechless, because my mind was still on the line that he said, "we've never been apart.". We have never left We didn't get the divorce certificate?

"I can control a lot of things, a lot of people, but I can't control your feelings. Wife, I don't have a sense of security in front of you. I think you don't love me enough. Even you may have really moved your heart to the third uncle. I know how good he is to you, and I'm afraid to be beaten down by him. "

He was staring at me with embarrassment and doubt in his eyes. I didn't expect that he would say such words, and he would have no sense of security. What should I say? Believe him? Don't believe him?

"The more hesitant I am, the more scared I am, so the more I can't stand the relationship between you and him. It's my fault that I forced you to his side. But I don't want to admit that I'm jealous of you, crazy. When I saw the picture you drew for uncle San, the charm was so perfect that I was jealous all my heart. That's why I said those words, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my wife, I'm wrong

He held me in his arms and put his head on my slightly bulging belly. "I'm wrong. You hit me, hit me hard! How to vent one's anger and how to fight. "

I looked at him in consternation, a little trance, what was he saying? Will he be jealous of the Qin family and the chairman of Zhongbang industry? I wonder if he's kidding me.

"Yes, but you agreed to divorce."

"When you said the divorce, I was very angry. I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau with you in a fit of anger. I saw you sign without hesitation. I didn't even look at me. At that moment, I was very hurt. I love you so much, but you give me up easily

Abandon? Who on earth are we abandoning?

I really don't understand. How naive is he in his thirties? His IQ is so high, but his EQ is so low that I am speechless."After watching you leave the Civil Affairs Bureau, I regret it in the next second, and immediately let them withdraw without any trace. After that, I deliberately called someone to stimulate you, trying to see if you still love me. Wife, do you think I'm stupid, stupid? "

You are more than stupid, you are too stupid!

My nose sour, full of speechless looking at him, do not know whether to blame or despise. I felt that he was more like a purdah resentful woman. Looking at the faint grievance in his eyes, I couldn't help but put my hand over his face. I didn't know where to start with thousands of words.

He turned his face slightly, and his lips kissed my palm, warm and soft.

"Suddenly, I shut the door and ran into the room. At this moment, all kinds of taste surged into my heart. I was so miserable that I could hardly cry against the door.

He must not understand how much harm those words have caused to me. Qin Chien once said that there is no eternal love in the world. Sometimes, if you love, you will not love. Sometimes you will become a passer-by.

Qin Mofei and I obviously belong to the latter. He is always so willful, all the grievances and resentment are imposed on my head.

He never thought that I was a woman, a humble existence of ordinary women, can not compare with his high status, very inferiority. All he said and did was true to me.

What should I do? Hehe, what the hell should I do?

"Mom, mom..."

Just as I was crying, Noro's voice rang out downstairs. I rubbed my eyes, went to the balcony and looked down. She held two big balloons in her hand. One of them said "my wife is wrong", and the other said "I am willing to be a cow and a horse for you".

Noro didn't know the words above, but stood upright beside Qin Mofei, looking at me with a smile on his face, "Mom, mom, look at the baby's balloon. Dad said to make you laugh, I'll buy the baby bear big and bear two. Please smile, mom

I gave Qin Mofei a bad look and thought he was really naive. Nono disobeyed, stomped and stamped his feet and said, "Mom, mom, please smile quickly. Will the baby sing to you?"

"Well, then you sing to your mother."

Nono nodded and immediately sang, "the stars in the sky don't speak. The dolls on the ground miss their mother. They think of their mother's words every night..." She sang and danced, her chubby body looked clumsy, but she danced very seriously.

I seem to be back in my childhood, singing and dancing in front of my parents: "the stars in the sky don't speak..."

This song has been passed down for three generations. It was my mother who taught me and I taught it to the children. Maybe I'll teach them to my grandchildren, great grandchildren My nose was sour and red in front of me, staring at Qin Mofei wrongly. He took a pen and sat at the table to write and draw, and then turned it over to me.

The first one: it's a picture of me being threatened by Chen Kui when I'm at work, and plunges into his arms.

The second one is the picture of him kissing me against the door of the private room.

The third one is the picture of him kneeling on the ground and proposing to me

Fourth

Qin Mofei's cartoon background is excellent. Although it is only a few strokes, it has already expressed his intention vividly.

My memory was opened by these few cartoons, and all kinds of pictures came like a movie. Sweet, painful, all kinds of things. And I was astonished to find that I should feel happy when I think of these things.

After all, I can't forget him.

On the last piece of paper, he drew a picture of two of us holding hands with a group of children. He also wrote a sentence: with me, you will never fall down.

I am full of entanglement to look at his handsome face, which is the most common appearance in my dream, every minute is unforgettable. I love him, very, very much, so I'm always influenced by him.

"Mom, why don't you laugh? The baby wants Xiong DA and Xiong er." Seeing that I didn't respond, nono pursed and began to complain.

Next to the small HaoChen see the situation also came over, with me, "Mom, you forgive godfather, OK? You see, nono is going to cry. "

Excuse me? If he gets nervous one day, it's still me who gets hurt.

Maybe the trust between us is really not enough, so we can be suspicious of each other. So I ran away and hid in the room again. At the moment of closing the door, I heard nono cry out, crying at the same time: "Dad, baby, can you smile?"