Love her may destroy you?
Cheng Wanqing's words echoed in my mind all night. I knew the meaning of her words, because she had already known my invisible identity. How can a person with that status have a normal love.
This sentence is not only said by Cheng Wanqing, but also by Lao a.
Old a was more direct than her and told me honestly that I was not qualified to enjoy a normal relationship, because I climbed the top of the indestructible pyramid by stepping on the bodies and blood of countless people. They did not allow me to fall down.
In recent days, I put my heart into the body of Huanyan, infatuated with her, intoxicated, I don't know what year this evening is. If Chen Jiujiu didn't come to me occasionally to remind me that I had another identity, I almost forgot that I was a drug lord.
Drug. Owl, how can a woman like Huanyan like a little bit? Can I go back? I've been in touch with poison since I was sensible. It's been more than 30 years. How can I go back?
I stayed in the study all night and thought a lot. I didn't even have the mood to see Huanyan. What am I supposed to do? I don't know right from wrong.
It was just at dawn that I felt a little sleepy, so I rested on the back of my chair for a while. Feeling just closed my eyes soon, I heard Xiao Qing calling at the door in a hurry. I opened my eyes vaguely. After listening for a long time, I heard clearly that she was saying that she was waking up.
I was stunned and quickly opened the door. I saw that Xiaoqing's face was a little strange. She glanced at me in astonishment and said, "Sir, did you stay up all night? Why do you look so haggard? "
"Very haggard?"
I felt my face subconsciously. I didn't sleep all night last night. I smoked cigarettes all night. I'm afraid my face is not very good. I don't want to see my appearance happily.
So I went to the bathroom to wash, looked at the spirit of some to come to the happy face of the bedroom, she is a blank look around, but also ignorant. When I walked over, she stared at me for a long time before she reacted.
"Third brother, you saved me again."
The word "you" made me feel mixed. I suddenly remembered that many times when she needed me, she was desperate or desperate. Before I knew it, I was so trusted by her.
I went up and stroked her forehead, found that her fever had subsided, and I said with a smile, "are you better? Happy face? How do you feel? " Her clothes were wet and her hair was wet. I couldn't help but wonder. But just thinking she just woke up, I didn't mean to ask.
She shook her head and said, "I'm fine."
I saw that she was depressed and asked, "you've been in a coma for three days. Are you hungry? I'll ask Xiao Qing to make you something to eat. "
She still shook her head, two eyes straight at the corner of my eyes, eyes light as if thinking. Fortunately, she did not ask about the corner of the eye injury, otherwise I do not know how to say, in front of her I do not like to lie, will feel guilty.
I wonder if I can probe her attitude towards Qin Mofei and see if she can put it down. Just under such circumstances, would she think of the unbearable night and get hurt?
"Huanyan, between you and Murphy..."
I was still wondering if I could ask, but the question was already out. Happy face immediately changed color and said, "third brother, please don't mention him in the future. I don't want to hear any news from him..."
Seeing the disgust and anger in her eyes, I felt that she might not be able to carry it. If she can really muster up the courage to leave Qin Mofei, I will protect her for a whole life even if I go to 18 levels of hell, give her glory, wealth and love.
She said to me absentmindedly that she was about to leave, but I couldn't help but she agreed. Besides, I haven't heard any news from Qin Mofei. If she doesn't go back, he may use some extreme means.
Xiao Qing was very excited when she heard Huanyan say she wanted to leave. She took all the clothes I ordered for her and lied that she chose the clothes specially. I didn't say anything. I didn't know what it meant that she was flattering her face.
Although the appearance of Huanyan is still not very good when she comes out in neat clothes, the so-called "three points of appearance, seven points of dressing up", what's more, she is beautiful, in the background of her clothes, she is very brilliant.
I was going to send Huanyan back. When I got to the gate, Xiaoqing suddenly said, "Sir, miss, she will come to see you later. Look..."
I face a heavy, look back coldly at the eye small green, and then without a word to pull happy face out of the door.
Light sleet drifted up in the sky, and the haze of the sky seemed to be the end of the day, enveloping the whole demon capital. Such weather will affect people's mood, always feel like something is going to happen.
Sure enough, I had just carried a happy face to the path outside the yard, when I saw a small figure slowly coming to this side. It was Shang Ying. She was wearing a windbreaker and carrying an umbrella. She walked very slowly.
I have a moment of trance, I feel to see that year that young ignorant of her. But it was short-lived, like the wind passing through my mind. As I drove slowly past her, I could clearly see the sinister eyes under the umbrella looking at me coldly.Shang Ying has always been on the Sanbao hall, so running to me in such a weather will never be a good thing.
I didn't pay any attention to her. I stepped on the gas pedal and went straight past her. She didn't stop me. She just looked at us for a long time. I can see her behavior clearly from the rearview mirror, and I don't quite understand the purpose and intention of her coming to me.
Huanyan knew that Shang Ying and I had such a bad thing, so she asked me to put her down in the century trade center. She wanted to buy a mobile phone with her little sister.
I really wanted to find out Shang Ying's intention, so I put her in the world trade city and left. I drove the car to the home very fast, in the mind is very contradictory, has a kind of inexplicable irritability.
It is undeniable that Shang Ying still can affect my mood, because she is my first woman. Many people know how infatuated I was with her. It was like a madman who wanted to marry her and have children for me.
But fortunately, she failed me, or I'm afraid I will not meet a happy face and see a different life.
As soon as I got to the gate of the yard, I heard Shang Ying's hysterical curse coming from the yard, "won't you kill her? What is splashing water? A woman like that deserves to be killed. Hook. Lead this one, hook that one. "
"Miss, I dare not, sir is going to drive me out of the house."
"What dare you? Do you think he really likes Shen Huanyan? He just because she is Qin Mofei's woman to have that kind of behavior. If I were not Qin Mofei's fiancee, would he say marry me
Shang Ying's voice is very hoarse and harsh, coupled with such a cold, thin words, I really can't connect her with that lovely girl. Especially when she said that she would kill her face, it was really gnashing her teeth.
I am so surprised, because I have been convincing myself that all her bad things are caused by being bullied and insulted, so she has a hard time. Besides, she is my first woman. I want to be tolerant.
But I was wrong, completely wrong.
There must be something hateful about the poor person. Now I think she has suffered all the things she suffered. I dare not think of her dirty and domineering side, which makes me sick and creepy.
I didn't drive in, listening to her hysterical curses and Xiao Qing's soft sobs. I felt like a dream, a woman I thought I loved was raging in my yard, swearing at the woman I love now.
What the hell is this bloody thing?
I smoked two cigarettes one after another outside, and Shang Ying's curse ended. Xiaoqing seemed to be busy serving her with tea and water.
I got out of the car and went to the courtyard gate to look inside. I found Shang Ying looking at the Camellia in the yard. Camellia has already opened, and there is no snow on it. It's very pleasant to see each other.
It was planted by Shang Ying at that time. She said that she liked Camellia because it would open in many solar terms, and she felt like it was growing.
I thought she was thinking of what she had realized then, but in a twinkling of an eye, she broke all the camellia blossoms in full bloom on it until there was no flower on it.
Xiaoqing took a cup of tea behind her, and was stunned by her actions. She looked back at her and snorted maliciously, "I planted this. I don't want that cheap. People appreciate this flower."
Cheap. Human?
Does she mean happy face?
At this moment, the anger that I had just dissipated came out again. I pushed the door open and went straight in front of Shang Ying. She may not have thought that I suddenly came back and was stunned on the spot.
I raised my hand to the iron gate and said to her coldly, "get out of this place. I don't want to see you again."
I remember from the time I met her, I took over her arrogance, domineering and capricious, even did not pursue her, I and her together video to Qin Mofei to see. I think a lot of what she did was because she was hurt and she couldn't get out of her mind.
But now I find that she is not unable to get out, but her nature is so. Her nature is worse than mine, because she has never had good people and things in her eyes, her means have never been used to the extreme, and her attitude has always been negative.
She regained consciousness and sneered, "are you in love with Shen Huanyan again? I can't compare with her?"
"No, you are not comparable to her at all. She is an angel and you are nothing!"
I have never evaluated her so maliciously, even though I know that she has such a serious mind and bad behavior, I don't want to think about her too badly. However, it turned out that she was not only bad, her behavior was simply outrageous.
I saw that she was still in a daze and said sternly, "didn't you hear me clearly? I told you to get out of here. You are not welcome in this place from now on. "
"What's wrong with you, thorn? Did I do something wrong? "
She instantly red eyes, tears in the eyes around the circle, if before, I am afraid that the heart will become a twinkling soft. But not now, I know she is pretending, this is her trick to seduce men.I looked at her for a long time and sighed heavily, "you are not wrong. It's me. When I found out that you were taking medicine for me, I should have kicked you out of the door. Instead of conniving you over and over again and letting you overestimate yourself. Xiao Ying, put away your vicious mind, don't hurt your smile, or I won't let you go. "
Then I went back to my room and didn't want to pay any more attention to her. Originally, I should have said this at that time, but it was really too late for the last eight or nine years