There is a word called "the land is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change". I think Shang Ying is a model.
I have never understood how she could interpret the words "shameless" so fresh and refined, as if she had been in waves from the beginning to the end. It is also natural that she swings like this, and it doesn't make people feel any abrupt.
But she couldn't touch me any more, but she didn't disgust me. I'm just sad, sad that she can live a good life like this, she destroyed herself.
I don't know who is in her heart, Murphy? Jessie? Or me? Or none of us belongs to her heart, and she loves none of us, including her children, including herself.
She lives to harm others and herself.
The atmosphere of the meal became depressed because of Shang Ying's words. I ate a meal with her with a full stomach of anger. When I checked out, I looked at her for a long time, staring at her beautiful face. I was really heartbroken.
I wish she could be pure, simple, not so weird and terrible.
I never fear anyone, but I just want to hide from her, because I don't know how to face her. Is it compassionate or should it be vicious. I was thinking that if someone else had done this to me, I would have beaten the other person's bones.
I saw that she finished drinking the wine in the glass, and then said softly, "Xiaoying, happy face is a very important person in my heart. I hope you can give her a horse to our love in those years, can you?"
"In those days? Do you mean we don't have a relationship now? " Her eyes sank, glared at me and sneered.
I was immediately infuriated by her. If I didn't remember the feelings of that time, why should I go all the way to the slum town of the United States to find her, to give her an unlimited credit card, and to persuade her to come back to life.
But her cool and thin appearance makes me feel very ironic. I feel that she has done so much for a woman, and she is very disdainful.
So I said coldly, "whether we have affection or not depends on your attitude."
I said to stand up, but saw her indifference and disdain, can't help but added, "by the way, Xiaoying, I forgot to tell you, I stopped the credit card I gave you, and if you need anything, you can find someone who is willing to work for you."
Then I left without looking back and asked her nothing more. After knowing the rumor about Qin Mofei's marriage, I decided what I wanted to do. Anyway, I could protect my happy face in my life. She is the only woman I would like to and only want to be nice to her.
"Chi En, Qin Chi En..."
Shang Ying yelled after me and came out, but she didn't come after me. I didn't pay any more attention to her. I didn't think it was necessary for us to keep in touch with each other any more.
Some people can't put it down for a lifetime, but some people really put it down in minutes. How long a person can keep his affection is not determined by himself, but by the attitude of the other person.
After I got back to the bar, I thought about it, or let Tana send someone to keep an eye on Shang Ying's movements and see who her contacts were. I always think that she is calculating us, but she does not have that IQ, so I am very confused.
I took a glass of wine and leaned against the fence upstairs and looked down at the demons and crazy men and women in the hall below. I suddenly felt a sense of sadness in my heart. Think about the more than 30 years I have been depressed.
After my death, my motto should be like this: born a coward, die a crooked!
Now my life to use the countdown to describe, how long to live is not the point, can see happy face happiness is the thing I miss most. She must not know that there is a man in the world who loves her more than Qin Mofei. Alas!
"Boss, old a is back!"
I was just thinking about it when Tana came up to me. I glanced at him, faint frown, "how didn't you tell me in advance?"
"He said there was an emergency and it would be waiting at the door of the bar."
"Let him come up!"
The relationship between me and Mr. A has become a little strange because of the delivery. I still have doubts about him. As for his small movements, I don't mind any more. My existence is indispensable. They don't want my life.
After a while, Tana brought up the old A. he was dusty and looked very haggard. I looked at him suspiciously for a long time before I called him into the office and poured him a whisky.
He did not rush to speak, quietly drank up a glass of whisky, then took a long breath, looked up at me seriously, "boss, your disease must be treated."
"Who told you that?"
I remember that nobody knows about it except Mu Shaoqing. Where did Lao a smell the wind?
"You are our Lord. I and my men, as well as all the people in the black triangle, depend on you to live. You can't die, so I beg you to cure me!"
He said unexpectedly "plop" to my knees, stubborn appearance suddenly touched the softest part of my heart. I think of the way he protected me when I was a child, and he secretly loved his mother.If it wasn't for him, I might not have been so lucky to grow up. So in a sense, he is my Savior and my patron saint. It's just that he is old. Without the aura of protector, he is an old man without any lethality in my eyes.
I went over to try to put him up, but he didn't want to. He insisted on kneeling, "if you don't promise me, I won't get up on my knees!"
"Who did you learn from? What about your character? " I'm a bit ironic. I'm a mercenary leader. I'm a rascal.
"Jon, I promised your mother that she would take good care of you. I don't want you to die young. You are only in your thirties. You have to take revenge and continue to rule the black triangle. You can't die like this. "
"Who said I was going to die? I'll go for treatment when I'm free. Get up first
Liver disease is a very common disease in human medicine. I have been sick for so many years, and I have already passed the period of panic, so it doesn't matter. But looking at the serious and persistent look of old a, I was still moved secretly.
At least, there are people who sincerely want me to live.
After I helped him up, I asked about Thailand again. He told me that Nie Xiaofei also went to Thailand and worked as a mummy in a nightclub there. He also got involved with Chen Jiu and occasionally went out in pairs.
I heard the Leng next, to Nie Xiaofei this person some curiosity. She seems to have no brain, but she is very slippery. She can survive any adversity, from the United States to Malaysia, then to Myanmar, and now has roots in Thailand.
She had a lot of men, I remember white shark, old wine, these are not idle people. So think about it carefully, she really has two brushes, otherwise it can't make such a man.
I stopped and asked the old a, "did Nie Xiaofei contact other people?"
The old a thought before returning to me, "it seems that Miss Shang went to Thailand some time ago, and they met and stayed together for two or three days."
"Shang Ying?"
"Well!"
It's strange that Shang Ying somehow went to live with Nie Xiaofei?
Before I had never put Nie Xiaofei in the eyes, I felt that she was just a woman who lived by men, so I never studied her details and background. But now I began to wonder where she came from.
I asked the old a to send someone to investigate Nie Xiaofei to find out where her roots are, and to find out if there is any support behind her.
After the talk, old a didn't mean to leave. He sat on the sofa with a melancholy face. I handed him a cigar, and he picked it up, looked it over and over for a long time, lit it, and took a deep breath.
"Anything else?" I looked at him from my desk.
He looked at me thoughtfully and hesitated, "boss, the people who attacked you in the jungle should be your Qin family. If I guess right, it may be the people sent by Qin Mofei."
"No, Murphy's people are not so retarded!"
I flatly denied, because Qin Mofei could not do such a thing. He likes to fight openly and doesn't like to stab people in the dark, which is one of the reasons why I regard him as an opponent. What's more, those people used arson to force me to show up. Would he tolerate such mentally retarded behaviors?
Seeing my resolute negation, the old a sneered, "that may be my guess wrong, I will continue to investigate. Boss, Thailand wants the goods now. When are you going to ship them? "
"The case in the jungle has not stopped. I will not ship the goods for the time being. Let those people wait first."
"But, we live on this. We have no goods, those people..."
"Who says I live on this? I can live without it! "
I interrupted Lao a's words. He was slightly displeased, but he said nothing more. I know what he thinks. He wants me to concentrate on the Black Triangle business, but I regard it as a sideline.
In fact, this is not the point. The point is that they are afraid that if I withdraw from the world one day, they will be without a leader. At least, they can not find someone who can replace me.
"You go back to the hotel and have a rest. I know what I'm going to do."
"Yes
After the old a left, I became more and more irritable. I actually hated the identity of drug owl. I want to be honest and upright. Even if you are not a good person, don't be so bad and heartless.
Big drug · owl, this identity has been rejected by me all the time, but I am trapped in it and can't extricate myself. I'm held high by those people, and I'm in the spotlight like Allah. However, I couldn't turn back, because once I turned back, I was in the abyss and ambush on all sides.
I went back to my desk and started puffing and drinking, trying to anesthetize my nerves. I feel that life like this belongs to me, because black and white are not the way I want to go.
I may be the ghost wandering in the vast land, which is not allowed by the six doctrines.When I was so disillusioned, the clearest image in my mind was actually the fresh and refined pretty face. So can't help but open the drawer, want to take out her picture to have a look, but suddenly saw that she dropped the U disk.