Chapter 576

I indulged myself again. I was drunk in the bar alone.

Before dawn, there was no one around. Tana and Linda were both resting. I am very sad, think of this life can not bear to look back on the past, the heart is like a knife cut in general. If it was not for Qin feiran, the bird and beast, how could my mother die, and how could I be reduced to such a state.

I hated him so much that I didn't stab him in the head.

I'm sure that if I do, he'll die in pain, just for a moment. However, I can't do it. If I let him go today, I'm afraid I won't have the chance and courage to do it again.

In fact, alcohol can't numb your nerves. The more you drink, the more sober you will be, and the more you will struggle with what you have done in your life.

However, I can not exist in the black triangle. I was humble because I was abandoned by such famous families as the Qin family, so I hated them and could not destroy them.

In my whole life, I have lived in hatred for most of the world. My hatred for white shark, Qin family and Qin feiran have never disappeared because I am getting older and older.

I don't know the purpose of my life a lot. I always live like a dead body. Until I met Shang Ying, she let me understand the original world in addition to hate, there is love.

I thought that if she hadn't been negated by me, I might have married her, and then we would get married and have children until we were old. But after all, she did not disdain the love I paid, probably never face it.

Including the present happy face, I was so infatuated with her, but she did not care. She loved Qin Mofei wholeheartedly, and didn't even give me a chance. Now she still regards me as a stranger, even her Heibao and Jinbei are not as good.

Suddenly, I feel that living is a meaningless thing. In the eyes of many people, I am so redundant and hate it. I have never had such a despondent moment, as if after the end of the world, all people are dead, only I am still alive.

Loneliness is a feeling of fear. I am now, feeling very lonely.

I turned on all the lights in the bar, bright and warm. I sit alone under the lamp, but feel chilly, staring at the wine in the glass. I prefer to drink strong brandy. When the liquor slips between the lips and teeth, there is a burning feeling that will stimulate my nerves. At this time, my spirit will be highly concentrated.

Memories come one after another in my mind, bit by bit as if it happened only yesterday, which makes me heartbroken. I am in such a heart like memories of tears, feel beating heart died again and again.

When I was drinking alone, the door suddenly opened with a squeak. I turned my head and saw Linda come in wearing a red suspender nightdress. She saw me stupefied, then rubbed her eyes and walked quickly.

"Why, boss, why are you here?"

She looked at me in amazement, from top to bottom. Little did not know, her thin nightdress in the light of the light is very bright.

Linda may not be aware of her present situation, but also put her head to look at me, carefully put out her fingertips to hook away the tear marks that I had hanging on my face.

"What's wrong with you, boss? Drinking so much wine will hurt your health. Your body is not good. " She said, took off the bottle and wine in front of me, and looked at me with a sigh on her face.

I'm a little drunk, but I'm sure I'm not drunk. Staring at her beautiful plain face is actually a little dry and hot. Maybe it's the man's deep-rooted bad habits, and I actually had the idea of wanting her at this time.

How long have I been without women? It seems that I can't remember. Since I met the happy face, I didn't move such a mind again. Or other women have lost my interest.

But I don't know why, seeing Linda's appearance like this, I feel a little impatient.

Linda had been hanging out in the nightclub and was not so conservative about men and women. It was easy to get her. It's just okay? After all, she is my subordinate.

My eyes are in a trance, and I think of my absurd days. I am drunk all day long. At that time, I read countless people, but I never remember what those women looked like.

I never have a long-term relationship with a woman. After a night, I just shoot two times. Or not a night, after the completion of the matter, let them take the money to leave.

A man is a very irrational animal. I was looking at Linda with his legs leaning against the back of the chair. In fact, some places were already burning.

I don't know whether Linda intentionally or unintentionally. She leans near my nose and a faint perfume on her nose. It makes me more and more difficult to myself.

I didn't want to lose my temper, so I coughed and asked her, "Linda, what are you doing here in the middle of the night?"

"I'm thirsty. I want to come over and have a drink frozen in the refrigerator. Who would have met you. How are you? Shall I help you upstairs to rest? "

Linda said she came to help me without waiting for my permission. I didn't push her away. She helped me step by step up the stairs. Fortunately, the lighting on the stairs was dim, and she could not see my confusion at this time.But when she helped me into the office suite and laid me down, she accidentally touched it. She was a little stunned, and immediately she gave a smile.

I glared at her fiercely. She spat out her tongue playfully. She said, "boss, it's going to be light. I'll go first. Good morning."

"Get out of here

I yelled, curled up, pulled up the quilt and went to sleep.

It's a good thing that Linda went out with great sense, otherwise I would not be able to control myself. I buried my head in the quilt and fell asleep. I didn't come out until the door closed. I took a heavy breath and got up to wash in the bathroom.

After I got drunk, I had a good sleep. I slept until seven o'clock in the evening. When I got up, I saw that the sky outside the window was dark and I was shocked.

Downstairs has started business, I washed, dressed and came to the office, opened the computer to see the business income of these two days, it is not bad.

In fact, the bar business has always been very good, it is estimated that this has something to do with the price. I don't think the bar is too high-grade. It belongs to medium consumption, which is affordable for most people in magic city.

I didn't go downstairs. I put the DV that I took last night on the computer and put them into mosaic. I am ready to deal with Qin feiran, but I will not let the girl in my hand be wronged.

Just as she was dealing with it, Linda came in again. She was wearing a black leather coat with a sling inside. Her lower body was wearing a short skirt and short boots, which made her legs slender and slender.

She came in without warning. I didn't have time to turn off the video, so she watched it. She aimed at the video, and then at me, the corner of her lips raised a smile that seemed to be if there was no, especially ambiguous.

"Boss, I can't believe you still have this hobby?"

"You don't knock when you come in? Don't you know my rules? " I was a little angry.

"Well, nishang and Lulu asked me to come and have a look and say whether you were satisfied with their performance last night. If the gentleman needs more, they are willing to continue to serve, you know

“…… From the business funds, one person will allocate 50000 yuan to let them go immediately! "

"Boss..."

Linda was shocked because I said I would not fire anyone. I don't want them to think that I'm helping to pimp and break the rules of the bar, and I'm afraid that Qin Pei will retaliate afterwards.

It's just that I don't want to explain to Linda. Let her do it. She lingered in front of my desk for a long time and did not leave. She also slowly approached me and looked at me with her eyes that were too smart.

"Boss, do you think this kind of thing is dirty?"

"Don't think about it. I just don't think it's good for them to stay here." I am not qualified to despise them, because my closest people raised me in this way.

I saw that Linda was hurt. I couldn't help reaching out and pinching her face. "Don't think too much. I didn't think that way."

"After I came to the bar, I didn't associate with those people anymore. It was quite clean during this time."

Linda said, suddenly grabbed my hand, I was stunned, did not stop her, I think I may still be drunk. At this time, many people appeared in my mind, including Shang Ying and countless women. I can't think of any of them.

At this time, there was a knock on the door outside the office. I thought it was Tana, so I called out "come in". However, when the door opened, I found that it was Huanyan. It was Huanyan!

She looked at us stupidly with a look of fright. I woke up with a start and pushed Linda away with a blank face.

Huanyan responded quickly. She said, "I'm sorry you go on, just as if I don't exist."

Linda may have been used to such a scene, put on her coat calmly and went out.

I was very embarrassed to say, "I'm sorry to smile, let you see my sloppy side."

She shrugged her shoulders and said in disapproval, "it's OK. I'll avoid it first. You can handle it and say it yourself."

Then she went out, and I went down like eggplant.