Chapter 589

As for Shang Ying, I have done my utmost. When I drove her out of the house, I lost a sentence to her, "you have lost your humanity. In the future, we will not communicate with each other after old age. You have nothing to do with me."

She didn't respond to me, just gave me a cool look and left. Her ferocious appearance just now really destroyed all my kindness to her. I will not feel sorry for her again.

Huanyan was very embarrassed this time. After Asha washed her body, she still didn't want to see me. She was scared, and her resentment against Shang Ying was expected to rise to a higher level.

No, not only to Shang Ying, but also to me.

She still questioned my relationship with Shang Ying, and I didn't believe it no matter what I said. So I don't want to explain, because some things get darker and darker. I also feel very tight, spleen bleeding seems to have some eyes, several times a stream of blood to rush out of the throat, I was forced to swallow down.

After pacifying my happy face, I went back to my suite and called Zhen Yunhao to ask him to bring people to Exxon as soon as possible. I don't think Qin Mofei will give up, but I'm afraid I can't deal with him with my current physical condition.

I have made some arrangements for the happy face, in case it happens. I'm afraid I'll have to go back to the hospital again. I have a hunch that the situation may be very bad this time. I can't guarantee that I will be able to get out of the operating room alive.

So when Huanyan had a rest, I called Asha to her and told her that if I had any problems, I would call Zhen Yunhao, and he would arrange everything for Huanyan.

Originally, I wanted to stay until Zhen Yunhao went to execity, and then let him accompany Huanyan to see a doctor at liangqingshan. As for me, I'll leave it to fate. Maybe my deadline is coming, and I can't ask for anything.

At night, my body was very hard, and I felt that the God of death was around me, so I came to Huanyan in a hurry and wanted to say something to her. But as soon as I entered the door, she pretended to be asleep. She didn't want to pay attention to me.

I still sat by her bed and didn't want to leave. My days may not be many. I can see her one more time. She pretended to sleep quietly and quietly. I couldn't see enough of it.

I think, if God is willing to give me a chance to accompany her, I have to make myself better in my whole life. It's just that she doesn't want to. Even in the center of despair, what she thinks is Qin Mofei and won't give me any chance.

Maybe I do too much evil, even God is not willing to treat me well.

After watching the happy face for a long time, I stretched out my hand greedily and covered her cheek. She was slightly stagnant, but did not move or wake up. So I raised my fingertips and gently outlined her outline, trying to keep her in mind.

If there is reincarnation in life, I would like to go to Naihe bridge to wait for her.

Huanyan, I'm afraid you'll never know that I love you, and I don't lose Qin Mofei. I have been fighting with him for so many years. In fact, he won and I lost. I was a person who did not admit defeat, but in front of you, I had to admit defeat.

These words want to say to Huanyan, but can't say, I do not want to let the second person know.

When people are sad, the load of the body will be involved. When I am in despair at the bedside, suddenly a burst of blood gas comes out of my chest. My throat is slightly itchy, which scared me to rush to the bathroom. A cough, chest blood gas on the spray out, spray a pool is.

In the red blood, there are coagulated black blood clots. I'm afraid the injury is complete. I couldn't control the pain in my chest, and I shivered with the hand holding the washing table.

It's as white as my glasses. However, this is not the point, the point is that my temples, even a lot of white hair, which I have never paid attention to.

I'm old. I'm old.

The brow center is haggard, the fine lines of the corners of the eyes and the white hair on the temples remind me of an indisputable fact: I am old!

Then turn to look at the bed. On the happy face, that head of silver against her beautiful face, still beautiful like a dream. I feel like a humble slave by her side, and she despises me.

Oh!

The pain in my chest couldn't be relieved for a while, so I covered my chest and left Huanyan's bedroom. As soon as I got to the living room, Cheng Wanqing called. I was very surprised. I got tangled for a while, but I got through.

"Thorn, what are you going to do now?"

"Didn't I tell you not to call when you're ok?"

"Can't I care about you? What kind of body do you have? You know, what are you doing with Miss Shen? Willful enough, aren't you? You are also the chairman of the company. Is it worth tormenting yourself for a woman

"It's my business. Just do your part well."

I was embarrassed because she was right. I'm really self willed. I do what I know I can't do. But I do, happy face is the only color in my life, I want to grasp her idea is not wrong.

Hearing this, Cheng Qing was very upset. I put down the phone and went back to the suite. Just after entering the door, there was a burst of colic in my chest. This time, I didn't resist it, and I just fainted.……

"How many dads do you have? Who is your real father

"Oh, little boy, your mother has found you a father, just now."

"Chi En, mom owes you too much in her life. I made you go on a road of no return. No matter whether she can die peacefully in the future, she must promise her mother that she can not kill feiran or recreate more killing. People have reincarnation. If God has suffered you in this life, he will treat you well in the next life. You can't use all your blessings in the afterlife, understand? "

"Qin Chi En, you know I'm looking for her everywhere. If she's really with you, please give her back to me. She doesn't love you. You can't get her heart even if you keep her forever."

When I'm conscious of it, my head is full of weird sounds like this. There are strange, familiar, gentle, and angry. I don't want to listen to these, but there are such voices in my ears, competing with each other and lingering.

I like to see my inner world, a desolate.

It's a world without sunshine. It's cloudy and gloomy. The homes inside are like ruins and devastated. However, this is my world, full of sadness and desolation, without hope.

Looking up, it seems that there are tombstones in all directions. On them are the names of people I hate to the bone: Qin Tianyin, Qin feiran, white shark, Qin Mofei The characters were bloody and flowed down the tombstone.

"Third brother!"

Suddenly, there was a cry behind me. I looked back and saw a girl in a long white dress standing in front of the tombstone waving to me. She is so beautiful that she comes out of the world like a fairy.

Her white dress was the only color in my dark world, like a glimmer of hope. I was staring at her, afraid to go, because she was so beautiful, and I was so poor.

"Third brother, why don't you know me? I'm happy. "

"Happy face, happy face..."

I whispered, and then full of brain is happy face two words, full of my memory space. She walked towards me with small steps, not afraid of the ruins of the world, but also a smile.

My heart a warm, went to a hug her, holding her around the circle. She laughs happily, the laughter fills this entire space, makes the world twinkle.

When she was put down, she still looked at me with a smile. Her black and white eyes and delicate face made me excited. So I asked her, "Huanyan, will you marry me? Have children for me. "

She nodded heavily. "I will!"

"Won't you regret it?"

"No, the evil fire time is with you, and the prosperity is old with you. How about the third brother?"

How can a prosperous and old man be bad?

When she was cold, her eyes were soft Then, she in front of me a little bit of crushing, disappeared without trace!

"Happy face, happy face..."

When I was awake, there was no joy in front of me, but Cheng Wanqing. She looked at me with sadness on her face and soon her eyes were in tears. I glanced at the ward, did not see the happy face, the heart slightly some lost.

It is just a dream, the dream of her is so gentle, and I actually hold her around in the dream, but also kiss her. So at this time, I was clearly in pain, but it seemed to be less painful.

I close my eyes again, want to continue that dream, I want to give Huanyan a unique wedding, want to marry her and have children forever. But no more. I couldn't get into that dream.

When she lifted her eyes again, Cheng Wanqing cried. She was very sad. In fact, I understand her heart, but now I really can't give anything, and I won't say any words of gratitude and comfort. That's not what she wants.

I glanced at her and said, "don't cry. How about your face?"

She was stunned and did not cry. A trace of sullen anger appeared on her face. "You're a demon, aren't you? Open your eyes and ask Huanyan, you can't care about your own life and death? You almost died, you know? "

She was trying to suppress her emotions, so she turned red. I sighed and said "I'm sorry" to her. In fact, we all know that if I had no magic barrier, how could I become so terrible?

She cried, shook her head, and said, "thorn, you've changed completely. You're not what you used to be. Do you forget that there are many people around you who rely on you to eat and countless pairs of eyes staring at you. How can you be so wayward? "

"Well, don't say that. How many days have I been in a coma? Has Huanyan ever been here? "

“……”

She was speechless, but looked at me with tears in her eyes, and her face was distressed. I think it's not only her, but many people around me have the same attitude towards me, old a, Sophia, etc.

In fact, I also hate this kind of self, but who can keep absolutely sober when they are bewitched by feelings?

Cheng Wanqing sucked her nose, and then said, "Chi En, your liver is no longer good. The doctor said that we must carry out treatment or transplantation as soon as possible, otherwise we really don't have much time to live well. I beg you, can you care more about yourselfAfter a pause, she added, "you've been in a coma for five days, and you've been rescued three times in these five days. If it hadn't been for your life, you would have been dead. Don't you mean revenge? How do you get revenge when you die? "

Five days in a coma? No wonder that dream is like the real one. It took me five days to make a flash in the pan dream. Unexpectedly, I met and fell in love with Huanyan in the dreamland. She also promised to marry me.

I suddenly thought of a Buddhist saying: one flower, one world, one leaf, one Bodhi, one tree, one floating life, one smile, one dust fate, one recitation and one purity

This dream, for me, is "a heaven for one thought"!