I still didn't call Huanyan after all. I felt a little abrupt. Qin lingsu is right. In fact, I am a superfluous existence, which is nothing in the eyes of others. They love each other, and I am an admirer at most.
So I restrained the joy and prepared to save the blessing for the meeting.
I was eager to return to the magic capital, but mu Shaoqing refused. My illness has been out of control, so I have to stay in the hospital and can't go anywhere. I had a premonition that this time the illness was more serious than ever, and death seemed to be getting closer to me.
In addition to the fact that people can see through life and death, there are a lot of things. I will remember what I have done in my life, good things and bad things, just like riding a lantern.
The more I think about it, the more frightened I will be. I have done so many bad things. Since I was six or seven years old, I have been helping white sharks transport poison. Up to now, I have been unable to accumulate how many poisons have been passed in my hands.
When fighting for the position of the black triangle overlord, I also dyed countless bloody, damned, not damned, all. So think carefully, I now end up like this is also deserved, in fact, should not struggle.
To live on is to add more sin.
The more I think about it, the more frustrated I feel. I think I've had enough of my life. It is also because of this low mood that I think of the Qin family and all kinds of vicious things they have done.
I'm stuck in my throat.
I don't think it's a matter to destroy the Chengye group. We should completely destroy all the people in the Qin family and treat them with their own way. Only in this way can I relieve the hatred in my heart and make my mother die in peace.
Seeing my appearance, Cheng Wanqing proposed to take me to a welfare home that I had donated before. It was in a less prosperous suburb of Shenzhen, which was still close to Hong Kong. I have done a lot of charity all over the world. I have never visited an organization, so I agreed.
Mu Shaoqing didn't want me to go, but I agreed and sent an assistant to follow him.
It's a big truck driver from the hospital of Mu Shaoqing. The van is full of gifts for children. We went all the way to Shenzhen, and we were very happy to see the children.
In fact, I don't like Shenzhen very much, so I seldom come here. However, the underground circle here is very active. There is a big guy standing here for a long time to operate business here.
The welfare home is about 20 kilometers away from the urban area. It is a special institution for the adoption of orphans. I remember that I invested more than 20 million yuan at that time. In fact, it was a poisonous fund, but it flowed to this side after wandering.
When we arrived at the welfare home, the Dean Fang Qing heard the news that I was going to go. He stood at the gate early with the children and held a bunch of flowers in his hand.
When I got out of the car, she handed the flowers to a girl about five years old with only one arm. The girl is very shy, very timid to come to me, crisp Sheng shouts, "uncle, give you flowers!"
The girl is very cute, but she has only one arm. I took her words with emotion, squatted down and hugged her and kissed her. She suddenly blushed and ran away with shame.
Fang Qing strode forward and shook hands with me warmly. "Mr. Qin, we have been looking forward to seeing you here. Now the accommodation for the children is much better. Thank you very much."
"Mr. Fang, you are welcome. There are some gifts for the children in the car. Please find some people to move down. Wan Qing, you can arrange it here. I'll go in and have a look at the facilities. "
"Well, be careful, then, Chuen."
"Mr. Qin, this way, please. I'll ask Xiao Qi to show you around." Fang Qing said, went to the welfare home and yelled to the left, "Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi, come and take Mr. Qin to visit our yard."
"Oh, here it is!"
This crisp sound is very familiar, suddenly makes my heart throb. I looked up and saw a tall girl in a sweater running towards this side. She was wearing a ponytail. Her hair swayed from side to side when she ran up.
Leering at the smile that I haven't seen for a long time, I was slightly moved. Unexpectedly, Luo Xiaoqi, who has disappeared for a long time, actually works in this welfare home. She seems to have become more elegant. Her smile is very infectious.
Almost in front of me, she was slightly stunned, but still came over, some embarrassed. "Mr. Qin, why are you? What a coincidence. "
"Yes, what a coincidence!"
This is really a coincidence, the sea of people, I actually because of Cheng Wanqing's proposal and here met Luo Xiaoqi, a girl with the same liver as me.
Seeing that we were familiar with each other, Fang Qing said with a smile, "Mr. Qin, Xiao Qi is my distant niece. Some time ago, Xiao Qi was suspended from school because of illness, so she came to my side to help. Since you know each other, let's turn around, Xiao Qi, and take good care of Mr. Qin. "
"I see. Aunt, Mr. Qin, come this way."
Luo Xiaoqi led me along the path on the left. There was a row of newly built buildings, which looked very grand. Luo Xiaoqi introduced me as he walked. He said that there were more than 70 homeless children here, and one third of them had physical defects.She said, glanced at me, and then said, "Mr. Qin, I can't imagine that you invested in this place. You are really a good man."
A good man?
If the little girl knows that the money is all poisonous, I don't know if she can get it. I squinted at her vivid white face and felt very kind. I met her several times and felt that I was destined to be with this girl.
"Xiao Qi, what kind of illness did you give birth to
"Acute aplastic anemia can not be cured for a while, so the school has been dissuaded from quitting. I didn't have a place to go, so I came to help my aunt. "
She spoke with sincerity, not as an excuse. So I wonder whether she was put here artificially, or if she was really sick, so I found a place to cultivate. I always feel that she is not like a clever girl.
I pause a way, "this disease is very serious, why don't you go to hospital?"
"I eat traditional Chinese medicine, which can cure the root. Besides, western medicine is so expensive that I haven't started working yet." She blushed, a little embarrassed.
I nodded without a word and followed her on. She showed me around the welfare home, and finally asked me, "Mr. Qin, are you thirsty? There is a lounge here. Can I make you a cup of tea? "
Thank you, then
I didn't refuse because I was really tired. I've been in hospital for so long. I've never walked so far. I'm a little tired.
The rest room is small, but it is very warm and full of flowers and plants. I leaned back on the chair to breathe, so tired that I felt as if I was about to collapse. Such a bad state is never before, I feel like I really can't live long.
Luo Xiaoqi made a cup of tea and sat in front of me and looked at me with a smile, "Mr. Qin, this is jasmine tea I brought from my hometown. Would you like to drink it?"
Thank you
I seldom drink flower tea, but seeing Luo Xiaoqi's smiling face, I took it up and drank it. It was very fragrant. I put down the teacup and raised my head to see Luo Xiaoqi's eyes glowing at me. The eyes have completed the crescent moon, which is very lovely.
"Mr. Qin, how did you become so thin? The last time I saw you, you had some meat, and now you're skin and bone. " After a pause, she added, "but it's still pretty, like a big star."
"Is it?" I chuckled and said, "you're not pursuing? The big star in my eyes is my virtue? "
"Of course, you are my Savior. I will remember you all my life." She said a red face, especially shyly glanced at me, "I can't draw, otherwise I must draw you to mount."
"Silly girl!"
I took a sip of my tea cup and glanced at Luo Xiaoqi and said, "Xiao Qi, you're going to quit school. What are you going to do in the future?"
"I don't know. I'm doing computer maintenance in my aunt's office, and I'm also working as a network manager in an Internet cafe outside. When I get well, I'll really find a job. Otherwise, I'll be despised on my post."
"Will it fall?"
"Yes, it has been reversed several times. That's why the school advised me to quit." She sighed, and then said, "this is the inheritance of my family. Because my father has no money to cure his illness, he will be gone. At that time, I tried my best to pass the examination
"Oh."
I don't know much about aplastic anemia, but I hear it's a very serious disease. It's a pity that a lovely girl like her should be healthy and healthy. Guess right, but I can't think of
"But it's OK. If I'm really out of luck and die, I'll donate all my organs and let someone else live for me." She stood up and stretched, very disapproving.
I looked up at her face bright smile, as if also infected. She's right. If you donate something useful when you're dying, those organs will continue to live, maybe for a long time.
But I still can't bear to watch her die, and then said, "Xiao Qi, I know a very powerful hematology expert. I'll introduce you to know her later. If we can live, we will not die, OK
"Of course, it's better to live, hehe!"
Luo Xiaoqi and I chatted in the lounge for a long time. She loved to laugh. Her smile was very low. A word of no importance could make her lip slightly raised. And I, also because of her smiling face and happy mood, as if nothing is called a matter.
When I left the welfare home, I asked Luo Xiaoqi for a phone call and told her to wait for my news here. Don't go anywhere.
On the way back to Hong Kong, Cheng Wanqing had been looking at me in secret, and she wanted to stop talking. So I couldn't help asking, "what's up, Wanqing?"
"Chuen, that little girl seems to like you very much. When you left, she stood under the locust tree and looked at you affectionately. How did you two get to know each other? I haven't even heard from you. "
“……” I took a look at Cheng Wanqing and said, "Wanqing, I'm still a child. How can I like an old man like me? Can you stop guessing? We'll meet each other once. There's no deep friendship. ""Children? Is that girl at least twenty years old? Chuen, you may never know how good you are, so you will belittle yourself like this. We are both women, and she looks at you with admiration. I can't miss it. "
"Well, in that case, I don't want to hear about a girl who can't hit the eight pole. You have to say something. It's really unnecessary."
No matter what Cheng Wanqing said is right or not, I certainly don't have the slightest idea of Luo Xiaoqi. I just think her smile is clean and pure, can infect people, that's all. Besides, how could I have such an idea that such a little girl could almost be my daughter? neuropathy!
Hearing this, Cheng Wanqing raised her lips, glared at me and said with a smile, "ha ha, can't you fight eight poles? Didn't you just ask for her phone number? "