Chapter 636

I once said that the most difficult thing in the world is the human heart and human nature, including their own.

The arrival of Qin feiran and Huanyan completely disrupted my original ups and downs. Especially after mu Lianqing's dinner for them, Huanyan deliberately kept a distance from me, which deeply hurt me. She also called me "third uncle.".

I hate this title most. It means that we have different generations. I can't love her freely, otherwise I won't be accepted by the world. She is deliberately reminding me that our relationship has undergone a qualitative change.

I was extremely depressed, and finally asked her, "happy face, if one day I am going to die, will you put down everything to accompany me?" She was completely scared by me, Leng for a long time before reluctantly said yes.

But I know that she can't do it. What she once promised to accompany me is false. Anyone who has a home will forget the promise she made, including her. Her attitude is not different.

Cold is true, she is my only miss in the world, because we have spent a long time together. That is unforgettable to me, and I will never forget it in my whole life.

Some things, the more care, the more afraid to lose, even if I have never really owned.

In fact, I'm really easy to satisfy. I just hope that Huanyan's heart can leave a little position for me. It's not about love, it's not about love, it's just a little bit more important than others.

But she did not give me such feelings, I mean after a variety of temptations, she seems to really take me as a general person. So I feel a little unbalanced, as if unable to accept her indifference and cool thin.

When I sent her home, I asked her to do something for me and sign an express for me. She may still feel a little guilty about me, so she agreed without hesitation. When I saw her look of fear and fear, my heart was still aching.

In fact, it's not an ordinary express. It's just the high-end furniture that I commissioned in France to decorate the villa by the sea. I made the villa for her. Even if she didn't need it, I would dress it up and give it to her.

I'm going to ask her to deliver the furniture back in person. Of course, not only the furniture, but also other things.

At present, the black triangle has been surging because I have not delivered goods. If it goes on like this, I will not be able to control the situation, so we must maintain the balance there. The appearance of joy saved me some trouble.

But the main thing is, I just want to do something to make her care about me, or hate me, angry, as long as she is not so indifferent to me.

The place where they stayed is Yiluan, a famous villa area on the top of the mountain, which is the property of Qin feiran. My villa is very close to them, only a few kilometers away, and we can see each other from a distance.

But I did not want to visit the idea, see that villa area, my heart is more uneven and lonely.

After Qin feiran and his colleagues arrived at Mu's Hospital, I moved back to the villa from the hospital. I lied to Huanyan that I was not in Hong Kong these two days, but actually I was at home all the time, and I was doing bad things.

My villa is different from others. It has a very secret basement. Most of the goods I send to all over the world are configured here. And the raw materials, Sophia and Tana, were transported from the black triangle.

In the past, I didn't feel guilty at all when I delivered the goods. I think the world owes me. But now it's different. I'll be trembling because I don't know who the next person I'll do harm to.

Every time I ship, Sophia and Tana must be there. They want to protect me.

When I put on the white coat which symbolizes the angel, Sophia worshipped me very much. She followed me like a follower and saddled me. Maybe it's only with this dress up that she and I are one world.

Sophia knows that Huanyan and Qin feiran have come to Hong Kong and sneaked out to see Mu Shaoqing several times. I don't know what they are talking about, but every time she comes back, she looks strange, as if she is calculating something.

On Wednesday night, she sneaked out again, and when I saw it, I turned on the location system on her mobile phone. For a long time, in order to ensure safety, I have strictly controlled their movements.

I saw that her orientation was still in the Mu's Hospital at first, and then she appeared in the No. 5 warehouse on the wharf. I felt very strange and drove along.

Warehouse 5 is the territory of Xue family. I usually use it to confuse others' sight.

The customs here has a good relationship with the Xue family, but it's a good return. We can't be too unscrupulous, so "cheating on others" is my trick. And this warehouse is often used to exchange things.

When I drove to warehouse five, there was no one here. But Sophia's car was parked outside the warehouse. I looked at her location, and it was in the warehouse. It was weird.

I parked the car in a hidden place and got off to look for it. There were countless containers in the warehouse 5. I went straight to the container where she was. As soon as I got to the door, I heard a whisper coming from inside.

"Sophia, doctor Mu said that he may not have many days, even if he changes his liver, he may not be able to live. When he dies, my men and I will support you and help you become the master of the black triangle. ""Don't talk nonsense. Jon won't die. Shen Huanyan's daughter's liver can also be used. If the old one can't, you can still use the small one."

"But he doesn't love you, and certainly won't marry you. Do you want to keep it for him all your life? Sophia, I can satisfy you. I can satisfy you as long as you want

"But I love Jon, um Tana, don't you... "

"Nothing, but you like him and I like you. It doesn't conflict, does it? I won't hurt him. He won't live long. But you also need it. You can see that you have feelings, don't you? "

"I Oh

Then I heard a sound that made my face beat. I quietly turned around and left. I felt sorry. They were eagerly expecting me to die.

Driving home, I have been thinking whether my existence is really redundant, so many people are looking forward to my early death. I wanted Tana and Sophia to come together, but now Oh!

I have been tossing and turning this night, and I am very angry at the thought of my present situation, and my heart is particularly tormented. I have been wavering about changing liver. I once thought that the length of life should be allowed to be natural. If you go against the sky, you will eventually suffer more. After all, I do not care to live a life.

But now it's different, I'm not reconciled, all kinds of unwilling.

I was lying in bed, watching the dark sky out of the window from night to dawn, until the golden morning sun came out of the clouds.

I especially like to stand on the top of the building in the morning, facing the morning sun, as if to see a glimmer of hope. I also like to play the violin at this time, not to cultivate sentiment, but to be a little leisurely at this moment.

So I took the violin on the roof again, playing my favorite song in the garden, Liangzhu. My mother used to love this song. The first song I learned was this one. So over the years, she always loved it most.

I really hope that Huanyan can hear my piano and give me some response, but I think too much. She has not contacted me since she came to Hong Kong.

Sophia went upstairs and stood beside me to listen to me. She didn't disturb me, but I was not in the mood to play again because of her appearance. So she put away her violin and gave her a light glance.

"Why do you get up so early? When did you come back yesterday? "

"I, I just heard you play the violin, so come up and have a look. It's very nice." She blushed and looked unnatural. She didn't dare to look me in the eye.

In fact, I really didn't care about her and Tana's affairs. I just felt a little sigh that people's heart was really the most changeable. I wanted to say something, but I didn't think it was appropriate to say anything, so I put away my violin and went downstairs.

Sophia stopped me. "Jon, you haven't played the violin for me. Can you play it for me?"

I reached out and rubbed her hair. I shook my head and refused. I have only played the violin for two women in my life, one is my mother and the other is happy face. I don't think I will make an exception for anyone in the future.

When I went downstairs, I saw Tana standing in the corridor. He hesitated. When he saw me, he put himself in a hurry and said, "boss, are you up?"

"Well!"

I light should sound, also did not pay attention to him. No matter how big my heart is, I can't show my face to a subordinate who expects me to die. I don't intend to tear this layer of paper, after all, he did not betray me in the real sense.

After returning to my bedroom, before seven o'clock, I didn't wash and stood on the balcony to see the sky.

In fact, the color of morning glow and sunset glow are almost the same, they are in full swing, and the red is enchanting. But I am most afraid to see the afterglow of the dusk, feel like my life, in a little bit to the end.

Just watching, the mobile phone rings, usually no one calls me so early.

So I turned to the room and picked up my mobile phone. It was Qin feiran calling. I was very strange. After all, the person I told Huanyan was abroad. If this old guy knew I was in Hong Kong, how boring would it be?

He called twice, so I laughed or got through, "what's up?"

"Old three, early in the morning the tone is so blunt, who annoyed you?"

"I have something to say. I'm very busy!" For Qin feiran, I always have no good face.

He sighed and said, "are you free? Let's meet. Do you remember the old place where we played before? I'll wait for you there. "

He hung up the phone without waiting for me to respond, as if determined to go back. Indeed, I did go back, because it was the place where I met him for the first time since I was an adult, and I almost killed him that time.

It's an undeveloped beach near Victoria Harbour.

I didn't care if I would know about my trip in Hong Kong. I drove to the appointment. When I was near the beach, I saw Qin feiran standing on a huge reef with crutches. He was as thin as I was, and could fall when the wind blew.

He is still old after all, gray temples, back rickets, where there was once invincible appearance.I parked the car not far behind Qin feiran. When I got off the car, he looked back at me and looked at the vast sea. His lonely back made life sad.

This is an arc-shaped beach, so when the waves come, it will splash high waves. I think Qin feiran's clothes are wet. However, he did not move, or like a stone sculpture like pestle there, motionless.

"Don't tell me you stand here to enjoy the scenery. It's almost the place where you're buried." Come to Qin feiran, I gave him a cold glance.

He pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, squinted his eyes and looked at the distance with a faint smile. "Third, you said that if I was killed in this place by you, would you be better today?"

I really don't know. If Qin feiran died, would the hatred in my heart disappear with his death?

Maybe not. People always stick to some things in their life, especially the things with deep memory. Qin family gave me too much suffering, forced me to change the trajectory of life, these hate until the end of life I am afraid will not disappear.

Seeing me speechless, he turned to look at me with a meaningful look and said, "I feel that the reason why I have lived so many years is to help you."