"I really don't want to see you, but I think I should. What's wrong with you? It's not good to make yourself so embarrassed. "
This is the first sentence she said after the break-up between self and happy face, and I selectively only remember the second half. She was still concerned about me, at least to see that I did not live very well these two days.
I endured the craziness in my heart and ridiculed her, "the so-called" women are the ones who please themselves ". So are men. No one is looking at me now. What can I do when I look so beautiful
She took a cool glance at me, a touch of pain in the bottom of her eyes made me palpitating. I can't help but think of her once those touched my moment, the heart is particularly sad. After all, things are different. We can't go back to the feelings of the past.
I didn't want her to know my inner weakness, so I touched the thick stubble on my cheek and said with a smile, "happy face, if you're not used to seeing me like this, I'm going to deal with it."
She frowned and said, "no, I'll leave after a few words with you. Asha came to see me yesterday. What seems to be the matter? Are you ok?"
"I'm not good!"
How can I be good? She knows why I live so leisurely, and what my only concern in this world is. But how can I have a good life when she completely smashes my heart?
Huan Yan if there is thought to stare at my eyes, and said, "is it because your company is suspected of money laundering?"
I was stupefied, coldly bared a voice, "want to add crime, why have no words?"
The news of money laundering came out two days ago, but I didn't pay attention to it. Qing is self-cleaning. If you explain this kind of thing by yourself, it's really fishy. Now, how many supervision and supervision departments are facing a large company? They have not come forward to say anything. Why should I be nervous?
I don't know if this is Qin Mofei's ghost, but such a low-level means really make me extremely despise, I can't bird. Since I made up for Cheng Wanqing's fund loophole, the financial side has been seamless. If anyone really wants to find some evidence, I have to worship him.
Smiling at me, she said again, "but the news is very formal, and even some economists are analyzing the financial report of your company. I don't think it's very fake."
Her determined tone chilled me a little, as if she had identified my favorite work, rapist. I glared at her indifferent cheek, and wanted to find a little bit of warmth, but no more, she looked cold.
I can use all the poison money for charity. At least there's something I can do? Why does she look down on me so much.
My heart suddenly a anger, can not help but retort, "happy face, although I am very scum, but also not a person without sense of propriety, you and I have been together for so long, don't you understand my conduct?"
"What is a man? I don't know how to judge you except to use me or others. Among all the people I know, you are the ultimate double-sided person. I don't know you and I don't want to know about you. "
It is undeniable that her words really hurt me. What I did was not worth the fact that she had hurt her. She probably despised me from the bottom of her heart. Any explanation was useless to her.
She stopped and told me about a dream that Qin Mofei had torn me apart. I thought she was here to care about me. Who knows she added, "dreams are contrary. Murphy has never been so vicious in killing people, but you have. I came to pray that you would stop fighting with him. Of course, I know you won't agree
I've never understood what it's like to be sad to the extreme, but now I do. This is suffocating, cone-shaped, broken feeling, as if the sky and earth, as if no light.
In my eyes, there are only happy lips in one and closing. I can't hear the sound. I automatically block it. I can hear clearly that all the insistence in my heart is collapsing, a little bit, breaking into slag in front of her.
Huanyan, I love you so much, how can you think of me so badly? I've done everything in the world, and I've never failed you? What I have done to you can't resist the things that I hurt you?
I wanted to question her and yell at her, but it died in my throat. I can't get angry with her. She will be scared by me.
So I endured for a long time, then coldly said, "happy face, do you really think I can calm down this battle without fighting? He, they're going to let me go? How many people in the world would like to get rid of me, and the most urgent one is desert flying? "
She was speechless because that was the truth. All my counterattack is because Qin Mofei is forcing me. Otherwise, I hope that we can live in peace and there will be no more disputes.
I asked her how she would feel if I was the one who threatened to kill and Qin Mofei died. Would she really want me to die?
She instinctively shook her head, her face a little sad, "I never thought you would die, I want you to live well, but you dug your own grave for yourself..."
I just don't want to listen to a lot of important things. No matter how much she hated me, she didn't seem so eager for me to die.I didn't go fishing any more. I got up and pulled her to the villa. She struggled to get her hand back. I didn't let her go. I dragged her into the villa. The house was built for her and I want to tell her whether she needs it or not.
But she didn't seem to want to listen to me, coldly and superficially took a stand with me and warned me not to fight with trapped animals, otherwise, she would not be blamed for her ruthlessness. I stare at her cool thin eyes for a long time, and suddenly I hold her in my arms and imprison her.
She lied and panicked like a wounded fawn. I don't want to let go of her, holding her can make me less resentful and unbalanced.
She must not know what hurt me, my mentality has undergone a qualitative change. Even if I can understand that human nature is selfish, it's okay for her to support Qin Mofei, but I can't accept it.
I told her that if she was willing to go with me and stay with me, I could quit the world completely, and I would die at all costs.
If I can say such a jerk in this situation, I'm probably out of my mind. I saw the extreme disgust and anger in Huanyan's eyes, so clearly, but I never let her go.
Huanyan tries her best to struggle, but she doesn't know how bewitching it is for a man.
I began to be impulsive, blood boiling, brain blank. Holding her is very warm, especially the texture of her body, which makes me more uncontrollable.
So I ignored her fear and vigilance, reached out and gently through her hair, soft hair as if innumerable electric current, aroused my heart suppressed love. I had the idea of asking for her in this place.
When the palm of her hand covered with happy face, she couldn't help shaking. She looked up at me in horror, and her lips were trembling. She tried to push me away and pressed her hand against me. My head was hot. Holding her directly against the wall, she gently put her head close to her neck socket.
She has a faint lavender fragrance, I like this smell very much, so I linger in her neck socket greedily.
Huanyan knows my reaction, so her face is as red as blood. She buried her head and put her hand against me to keep me away from her for half a minute. But I was impulsive, gently pinched her jaw, lifted her face and forced her to look up at me.
With tears in her eyes, the way she wanted to cry aroused the fire boiling in my body. I really want to kiss her. I want to take her here.
But her one word, Douxi all my surging, "third brother, let me go?"
Just these words, provoked my mind that minute cannot bear. The sound of three brothers, once all the memories pulled back, I think of her rescue me scene, think of her crying for me, she has been really good to me.
Maybe it's because of me that we're both here today. No wonder she's not.
I raised my fingertips, hooked off the tears on her face, approached her and gave her a kiss on the brow. "Silly girl, such a big person still cry."
Then I went into the bathroom, held up the icy water and applied it to my face, and pulled back the reason that was about to collapse. I still can't hurt her, no matter what she has done to me, I can't give up.
When the body boiling fire gradually dissipated, I walked out of the bathroom, but the smile has disappeared. My heart sank and I ran after her, but she ran to the car on the path without looking back.
"Happy face, happy face..."
I couldn't bear her to go, so I chased her to the gate. However, she never looked back and drove away directly. I went to the side of the path and looked at the dust that was rising, and coolly touched the corners of my lips.
Maybe, in her eyes, I have become a snake and scorpion beast, a devil that can't get close to any more. Those beautiful memories in my mind are still in vain after all. No one can feel the warmth except myself.
I stood on the side of the road for a long time, and I felt that the sea wind was blowing into ice sculpture. Xiaowu came to me with his coat and looked at me with a deep look. "Boss, there is no grass in the world. Why do you have to waste your time on Miss Shen?"
Yes, why should I waste my time on her? I want to forget her, but I'm as if I was under a magic spell, can't escape, can't leave, what can I do? In the world of mortals, the cheapest is "infatuation".
"Miss Cheng called just now and asked when you would like to go to the company."
"Take me back to the courtyard."
I'm afraid that if I don't have enough time to sit in the Department concerned, I'm afraid I don't have enough time to feel sorry for myself. I don't want to get out of the way at this point.
When Xiaowu sent me back to Siheyuan, I always thought that if I didn't fight, the world would be calm. Maybe in her eyes, I was already a dying man.
Since we are going to die sooner or later, why do we have to fight the trapped animals? Is it unnecessary?
I analyzed the problem carefully and found that the probability of my death was not high.Qin Mofei seems to have mastered a lot of my information, but he can use very little. Because most of the people in the Qin family follow my lead and have some connection with me. If he really wants to clean up the Qin family with the people from afai, it will be a dead clan.
For the Qin family, which has been standing for more than N years, it is undoubtedly a big joke. I don't think Qin Mofei would be so stupid as to give away the Qin family as a joke.