"So... What do you want to do? Haven't you ever thought about killing this child? "
"You think I should get rid of it?"
"Yes, are you going to be born? Is your husband allowed? "
Jianzhi Yan wry smile, "tell me why I was not born."
"I'm sure I can't be born. What should I do after I'm born? Give him up to Lu Yanting? Or are you raising yourself? No matter which side is raising the child, you and Lu Yanting will be constantly involved. Do you think people like your husband will be allowed? "
"In fact, Xiaoyan, if you and Lu Yanting's children were conceived before they married your husband, and your husband could accept them and then marry you, it would be different."
"But if your child was born after you married your husband and had an affair with your ex boyfriend, it's totally different. Even if you let him accept that you have sex with your ex boyfriend in marriage, you can't ask him to accept the child you have been cheating on! In fact, transposition thinking, right? If --
Jianzhi Yan headache, interrupted her words, "you said, I understand."
"What else are you struggling with? Or... Are you reluctant to part with Lu Yanting's children? "
"But if I take away my children for the sake of my feelings, anyway, they are all my children. Do you think it's selfish of me to do so? Is it because the existence of this child hinders my feelings with my husband that I am going to take it away? Even if it's me and Lu Yanting who are wrong, but my child, are you innocent? "
Guo Mo was refuted by her in the evening, and suddenly he couldn't speak.
In fact, jianzhiyan's words are not unreasonable. You can think about it deeply. If jianzhiyan takes away her child in this way, even if she and Shen Shenzhi love each other again in the future, maybe there will always be pimples in her heart.
In fact, the current situation of Jian Zhiyan is to give up her child, or Shen Shenzhi. Another way is to let Shen Shenzhi agree to give birth to her child.
But
Guo Mo stopped late and suddenly said, "but Xiaoyan, have you ever thought that what happened between you and Lu Yanting is actually a mistake, which should not exist. In other words, the existence of this child is a mistake, so why do you worry about it?"
After that, she patted Jian Zhiyan on the shoulder: "I think, if you tell Lu Yanting about this, he will also agree that you take away the child. This is not to say that he doesn't care about the child in your stomach, but I think he also thinks that the child shouldn't exist in his heart. If you don't agree with me, you can discuss with Lu Yanting and see what he says."
"Or..." Guo Mo said with a smile: "there is a very intuitive way."
"What can I do?"
"You can go to the hospital to have a try and see if you really want to keep the child in your heart."
She felt that Jian Zhiyan didn't want to be like this. She felt that she shouldn't strangle a life because of her own feelings, but she was reluctant to give up Shen Shenzhi——
"To the hospital?"
"Yes."
"How?"
"Abortion."
Jian Zhi Yan was stunned, "you --"
"Of course, if it's a critical moment, if you don't want to do it, the doctor won't force you to do it."
"I think, at the critical moment, you may know what you should do, or, in a critical moment, you can think of a solution?" Then he said with a smile, "do you want to have a try? If you really don't want to fight, you won't lose
"... let me see."
Guo Mo laughs, says nothing more and sighs.
After that, they stopped talking about it.
After dinner, Jane Zhi Yan some lost in thought, even if, back home, also the same.
"What's the matter?" As soon as Shen Shenzhi got home, he saw Jian Zhiyan who was lost in thought.
Jian Zhi Yan shakes her head and sees his concerned eyes. She can't help but reach out and hold him tightly!
Shen Shen one meal, smile, "what's the matter?"
Jian Zhiyan shook her head.
After dinner, Jian Zhiyan lies on the bed, staring at the ceiling with her eyes blank. Shen Shenzhi comes back and frowns, "what are you thinking?"
Jian Zhi Yan wants brains, "nothing?"
Shen Shenzhi picked her up from the bed and hugged her, "don't you take a bath?"
"Oh, I'll go now."
Maybe it's because Jianzhi Yan's heart is absent, or maybe Jianzhi Yan's heart is too tangled. She has been sleeping in bed for a long time, and her hands and feet are still as cold as ice.
"It's so cold."
Shen Shenzhi touched her little feet and frowned. His big hand gently rubbed her little feet on the palm of his hand. Then he touched his abdomen and helped her warm her feet. A pair of small hands also reached into his chest and held him.
Jian Zhi Yan looked at, throat suddenly tightened, eyes slightly red, and then, forced to embrace him. Shen Shen one Leng, after a long time, he just opened his mouth: "I'll give you water? Take a hot bath? " Jian Zhi Yan hugged him, "... OK." Having said that, she was still reluctant to let go, and she didn't want to move. Shen Shenzhi rubbed her eyebrows, "don't want to take a bath, go to bed early?"“ Well Shen Shenzhi kisses her, turns off the light and goes to sleep. But Jian Zhi Yan, has not been sleepy. Looking at Shen Shenzhi's face in front of her, Jian Zhi thinks that she should be selfish? The next morning, Jianzhi Yan woke up earlier. After having breakfast, Shen Shenzhi insists on sending her to work in the company. Jian Zhiyan can't refuse and agrees. To the company downstairs, Shen Shenzhi looked at today's unusual silence of her, "lunch together?"“ noon? At noon I -- "Um?" " Good“ Go up Jian Zhiyan nods. After returning to the office, she picked up her mobile phone and dialed Guo Mo Wan, "Mo Wan, afternoon... Go to the hospital with me."“ Have you... Thought about it? "“ Well Yesterday, she was right, but Jian Zhi Yan really wanted to act, Guo Mo Wan was afraid, "you... Really want to?"“ Well, we'll get in touch this afternoon. "" Good After hanging up the phone, Jianzhi Yan cold palm, clenched the lip. At noon, Shen Shenzhi in Jianzhi Yan has not recovered from the tour, came to find her, "go, eat."“ Well As soon as they got out of the car and arrived at the door of the hotel, Lu Yanting came out from the corner. Jianzhi Yan see Lu Yanting, Shen Shenzhi's hand, slightly trembled, busy don't open a small face. Today's Chapter 6 is updated, MEDA~