"You..." Jian Zhi Yan felt that her chest was blocked with a breath.
She put down the bowl, bit her teeth and said, "Dear Mr. Shen, are you sure you don't want to starve me?"
If he goes on like this, she will be too angry to eat.
Shen Shenzhi sighed and gave her a dish: "it's not good for you to know this."
"So now in your heart, it's good for me to know nothing? The benefit is that we have been separated for so many years, deadlocked for so many years, and even now I still can't believe the explanation you gave me. This is the so-called benefit? "
Everyone can have everyone's privacy. He doesn't say much. To some extent, she doesn't force him.
But when his privacy involves, or even threatens, two people's feelings, is his privacy just his privacy?
Perhaps yes, but it will also become her heart can not erase the pain!
The more she thought about it, the sour taste came back to her.
She knew that she shouldn't be angry about the past. After all, they are not easy to be together now. If they make trouble again, it would seem that she is too headstrong and dissatisfied.
But her heart's uncomfortable, uncomfortable but still in, she simply can't ignore.
Too many things happened in the past. The relationship between him and Susie Bai was deeply rooted in her heart. There was an ambiguous or even improper relationship.
She bit her lip, put down her chopsticks, and wanted to get up and leave. But when she saw Ruirui's big bright black eyes, which had stopped pickpocketing and worried that she would be really angry, her heart suddenly came up. She stood up with her bowl and sat down at Ruirui's side.
Ruirui Leng, seems worried to see Shen Shenzhi, Shen Shenzhi's line of sight is also in Jianzhi Yan stand up after has been glued to her body, rice also don't eat.
They two a quarrel, Ruirui also put chopsticks, nervous light pull jianzhiyan sleeve: "mother angry?"
Jian Zhi Yan doesn't look at Shen Shen's eye either. She comforts ruiruirui: "mother is not angry with Ruirui. Ruirui, eat quickly?"
Ruirui does not eat, biting a small mouth, "Mom angry with dad?"
Although Ruirui is simple, he is not stupid. On the contrary, he is very sharp. Jian Zhiyan knows that she can't cheat him, so she has to say, "well, mom doesn't want to talk to your father now. Ruiruirui has dinner first?"
Ruirui didn't answer. He kept his head down and didn't speak.
Children's mind is very good to guess, Jianzhi Yan a look at nature know think ruiruirui is sad.
Just, looking at the way that Ruirui doesn't talk when he is sad, it's just like Shen Shenzhi!
Jianzhi Yan grits her teeth, but she wants to hear who dares to say that Ruirui looks like her!
Ruirui is simple now, but the blame is that Shen Shenzhi's gene is too strong. Some things that existed in Shen Shenzhi's bones may have melted into his flesh and blood when he was still in the fetus!
Therefore, as like as two peas, Shen Rui Ming is a model of Shen and Shen.
Well, now it's both of them having sex with her?
She raised her eyes and looked at Shen Shenzhi. Shen Shenzhi was looking at her. Her dark eyes were glued to her, which was very complicated.
As soon as she touched his complicated eyes, Jian Zhiyan's eyes turned red. She put her chopsticks and grabbed her hair. She felt a little heavy and bored.
She can't see it now. Shen Shenzhi looks at her with such complicated eyes, because she doesn't understand it, and she can't really get angry, because even if she doesn't understand it, she knows that his eyes contain a lot of love for her, and she's afraid of missing it after so many years.
How can she make trouble, he will not say she is not, will not scold her, more will not explain, then how can she do?
Her eyes were redder and redder, and she bit her lips for a long time.
Ruirui was still lowering his head. When he saw that her eyes were red, his eyes immediately turned red. He looked at Shen Shenzhi worried.
Shen Shenzhi shook his head and gently touched his small head, "it's OK."
Ruirui seems to be at ease, but he still stares at Jianzhi Yan.
Ruirui's mind is a bit more sensitive than other children's. jianzhiyan also came here. I just realized that she shouldn't talk to Shen Shenzhi about those things in front of Ruirui.
Shen Shenzhi looks at Jian Zhiyan, and his voice is hoarse when he opens his mouth. "Zhi Zhi... Eat first?"
Jian Zhiyan raised her reddening eyes and looked at him: "Shen Shenzhi, you said... How could I fall in love with you and fall in love with you? And what do I like you for, and what do I love you for? "
In fact, it's incredible for her to think about the scene when they were just married.
If he is good-looking, yes, he is.
But the man in her family and some of her friends are not bad, but why... At the first sight of him, he was bewildered, and his eyes could not help sticking to him, and his mind had already fallen on him?
In fact, she did not have a clear answer. But the feeling of being affected by him in my heart, even though she had been exhausted and deeply hurt by him, even when she hated him at the beginning, after so many years, this feeling has never disappeared. If this feeling had disappeared enough, she would not have suffered so much in these years. Shen Shenzhi lowered his head, did not look at her, but asked in a hoarse voice: "so... What does Zhi Zhi want to say?" Want to say she regrets falling in love with him? What does she want to say? It just occurred to her that she had no definite answer. She covered her small face, rather helpless smile: "I want to say is... Count, the past has passed, let's not say, eat." She doesn't even know what she loves him, but she clearly knows that she loves him. This feeling hasn't changed after so many injuries and so many things. Moreover, they divorced and now remarried again. In other words, she only knows that in her heart, she has determined that she will finish the rest of her life with this man. Although this man is her husband, he is also an independent individual. Naturally, she can't think about trying to change him. Since you can't do without it, you can't change it, so accept it. Accept unconditionally and trust him unconditionally. Now that she has believed that he loves her and has always loved her, no matter what happened in her heart, she should really put it down. For nothing else, just because he really loves her.