"I can choose to start my marriage with you, or I can never appear in your life. The decision is in my hands. And as long as I choose to start, it's wrong. "
“……”
In fact, what bothered her more was that he refused to explain to her when something happened. On the contrary, she felt that what he said was wrong and right was not the main factor.
But
Her brain flashed, suddenly understand why he said, "you mean, you know we should not start, but you still choose to start?"
"Well."
"So, when you choose to start my marriage with you, you think that as long as you don't let me know anything and control all the factors in my family well, you will never make any mistakes again?"
"Yes."
Jian Zhiyan sighs.
Unfortunately, he only considered the major aspects, but did not consider whether his character and she could run in well, and
She thought that he might have underestimated Susie Bai's insistence on him.
But anyway, if he didn't choose to start, she now
Maybe I don't know him at all. Even if I meet him, maybe I'm just a stranger or an enemy.
If there is no beginning, there will be no Ruirui at all. In the past ten years, maybe she will have a completely different life.
In this different life, she may have a better life than when she was with him, but now
Jian Zhi Yan is silent. Everything in the past reappears in her mind.
Before, she had hoped that he did not appear in her life.
Because if so, she would not be so painful, because she felt that she was very sad, she fell in love with a man who not only did not love her, but also cheated her all the time, even used her.
The man cheated her, took advantage of her and refused to let her go.
She wants to start a new life, the dominance has been lost, she feels that the road ahead of her is a confusion, there is no end.
If she hadn't met him, she would have lived with Lu Yanting all her life.
If she was asked to make a choice between the two lives he and Lu Yanting gave her, she would still choose him.
Because after Li YueKai told her something and confirmed that he loved her very much, she already knew that the pain of the past ten years was nothing.
And now she also believes that in the rest of their lives together, he will let her know that she has not chosen the wrong one to be with him.
Thinking of this, she got up, stopped his neck behind him, and whispered in his ear: "you are not wrong, and now I thank you for choosing to start."
Otherwise, she would not know that she would love someone so much one day, and she would not know that there was another person who loved her so much in the vast sea of people.
Shen Shenzhi turned to look at her, "really?"
"Well."
Shen Shenzhi smiles.
Jian Zhi Yan kisses his lips, her brain flashes, and suddenly asks with a smile: "so dear Mr. Shen, you really don't want to tell me when you fell in love with me and when you fell in love with me?"
Jian Zhi Yan is really more and more curious about why he would like her and fall in love with her.
Although she fell in love with him for no reason, she didn't know why, but when she fell in love with him, he was very good in her heart, except for the cold, everything was good, and he was her husband, she loved him very normally.
But what about him? She didn't believe that he would fall in love with her for no reason.
So, there must be something that she doesn't know, or
What she has forgotten.
Shen Shenzhi shakes his head and smiles, "if Zhizhi wants to know, she will think slowly."
"You... You mean we really met before we got married?" Jianzhi Yan can't help screaming.
Shen Shenzhi chuckled, got up and held her little hand, and said, "can I fall in love with a person who is dreaming in my mind?"
That's true.
It's just
"You really don't say it?"
Shen Shenzhi shook his head.
He can say anything else, except this and another.
"So... What's your time and place?"
Her mind has been constantly looking back more than ten years ago, when they were not married, but she still has no impression.
However, in the face of Shen Shenzhi, how can she have no impression at all?
Shen Shenzhi still shook his head and took her back to her seat. "The food is cold after dinner."
"Just a little bit? Maybe if you just say a little, I'll remember? "
Shen Shenzhi put a piece of meat in her mouth and blocked her small mouth.
Jian Zhiyan only has this thing in her mind. She looks at him suspiciously: "Shenzhi, are you not happy because you remember me, I don't remember you, so you don't tell me on purpose?"
"Are you full?" Shen Shenzhi doesn't seem to hear her. He turns to ask Ruirui. Ruirui nodded. Just now, the two of them kept saying that he saw that they were not quarreling, so he sat down to eat by himself. Jian Zhi Yan sees him ignore her, frown, always feel strange. Because Shen Shenzhi doesn't look angry because she doesn't remember him. Is... In fact, he was very happy that she didn't remember him? She stares at Shen Shenzhi, who helps Ruirui wipe the oil stains on the corner of her mouth. "Do you really don't want me to remember how I met you?" Shen Shen's action without trace of pause, Jian Zhi Yan see not very carefully, did not find, just think Shen Shen don't want to say, don't want to pay attention to her. She sighed, holding chopsticks to eat, "forget it, don't say it, I'll ignore you for the rest of the day." Shen Shenzhi laughs and takes good care of Ruirui. Then he silently brings her vegetables. It's a tacit admission that she doesn't want to pay attention to him today. Jianzhi Yan cold hum a, began to talk with Ruirui. After dinner, she went back to the company. She just went back to the downstairs of the company, but saw that suxibai's car was still there. As soon as her car came in, suxibai stopped by her door. As soon as she got off the car, suxibai slapped her! Jian Zhi Yan quickly grasped her hand and looked at the security guard at the gate of the company, "do you want me to ask the security guard to drive you out or do you want me to send you to the police station?"“ Jian Zhiyan, it's you who let Tang Ze and Yan Xu not tell me his whereabouts, isn't it? " After she left, she went to find prevarication and Yan Xu. Both of them refused to mention Shen Shenzhi's whereabouts. Anyway, they refused to say anything, and advised her not to look for Shen Shenzhi in the future! It's a joke. She and Shen shenzhijian don't meet. When will it be their turn to take charge? What do they think they are? They are just subordinates of Shen Shenzhi. What qualifications do they have“ That's what Tang Ze and Yan Xu said to you? "“ Naturally, they won't answer me like that, but if they didn't follow you, they couldn't have told me his whereabouts! " Jian Zhiyan asked with a smile: "Oh? Why would they tell you where he is? Do you have a good relationship with them? "