At that time, she was basically desperate for Shen Shenzhi.
She knew at that time that Shen Shenzhi had never really cared about her. She had no place in Shen Shenzhi's heart.
In his heart, there is only Jian Zhi Yan, in addition to Jian Zhi Yan, there is only Jian Zhi Yan.
They are also married. She knows that even if she can't get back her feelings for him, she should give up her heart and stop disturbing them.
But she was not reconciled.
She just won't, she can't.
She fell in love with him from the first time she saw him.
She doesn't understand why he doesn't like her and goes to like jianzhiyan. She doesn't know when he fell in love with jianzhiyan. She thinks jianzhiyan is better than jianzhiyan except that she is a few years younger and a little more beautiful.
She doesn't know what's good about jianzhiyan except that she's a little beautiful. She's also a very carefree person. She doesn't let him worry at all. Even if he's at work, he will start to worry about her day and night when he knows where she's going to play.
Like that
It's like a father who is worried about her rebellion, and whose underage daughter goes out on a date with other boys behind her back. He has to know everything in her heart before he can rest assured.
Looking at their feelings getting deeper and deeper, their unwillingness became stronger and stronger, especially when she got more and more things in the Su group, her heart became more and more greedy, which made her mind gradually distorted.
In an accident, when she learned that Shen Shenzhi and Jian Zhiyan were married with other factors, she had a preliminary and complete plan in her mind.
Originally, Shen Shenzhi and she don't have a deep connection, but God seems to be deliberately helping her. This is the time when he wants to fulfill his promise to help her.
If she wants to be the chairman of sushi group, she needs to learn a lot. She will also come to Shen Shenzhi for advice, which is actually one of Shen Shenzhi's responsibilities to fulfill his promise, so they have more time to get along with each other.
She also takes advantage of this opportunity to gradually draw closer to each other, and because of Ji morning's unintentional help, she already knows that although Jian Zhiyan has not seen her, she doesn't know her, but she already has hostility in her heart.
She also makes use of this to make jianzhiyan more and more curious and jealous about her existence.
Their feelings are really as she thought, not invincible, or even fragile, so she successfully provoked Jian Zhiyan's distrust of Shen Shenzhi.
Her plan is going well. She thought they would divorce as soon as she wanted, but she never thought that Shen Shenzhi would not divorce Jian Zhiyan even if she thought she didn't love him.
As time goes by, her youth is passing away day by day, and they are not divorced yet, but she can't step in to speed up their divorce process. She can be said to have collapsed!
She waited for almost ten years, and they finally agreed to divorce. She thought she would have a chance, but Shen Shenzhi completely disappeared after she handed over Shen Bai group to Jian Zhiyan.
She even believes that she will probably never see Shen Shenzhi again in her life.
A lifetime, a lifetime
She has been waiting for Shen Shenzhi for more than ten years, but the result is like this. How can she give up?
But what if she doesn't want to give up?
There is nothing she can do, because she can't get in touch with Shen Shenzhi.
And she's in her thirties, and she's old.
If you want to find someone to marry, she can't be willing to.
In the more than one year after Shen Shenzhi disappeared, she completely lost her future direction and life goal.
She thought it was the worst, but she didn't expect it to be worse, because the situation of Su group was out of her control.
She is over thirty years old. She has worked hard for more than ten years, but the company has not got it, and Shen Shenzhi's people have not got it. She doesn't even have a family of her own. What is the purpose of her efforts over the past ten years?
Now she finally met Shen Shenzhi, but he asked her why he wanted to help her?
Why? What else? Why? Because he owes her?
His life was picked up by her for him. He can't repay it in his life. It's natural for him to help her!
Her eyes filled with tears: "so, you mean... You won't help me, will you?"
Shen Shenzhi coldly said: "when you hurt Zhizhi, why didn't you think about this day?"
Susie's head was full of fire, and she was about to explode. She gritted her teeth and looked ferocious: "you don't have to teach me, I just want a clear answer!"
"No
Susie white face abnormal ugly, "sure?"
"Yes."“ You... "Susie Bai knew what her situation would be if he didn't help her." do you have to do it so well? I saved your life! Is that what you did to me? "“ I said, if you think you saved me, my life is yours, I will unconditionally promise you any request, you can take back my life at any time. "“ It's really nice to say, but if you really want me to kill you, would you say it so quietly? If you really want to give your life back to me, well, I want you to kill yourself now and give it back to me! " Shen Shenzhi squints and doesn't speak. Yan Xu and Tang Ze, who have just come down from the company, suddenly change their faces after hearing Su Xibai's words. They came over and stood in front of Shen Shenzhi. They frowned coldly at Su Xibai: "Miss Su, don't go too far. We also know about you. Mr. Su said that he would help you win Su's group, and his promise has been fulfilled. In other words, his life and your help have been completely eliminated. You are not related to each other first, What position and qualification do you still have for your husband's life? " Susie white sneered: "what? Now it's more people than people? " Tang Ze said with no expression: "Miss, if you don't mind, ask more people to comment? How did we bully you? " Bullying or not is not what suxibai cares about. She gazed at Shen Shenzhi, "you... And Jian Zhiyan... Made up, right?" If he did not and Jianzhi Yan reunion, he should not appear here, also won't refuse, she refused so simply. When she met him here, she already had this idea in her heart, but she still had a little hope in her heart.