Chapter 890

"Yan Xu, what is love? 　”

After the avalanche, Shen Shenzhi thinks that Jian Zhiyan gives him medicine to match him with Su Xibai just to get the evidence of their going to bed. He is furious and forces Jian Zhiyan to sign the transfer right of her company until everyone leaves. After he and Yan Xu are left, he asks.

"It depends on personal understanding, and I don't quite understand it." Yan Xu said in a low voice.

"Is it?" He asked as if he had nothing.

"Are you sorry, sir?"

"Regret?" He just repeated these two words, but the answer was not given to Yan Xu.

After a while, he asked, "what do you mean by regret?"

"Regret doing this before? You know, in fact, that company is very important to my wife. You have completely broken her heart by doing so. "

"Yes? In fact, she doesn't have to agree. As long as she says no, I won't really touch Lu Yanting. Her company only pays me because of Lu Yanting, not because of me. "

Yan Xu quickly changed the topic: "what do you mean by regret, sir?"

"I didn't regret it. No matter what happened today or how I started with Zhizhi, I didn't regret it."

"Why?"

If he didn't regret it, why did he suddenly mention what happened so many years ago? Or did he suspect that he had done something wrong?

He will always remember how happy Shen Shenzhi was when he and Jian Zhiyan finally got married.

At the time of marriage, he should be looking forward to their happy life after marriage.

But what about the facts?

He made himself scarred and heartbroken.

He should have thought that what he asked for after he married Jian Zhiyan was complete, but he never thought that she would not love him.

In that case, why didn't he feel regret?

"If I didn't do that in the first place, do you think it's possible for us to be together?"

Yan Xu said nothing.

Not really.

She estimated that she would marry Lu Yanting after graduation, so there would be nothing wrong with him.

"So... You mean, as long as you're together and happy, it's better than not being together? So you're satisfied? "

"No!" His tone was low and firm. "Now that we have started, we will come to the end. We will."

"But Sir..."

Yan Xu frowned and finally couldn't help persuading him: "Sir, since you know that her heart is not on you, and she insists on divorcing you, why do you insist on it? In fact, you can find another one -- "

"You think I can do it?" He asked faintly.

"Why not?"

Yan Xu asked this question, Shen Shenzhi did not answer, and asked: "because... You still love her?"

These years, his heart to Jian Zhi Yan, only he is the most clear.

But he didn't understand how he could love her so much?

In fact, when they got married, he really thought they were a good match. It was reasonable for him to love Jian Zhiyan, but after so long, he almost forgot the sweetness and happiness soon after they got married.

"This is one of the reasons. Another reason is that I can't spend the rest of my life with a woman other than her, or share the same bed with her. I can't accept the thought that she's not the one."

For this, Yan Xu actually knows a little bit, because he knew that Shen Shenzhi was not a lecherous person when he started to work.

In fact, it is not enough to describe his situation that he is not lustful. He is basically indifferent, even a Liu Xiahui. He can be indifferent to many beauties. At that time, he really thought that he was cold or gay.

When he was in Germany, Shen Shenzhi had several partners of similar age who said they wanted to go out to play together. He also learned about him and found some clean and beautiful women for him. At the beginning, he seemed to want to know what his problem was, so he accepted it.

But after several times, he didn't accept it again, saying that he didn't like it.

As for why he didn't like him, I don't know, let alone whether he had sex with those girls at that time.

"But if so, why are you doing this to her today?"

He gave her company to Susie Bai today, and she will hate him for a long time. He is undoubtedly forcing her to stay away from him, which is completely contrary to what he wants.

Shen Shenzhi said nothing.

He just can't stand it.

He was jealous. He was jealous that she always attached great importance to Lu Yanting. In her heart, the first one was always her family, the second one was Lu Yanting, and the third one was her friend. He might not be ranked at all.

Before he married her, he always thought that it would be Jane's family that would hinder them.

But only later did he know that the real obstacle to him was Lu Yanting, who he thought had been removed before they started. In his opinion, she has never been a person with long love, but why should he have such a long love for Lu Yanting? They have been married for such a long time, and she has been thinking about him all the time. She always takes him as the priority in everything. She quarrels with him again and again because of Lu Yanting and wants to divorce him. She had an affair with Lu Yanting. He had a heart twitch and a stomach attack; At the time of avalanche, she only cared about Lu Yanting's life and death, and he was dead hearted; And now she even in order to divorce him and drugged him to sleep with other women, he finally can no longer stand, the first time to hurt her. But he has no way, she will never understand, will not love the pain in his heart, if he is not cruel, she will always rely on his forbearance, unbridled hurt him. What's more, by doing so, he completely broke her heart of wanting a divorce and let her know that if he didn't nod his head, she would not be able to divorce by all means. And she could only spend the rest of her life with him, whether she wanted to or not. Seeing that he had serious tears, Yan Xu sighed and said, "maybe love is nothing. What it tastes like can only be known by oneself. Whether something is worth it or not can only depend on whether he is willing to do it or not." After that, seeing Shen Shenzhi's silence, Yan Xu asked again, "what's your plan next, sir? No matter what your purpose is today, if you want to be with your wife, it will be very difficult for you to continue“ Time... Is a good medicine. I'll give her some time to heal the wound. " He said faintly: "we still have a lot of time. She can't stand it any more. She will come and play coquetry with me. She likes to play coquetry with me very much." When it comes to the back, he basically smiles with gentle eyes. Yan Xu's back was chilly, and he felt that he was not a lover or a person with high Eq. He didn't think that when they got to this point, she would come and play coquetry with him. However, Shen Shenzhi's ideas have always been difficult for him to understand, let alone ask more questions. After Shen Shenzhi got well, he asked, "what is Zhizhi doing now? How is she now? "