Chapter 899

See Shen Shenzhi or ignore him, Ruirui anxious to cry out, housekeeper see is scared, quickly picked up Ruirui, "Sir, you scared the young master."

Ruirui didn't want to be held by the housekeeper. She red eyed Shen Shenzhi and stretched out her fleshy little arm, "Dad, hold..."

Shen Shenzhi looks at his red eyes and is stunned. Then he reaches over and hugs Ruirui in his arms.

Ruirui was hugged by him, which made him happy, but Shen Shenzhi didn't wait for him to say anything, so he took him upstairs and went back to the room. As soon as he entered the room, he knelt down with ruiruirui in his arms, "Ruirui, I'm sorry..."

Ruirui heard Shen Shenzhi's crying voice and was scared, "Dad... Dad?"

Shen Shenzhi didn't speak any more. He just held Ruirui all the time, and his eyes were red. Ruirui saw that he coaxed his eyes, and he was very sensible. He didn't speak any more, and let him hold himself in his arms.

Shen Shenzhi held Ruirui for a long time. Until his legs were paralyzed, he stood up and stroked ruiruirui's face. "Dad scared Ruirui?"

He nodded, then shook his head and asked in a low voice, "why is Dad so sad?"

Shen Shenzhi, holding Ruirui's strength, deepened three points and then said, "Dad... I don't know why, but suddenly I'm sad."

"Dad didn't see mom, so he was sad?" Because Ruirui wants to see jianzhiyan with his own eyes every time, but he can't go every time. At this time, he will be very sad.

Shen Shenzhi's throat was tight, and his eyes were red again. But he tried to adjust his mood. "Yes, Dad... May seldom have a chance to see mom again, so Dad... Is very sad."

Hearing this, Ruirui was very anxious. "Why does father seldom have the chance to see his mother again? Is it true that Ruirui will never see her mother again? "

Shen Shenzhi pulled his lips and reluctantly laughed, "no, when Ruirui is well and grows up, his father will take Ruirui to see his mother. Didn't his father promise ruiruirui?"

"Well!"

Ruirui was a little happy again, but Shen Shenzhi was not happy. He said, "Dad, when I grow up, I can help you to read the documents, and dad can often see mom."

Shen Shen one meal, bowed his head to smile, nodded: "well."

Shen Shenzhi smiles and Ruirui is happy.

Shen Shenzhi dropped his eyes.

In the following period of time, Shen Shenzhi had no job, except to accompany ruiruirui when he had ruiruirui, otherwise he would be in a daze at home all day and shut himself in his room.

The housekeeper is worried about him, but he can't persuade him. He calls Duan Zizhen and asks him to help persuade Shen Shenzhi.

Duan Zizhen called Shen Shenzhi and said, "what? Still playing dead? Ruirui will have an operation in a month. You don't spend more time with him at this time. What else do you want? "

Shen Shenzhi doesn't speak.

"What? Haven't you come out yet? "

Shen Shenzhi light said: "I'm ok, for Ruirui, I should do every day will not be less."

"Why did your housekeeper say that?"

"I don't have a job now. What else can I do but stay at home? Ruirui thinks I'm locked up in my room for work, and that's what I told him

"... all right." Duan Zizhen sighed, "I thought you were still depressed."

Shen Shenzhi doesn't speak.

He is still in the depressed period, but he still has Ruirui. Even for Ruirui, he has to get better earlier. He has to be responsible for Ruirui, because he, Ruirui, is doomed not to enjoy maternal love in his life. Since he has deprived him of this right, he wants to make up for it from other sources, so he is even more unlikely to let him have an accident.

"So, you're just thinking about a mess when you shut yourself up every day, aren't you? Don't you want to start over and lay a solid foundation for Ruirui? "

"No

"No? What do you want? "

"Ruirui will fight for what he wants when he grows up. If he wants money, I have enough left for him all his life."

"Well, you are my father."

With that, he whispered: "so generous to his ex-wife, but so stingy to his own son."

"You don't understand."

"I really don't understand."

Even if he loves jianzhiyan, he won't give her everything.

"Without her, I would not have been all these years."

Duan Zizhen sighed, "well, anyway, the money is yours. I can't care what you like."

Shen Shenzhi said nothing.

Duan Zizhen also did not ask, seriously said: "since you are divorced, you will no longer be possible, you'd better be open to it."

"I know."

"Oh? Is that right? " Duan Zizhen said that it is very difficult, "tell me about it?"“ It's enough for her to have a good life. " Duan Zizhen They're all divorced. What does he care about her? Shouldn't he care about his own life? Or when to find a stepmother for Ruirui or something“ In fact, maybe I should have let her go long ago. " If he had let go earlier, or had not been greedy from the beginning, they might not have been enemies today. Although she forgave him after the divorce, in her heart, every time she thought of him, she hated him for delaying her time for so many years. If he didn't choose to take that step, he might be able to make friends with her, watch her get married and have children, and ask her out for dinner with all kinds of excuses when he has nothing to do. It's better than being embarrassed to see each other. However, if it is really just like this, he is not reconciled. In fact, it's worth it to think that they once had, were happy and happy. Yeah, it's worth it. Now, he just hopes that she can live well from now on. Duan Zizhen didn't know what to say about him, but sighed, "finally figured it out?"“ Well“ I'm relieved to hear that. " He added: "after a while, my friend and I will go to see the situation for Ruirui, and then decide to do the operation. You should be psychologically prepared." " Well Shen Shenzhi figured it out, and because of Ruirui, Shen Shenzhi had a much better attitude towards life. He took Ruirui around in the future every day to spend more time with him. Therefore, Ruirui is in a very good mental state during the examination. On the contrary, Shen Shenzhi is always in anxiety and fear. He is afraid that something will happen to Ruirui. Duan Zizhen naturally knew what he thought and said, "Ruirui's situation is very good. Don't worry too much."