"I --"
Gao Yunjin hesitated and finally said, "I don't want to be like other women in my last life..."
Gao Yunjin can't tell.
But she believed that Fu Jincheng should understand her meaning.
In fact, Fu Jincheng did understand.
He sank his handsome face. "Do you think I'm messing around outside?"
"No, I didn't mean that."
When they agreed to continue the marriage, she thought that he could make trouble outside, but she didn't say it openly.
"What do you mean?"
Gao Yunjin
So he means, he didn't mess around outside?
She didn't say that, but Fu Jincheng understood and laughed, but her smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes. "So, you always think I've been messing around outside these years?"
"No, I didn't."
Gao Yunjin denied, "I'm just, just --"
"Just what?" Fu Jincheng stares at her and has to give him an answer.
"I didn't think so before. I used to trust you."
"Before? That is to say, no trust now? "
Gao Yunjin
That's what I mean.
But she can't lie to herself about what he has done. Has he never done it?
Fu Jincheng gritted his teeth and was about to question when he thought of his last life.
It's true that he did too much wrong to her in his last life.
Before, when they were trading, he revealed to her that he also had such relationship with other women.
That's lying to her.
When he was with her, he didn't mess with Xu.
As for Lin Yixun
He and Lin Yixun are really together, but the actual relationship is after marriage.
However, in the final analysis, it was his fault.
It's not her fault that she doesn't trust a person with a lot of criminal record. It's his fault.
Fu Jincheng's eyes softened, touched her little face and held her in his arms: "I'm sorry."
Gao Yunjin was stunned.
After trying to understand why he apologized, Gao Yunjin's eyes became red again, but he couldn't say "it's OK".
What's more, it's a long time since the last life. What's the use of these three words?
Every time it comes to the matter of last life, their hearts easily become heavy.
So, after a while, neither of them spoke again.
For a long time, Fu Jincheng slowly released her and gave her a kiss on her forehead: "take a bath."
Gao Yunjin grabbed the quilt and nodded: "good."
Gao Yunjin went to take a bath. Fu Jincheng looked at the direction of the bathroom, took a cigarette and smoked it.
In fact, he also wanted to use his life to atone, let her accept him again, he was also satisfied.
However.
It suddenly occurred to him that his so-called atonement with all his life was to trap her in the cage again. As long as she was still with him, it was not atonement but acquirement for him.
If he really wants to atone, it's better to give her what she wants.
If she really wants a divorce and freedom, what he should do is not to bind her with children, but to do ideological work for children from the beginning, so that children can accept the fact of their divorce.
After all, he owed the child in his last life, not her.
She never owed anyone.
But what?
He is such a selfish person.
He just wants to get what he wants.
He just won't give up.
Because he knew that he didn't have a chance.
Just like when he fell to the bottom, even in the worst case, he believed that he still had a chance, so he was willing to wait.
At that time, he waited for two years to get the result he wanted.
At that time, he was more impetuous than he is now. Two years was too long and exhausted all his patience.
Now, however, whether it's one or two years, seven or eight years, or a lifetime, as long as Gao Yunjin garden has given him the opportunity, it's the most beautiful promise for him, and it won't be long.
When Gao Yunjin came out of the bathroom, Fu Jincheng had already smoked two cigarettes.
Their bedroom was very big, but they didn't open the window. The room was stuffy and the smell of smoke didn't go away.
Gao Yunjin frowned uncomfortably. Before he spoke, Fu Jincheng noticed it and quickly twisted it off with his fingers. The cigarette end went out.
"How do you use your fingers --"
Although she has seen other people do this, but watching Fu Jincheng do it, she is still afraid that he will burn.
"It's not in the way. It's not hot."
Fu Jincheng quickly went to open the window to let the smoke go away as soon as possible.
"All right."
He himself does not feel pain, if she said distressed, it is not appropriate, "I washed, you wash it."
"I'll blow your hair before you go."
"I'll do it myself."
When Gao Yunjin talks, Fu Jincheng has taken out the hair dryer in the cabinet, plugged it in, and walked over.
Fu Jincheng sat behind her and helped her blow her hair as if she were in her arms.
Fu Jincheng used to help her in this way. Sometimes she would make trouble with him, kiss him, or read magazines.
But now
Playing with him, kissing with him, of course, can't be done.
As for reading magazines.
She was a little embarrassed again.
Fu Jincheng didn't know whether she knew what she thought or whether she was used to taking care of her. When she thought about this, she brought her magazine which she put on the bow of the boat.
Gao Yunjin stopped, "I, I've finished reading this book."
"What do you want to see? I'll get it for you
"No, I'll go myself."
While refusing, Gao Yunjin ran to find a new fashion magazine and read it.
Looking at her contented let him blow her hair, Fu Jincheng laughed.
Her temperament is like this, never tough up, if others insist on her good, she does not know to refuse in the end, good bullying.
But also
It's soft and cute.
Thinking of this, he leaned up to the tip of her reddish ear and gave her a gentle kiss.
Gao Yunjin with electric shock like, trembled all over, reflexively turned back, lips brush Fu Jincheng.
Gao Yunjin's ears turned red and he stepped back, "I --"
"Go on."
Fu Jincheng laughed and motioned her to continue reading, while he continued to blow her hair.
But Gao Yunjin couldn't see it for a long time.
When she can see it, her hair is dry.
Fu Jincheng took back the hair dryer and went to the bathroom to take a bath.
When he came out, Gao Yunjin had been lying in bed.
Fu Jincheng knew that she was not asleep.
She pretended.
But he didn't plan to let her go, so he held her in his arms, kissed her on the lips and said, "good night, my little brocade."
Then he turned off the light and was ready to go to bed. Gao Yunjin is held in his arms. His ears are red, but his heart is full of sweetness.