Chapter 102： The sufferings I have suffered light up the way ahead

Chapter 102 The sufferings I have suffered light up the way ahead

After Ruan Youqing had eaten, Ling Wuxin summoned the three of them.

The five people made a detailed arrangement, and after discussing the division of labor for each person, Wuxin took people down to prepare things, while Ruan Youqing half-reclined on the chair to close his eyes and take a nap.

She needs to recharge her batteries and prepare for the night's action. The reason why I don't eat too much is to maintain a high degree of concentration. Because she will not easily get sleepy only when she is hungry.

After all, the time Ruan Youqing chose was Zishi, and at that time, it was the time when people were most likely to get sleepy. Especially her, who is more prone to sleepiness than ordinary people.

It's just that when she closed her eyes and was full of thoughts, she couldn't help...remembering her previous life...

The Ruan family hasn't had any accidents yet, Li Yi has just ascended the throne not long ago...

Because of the new emperor's accession to the throne, several countries around Ningguo began to move around.

Although the Jie people outside Changzhou City were guarded by her father, those people did not dare to cross the border. However, in other parts of Ningguo, there are also some small countries that are eager to provoke other small border towns in Ningguo.

At that time, the Ruan family had no time to take care of many things, so Ruan Youqing could only bite the bullet and prepare to personally lead troops to suppress it.

And Yu Xie asked him to stay by Li Yi's side.

Before he left, Li Yi hugged her in his arms, and kept telling her in a very guilty tone that he was sorry for her, and that he would make her his queen after the country was stabilized.

Ruan Youqing at that time just smiled.

She doesn't really care about being a queen or not, she just wants to stay with the person she likes for a lifetime.

With the mentality of making a quick decision, Ruan Youqing wore a mask and started her way of leading troops alone.

Because those soldiers were not from the Ruan family army, most people were not convinced by this petite leader who suddenly appeared.

So, Ruan Youqing could only use force to temporarily convince those who took the lead in protesting.

It's just that she suffered a lot of injuries at that time.

Hindering her gender, she could only hide silently in her tent and learn to bandage her own wounds.

When she broke into the enemy camp alone to rescue several captains who recklessly attacked the enemy, she was seriously injured.

From then on, she truly won the surrender of those soldiers.

In just two years, she led this group of soldiers through Ningguo's Gobi Desert, swamps, and forests full of miasma and ferocious beasts.

She used to be delicate, because she had to learn many things that she didn't know.

In order to lead a sneak attack, he forced himself to learn how to swim in water within a month; in order to hide his tracks, he buried himself in a mud pond full of decaying smell for two full days; She takes good care of her nails; in order to survive in the desert, she even drank water with floating animal carcasses.

She never mentioned these things to Li Yi.

The soldiers who traveled with her once praised her as a tough "man". Because of these things, only by taking the lead can she inspire her soldiers better.

Everything...is just to calm the turbulent situation for Li Yi as soon as possible.

In the end, after she returned to Beijing triumphantly covered in injuries, what she got was the news of Li Yili's empress...

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Unknowingly, she recalled so many bitter memories.

At that time, she was so stupid.

Ruan Youqing opened his eyes suddenly, with a self-deprecating smile on his face.

I thought that all I paid was cloud and smoke.

As a result, she was reborn and came back, and she gradually discovered that the ordeals she had experienced had penetrated deeply into her soul.

So, when she went to learn something again, her body unexpectedly had some reflexive memories.

For example, after throwing her who can't swim into the water, she won't struggle as hard as a normal person. Instead, she relaxed her body calmly and slowly found the skill of Fushui.

For example, when she was climbing a steep rockery in Ruan Mansion, her hands and feet could always find the best fulcrum for her with extremely coordinated and balanced balance.

Because of these, Ruan Youqing has the confidence to ford the river and climb the cliff.

She didn't stop touching it because it was a painful memory from her previous life. On the contrary, as her body allowed, she almost relearned a lot.

Suddenly let go of some things, because the suffering she suffered in the previous life has become the light that illuminates the future path.

However, Li Yi and Rong Yan are still the darkest and filthiest.

The sleepiness dissipated in an instant because of the memories, Ruan Youqing walked to the river again, staring at the river in a daze.

It's been less than a day since we parted with Gu Changan, and she actually... misses him a little...

Stretching out his hand to touch his somewhat hot face, Ruan Youqing silently scolded himself for being worthless.

At this moment, there was some movement on the bridge she was guarding.

When she looked over, she saw a little boy about six or seven years old wandering in the middle of the bridge.

Ruan Youqing frowned. Is this... repeating the old trick?

Sneered coldly, Ruan Youqing told Wuxin who had heard the news to tell the soldiers by the river not to act rashly, and then turned around and went back to the camp.

Not long after she sat down, Wu Xin opened the curtain and walked in.

"What's wrong?" Ruan Youqing only looked up at him lazily, then lowered his head to draw something.

Seeing this, Wu Xin said, "Miss, aren't you worried...the other party will hurt innocent people?"

He knew what happened to Ruan Lingjun, but seeing such an innocent and poor child walking aimlessly on the bridge, he was still a little uneasy.

Ruan Youqing just said lightly: "Isn't that the people of Ningguo?"

Wuxin paused, and then said: "Look at that child, he should be from Nanting."

「Since you are from Nanting, what are you worried about?」

"What if they are worse than beasts and hurt innocent people in order to achieve their own dirty goals? We... have to sit by and do nothing?" Wu Xin clenched her fists, her tone a little impatient.

After hearing this, Ruan Youqing just sighed softly: "Wuxin, as I just said, they are from Nanting. If they don't care about the lives of their own people in order to achieve their own goals, then they don't need us to do it, Nanting The people here were the first ones who were unwilling. What happened to my brother was an accident. It is impossible for the people of Nanting to despise the lives of ordinary people so much.”

"But..." Wuxin continued to frown.

「How was the kid before you came in?」

"Hmm... Seeing that there was no movement from our side, a woman dressed as a woman carefully led the child back."

"In this case, what are you... struggling with? Or do you think... I am cold and heartless?"

Wuxin immediately bowed his head: "Subordinates dare not!"

Ruan Youqing continued with a solemn expression:

"It has nothing to do with whether you dare or not. You must know that there is no room for soft hearts on the battlefield. If you are soft hearted, it is the people you protect who will suffer. If the child is really pushed out by someone who doesn't care about life or death, he will be condemned in his heart." Yes, it should be them. If we regress because of this or something, it will only encourage them to treat the people as worthless. But... No matter how arrogant the people of Nanting are, they cannot be fools. Unless, they want to subjugate the country quickly. Because anyone in power must know how to keep the hearts of the people.”

(end of this chapter)