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With these words, ye Bing saw that I didn't answer, so she hung up directly.

I know that she gave me time to think, and I also know that after what happened just now, I really misunderstood Zhao Xue, so after the phone hung up, I didn't know how to face Zhao Xue.

After all, my attitude just now is very firm. Now that I've been beaten in the face, I naturally feel that I can't hang on to my face.

"Zhang Shan, now my innocence has been proved. Does what you just said count?"

Zhao Xue saw that I didn't speak all the time. She asked anxiously.

"Which sentence?"

Although I know what Zhao Xue asked, I still asked her.

"That is, if I promise to divorce you, you will help Zhao Qiang. If you are willing now, tomorrow or this afternoon, I can go through the divorce procedures with you. I can also ask you to do your best without any money for my property."

Zhao Xue looked at me and said firmly again.

"It's worth it to you for this man?"

I know Zhao Xue has decided, but I'm not willing to ask.

As I just asked her, in her heart, I'm better than Zhao Qiang. I don't have any other meaning. I just want to let myself die completely and don't have any more illusions about Zhao Xue. Even if it's a friend's illusions, it's better not to have them.

"It's not a question of whether it's worth it or not, it's a question of whether I have to do it because I'm forced to do it."

Zhao Xue looked at me and answered in a deep voice, but there was a trace of helplessness on her face.

After hearing this, I immediately understood that Zhao Xue's parents forced her to do so. After all, Zhao Qiang is the only son in Zhao's family. If there is an accident, Zhao's family will be dead. Although I know that my parents are also thinking this way, I can see the essence of human nature through this sentence.

Zhao Xue didn't want to, but she had to.

For nothing else, just because she was born a daughter, so in the eyes of the older generation, she is not qualified to carry on the family line, so Zhao Xue would have said on the phone that she had been forced to have no way, so thinking of this, I don't want to say anything more.

After all, I know this is the best, so I don't want anything.

Now that we have decided to be soft hearted again, let's make it clear at one time.

"I can agree to divorce conditions, but just now you have heard that this matter has been taken care of. The most I can do is not to hand over the evidence in my hand, and help Zhao Qiang plead for mercy. But even so, with the crimes he has committed now, it can only reduce the punishment for a few years. You can think about it."

"Is there really no other way? Can't you find Xia Jun? "

Zhao Xue couldn't seem to accept the result, so she didn't want to ask me.

"One thing I don't think you know is that Xia Jun has nothing to do with my being framed this time. The woman I just called saved me. She said that. How much do you think Zhao Qiang can come out? I know it's hard for you, but there are some things I can't control. "

I looked at her, sighed and explained.

Zhao Xue is silent. I know her silence is because she has not finished her task today, but I feel a little lucky. After all, it's not that I don't help her, but that I have no way to help her. So when Zhao Qiang gets punished, I can get rid of her. This is undoubtedly good news for me.

But now I'm not sure if Zhao Xue will agree. After all, in recent years, it's almost the same.

Next let me did not expect, Zhao Xue considered for some time, actually really nodded to me.

"I can promise you the conditions, just ask you to do your best in this matter. This is the last time we have been married for such a long time. It's also my last wish before the divorce. I hope you can help me finish it. As long as you do it, I promise I won't bother you any more. Are you optimistic?"

I did not speak, but carefully staring at Zhao Xue.

"After divorce, you will never be with me again, and you will never have a chance to make up. I hope you can think about it and give me an answer, because I don't want you to threaten me again after divorce. This is not the result I want, so I only ask you this time."

The reason why I say this is that I'm afraid that Zhao Xue doesn't really divorce me, but uses Zhao Qiang's business to perfunctory me.

With the previous experience, I have to ask clearly this time.

"You're right. I really want to make up with you, but I know you don't want to. Even if you promised me not to divorce before, it's just delaying me. Since I have to leave sooner or later, plus this kind of thing, why don't I let go now? At least it can make you relax and let you read me one last time."

Hearing what I said, Zhao Xue immediately replied.

"OK, since you've decided, I'll meet with the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow morning. The property can be given to you according to what I said. After all, with the money, you can live well even if you don't do anything for the rest of your life."Hearing Zhao Xue's affirmation, I didn't hesitate any more and directly expressed my thoughts in my heart.

I love her, but I don't want her to have a bad life, especially when she insisted on telling me that she didn't betray me when I doubted her. With this, I deserve to give her the promise before. Of course, this promise is also the performance of all guilt and make up for her in my heart.

After all, with these, I can really put Zhao Xue down and start my new life.

"Zhang Shan, why are you so heartless?"

Just when I was relieved, Zhao Xue suddenly asked me.

"How do you say that? When did I lose my heart again? "

I was a little surprised and asked.

"You should give me this money to make up for your guilt. I know that you have done nothing wrong, and even I have to thank you, but have you decided not to see me again after the divorce?"

Zhao Xue looked at me and said.

Obviously, she also thought of what I just thought, but she misunderstood me.

"I didn't say that, so I didn't plan to do it. I said that I just want to give you money to make your life better. As for guilt, there are some, but I just don't want you to leave me. After all, you have been with me for such a long time. I have to leave something for you. Even if it's just money, I hope you can accept it."

Hearing my words, Zhao Xue was silent, but then she burst into tears.

I know she is very sad now, but I know that at this time I can't comfort her as before, because I know that Zhao Xue is making a decision at the critical moment, I dare not give her any more hope, so next I just calmly look at her, until her tears stop.

"I thought you would comfort me. Now it seems that you really don't love me."

Zhao Xue took the tissue I gave her, shook her head at me and said.

"I told you before that our relationship has passed, but you've been sticking to it for so long. In fact, you should be more open about it. After all, it's normal to get divorced these days. Besides, you don't have any children. Divorce has no effect on you, so there's nothing to be nostalgic about."

I looked at Zhao Xuequan and said, after all, her mood at this time is very unstable.

"If we have children now, will you consider not divorcing me?"

Zhao Xue did not answer me, but asked me.

Hearing this, I was slightly surprised, and then I thought about ye Chaofan. Just as I thought so, I suddenly realized that I had been separated from her for such a long time, and I had never been in the same bed at all, so it was impossible for me to be pregnant. If she could say that now, she should be just unwilling.

So I think of this, my heart can not help but slightly put down.

"No, because we are the two of us, not with children, so even if I have children, I will not continue to live with you. On the one hand, it is irresponsible to us, and on the other hand, it is irresponsible to this innocent child. But at that time, I will respect your opinion. You or I can have the child, and I will be responsible for him to the end."

This is what I want to say to Zhao Xue.

As I said, if two people have no feelings, even if they have children, they can only entangle for a period of time at most. In my previous personality, I may choose to endure for the sake of children, but now I will not, especially after experiencing Ye Chaofan's things.

After all, children are children and I am myself. It's not that I don't have love, but that I don't want my children to suffer.

I can say so also in order to let Zhao Xue dispel the heart is not reconciled, after all, only she really open, I can rest assured, in order to live in the days after a clear conscience.

Next, Zhao Xue did not say anything more, but shed tears again.

This time, I handed him a tissue as I had just done. I knew that this was her last struggle, so I just sat opposite her and looked at her quietly, and didn't care about other people's surprise.

After all, we have nothing to do with other people.

Finally, after more than ten minutes of silence, Zhao Xue stopped crying and made a decision at the same time.

"In this case, I won't say anything any more. Let's have a meal, because this may be the last time for both of us. After dinner, I'll go directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau in the afternoon. The time is just right. I've got everything ready. You just need to take your household registration and ID card."

I was surprised to hear that, because I didn't expect her decision to be so quick.

"You were ready for a divorce before you came?"

"I'm not ready. I know that you will definitely divorce me today, so I brought my certificate directly. You don't have to be surprised or feel sorry for me. You've done the best for me. After all, I'm sorry for you!"

Zhao Xue shakes her head and says decisively.