After listening to me, Xia Jun was silent.
My purpose of doing this is to worry about Zhao Xue's psychological problems in the future. If I can reserve some experts in advance, I can get the way in time for any situation. But now I'm not happy to hear Xia Jun's silence.
It's clear that he has been trading with Zhao Xue for such a long time, even if he has no feelings, at least he has a little sympathy. But now Xia Jun's state makes me very unhappy, and I don't want to worry about this guy's silence, so I'm ready to speak.
"Since you don't want to help, forget it!"
With that, I was ready to hang up, but Xia Jun spoke at this time.
"It's not that I don't want to help, it's just that I don't think it's better to find any experts to help her. Although I've been with Zhao Xue for a long time these years, I know that she always has you in her heart, especially when you find out about us. It's OK at first, but later it's like a changed person, so it's not as effective as you to come here!"
I was silent, because I knew what Xia Jun meant, but I didn't expect that he was embarrassed because of this.
Although I know that it's really better for me to take part in this event than those so-called experts, I can't be around Zhao Xue for 24 hours, not to deal with Zhao Tianyang. Next, I'll go to Xiangjiang to attend the marriage ceremony and deal with Xia Xiaofei's subsequent affairs in these two days.
These things must be done by me, especially for Xia Xiaofei. I am more responsible for her safety.
Then I didn't talk to Xia Jun any more. After all, he had no way, so I didn't plan to embarrass him.
Just hang up the phone, but I began to make trouble, because I don't know what kind of state to face Zhao Xue when I go back later. We are divorced now, which means there is no relationship. If it wasn't for Zhao Tianyang, I think Zhao Xue would have left here long ago, but now she can't go.
Although seeing Zhao Xue's pain, I feel bad, but I know that because of the summer rain, I can't go too close to her, even if Zhao Xue is injured, I can't go back to the past with Zhao Xue.
After all, we are all over. Even if we barely get back together, I will never be the same again. So I have a headache when I think about it. If this can be done again, I would rather hurt myself. After all, I will feel better.
Little by little, until the taxi driver took me to the hospital, my heart was still tangled.
Back to the hospital, came to the ward, Xia Yu saw that although I was surprised, but still immediately shook his head toward me, and pointed to Zhao Xue who had fallen asleep, and got up to pull me out of the ward.
After going out, we came to a place where there were few people. Xia Yu began to explain.
"Zhao Xuegang just fell asleep and didn't drink a mouthful of water. The doctor said it couldn't work like this. Because he didn't know when you would come back, he advised her to go to bed. When you went in, you must have a better attitude. Don't let her feel that you resisted her, because in the current situation, only you can save her."
I was surprised again when I heard Xia Yu's words.
What surprised me was not Zhao Xue's refusal to drink water, but Xia Yu's attitude.
If I had been worried about Xia Yu's mind on the road just now, I would know from her current meaning that the worry just now was a bit superfluous, but even so, I still intend to make it clear to her. After all, I don't want to alienate this woman because of Zhao Xue's affair, so I thought about it and began to speak.
"I know how to do it, but I don't want to do it. If Zhao Xue and I didn't divorce today and there were not so many things happening, I would do it even if you didn't say it. But now it's different. I have a girlfriend and I don't want her to misunderstand me. That's why I say it."
"Zhang Shan, I know what you mean and what you are worried about. I said that if you are your woman in this life, it will not change. Even if you really like other women, I won't blame you. What's more, it's such a dangerous thing now, so I hope you can bear it like a man and don't let me down, OK?"
Xia Yu shook his head at me and said firmly.
"But..."
Originally I wanted to say that it would hurt you, but I didn't expect that Xia Yu would interrupt me directly.
"I'm not aggrieved. Really, as a woman, I can understand Zhao Xue's feelings, so I hope you do this, because only when you do this, can I feel your love and righteousness, because the more you are like this, the more I feel that you are a good man, so I hope you don't hesitate, OK?"
Seeing the expectation on Xia Yu's face, I know that I have to do it.
Although Xia Yu said that she was ok, I knew that she would mind. After all, if I didn't have these things, she would be watching TV at home with me in her arms on the sofa, but now she would be guarding an irrelevant woman in the hospital full of disinfectant, so my guilt suddenly appeared.
Because of the guilt of summer rain, so I will gently embrace her in my arms.I didn't speak. I just hugged the woman in my arms tightly. After a long time, I let it go.
"Well, I know what you're thinking. Don't say anything. I understand. Now I'm going to buy you dinner, but you haven't eaten either. Go back first and try to let her eat today, so that she may be better tomorrow."
Summer rain see my face guilt, quickly said with a smile.
I didn't refuse her request, but directly went back to the ward after nodding, because I don't want to disappoint Xia Yu, so my next task is to persuade Zhao Xue, but I didn't expect that as soon as I went back, Zhao Xue opened her eyes.
"Did you just fall asleep?"
Back in front of the hospital bed, I looked at Zhao Xue and asked tentatively.
Zhao Xue did not speak, just staring at me, see her so I immediately know that she did not sleep, the reason why closed her eyes should be afraid of summer rain worry, so think of this, I do not Yo sigh.
"I just went to find Zhao Tianyang. The person who hurt you before was also caught by me. Your parents have come home safely. Although I know it hurts you a lot, I hope you can face it firmly. After all, we are all worried about you, so you must cheer up, OK?"
I watched Zhao Xue speak to persuade her, hope she can understand what I mean.
I just didn't expect that after listening to Zhao Xue, she moved her lips and said something, but I didn't hear it clearly.
"What did you say?"
As I spoke, I leaned down to inquire.
"What's the matter with me?"
Zhao Xue repeated what she had just said in a weak voice.
I thought I was ready when I came in, but her hoarse voice made me feel no pain.
"You're OK. Just rest here for a few days. Don't worry about anything else."
In order not to let Zhao Xue worry, I didn't say anything about drug addiction.
It's not that I don't want to say it, but I think what happened to Zhao Xue today. I'm afraid she can't bear to say it. Originally, my intention was good, but I didn't expect that Zhao Xue shook her head slightly at me.
"Drugs!"
"You know that?"
I was surprised to see Zhao Xue asked, but also began to worry.
Zhao Xue didn't speak, but I can see from the expression on her face that she should have known about it. Although it's a bit unexpected, I think it's a bad thing. After all, Zhao Xue is still rational now, so I'm ready to persuade her.
"Zhao Xue, although this drug addiction is harmful, the doctor said that you can persist in the past few days, and it won't be a big problem in the future. In the future, I will accompany you like today until you fully recover, so I hope you can cooperate with me. After all, only in this way can I feel less guilty."
"You're right, I'm wrong!"
When Zhao Xue heard my words, she shook her head again and said so stubbornly.
"It's not you who are wrong, but Zhao Tianyang. I'll help you deal with this. You should take good care of your illness here. You should eat and drink water. If you die like this, the happiest person is Zhao Tianyang. So in order not to let him succeed, you must cheer up, you know?"
I shook my head at Zhao Xue and explained again.
"I'm sorry!"
Zhao Xue ignored my advice and continued to apologize to me.
"There's nothing to be sorry about. Didn't I say that? It's not your fault at all. I didn't understand the situation before. I may have a bad attitude towards you, but that's not my sincere intention, so I hope you don't worry about it. After all, the past is gone, and it's useless. Now I just hope you get better as soon as possible. "
I looked pale, Zhao Xue shook her head again, and then soft voice persuasion.
Although I didn't completely put down the things before Zhao Xue in my heart, I know it's not the same thing as before, so now I can only try my best to make her better. After all, only in this way can my guilt dissipate and my life recover.
Next Zhao Xue didn't say anything more, just looked at me stubbornly.
I know that she also has guilt in my heart now, so next I didn't do anything, so I talked to her next to her, although I said some trivial things, but Zhao Xue with my persuasion, the state is gradually better, and not only promised me to drink water, but also promised to drink some porridge.
I thought that this woman would be like this after Xia Yu came back, but I didn't expect that when she saw Xia Yu, the relief just rising on her face would fade down, so that when she was seen by Xia Yu, she quickly found two excuses to go out.
Seeing this, I couldn't help sighing in my heart, and then continued to feed Zhao Xue porridge.