In this way, I can't help waiting for ye Chaofan to speak.
I thought that this woman would speak to me after a minute or two of silence, but I didn't expect that she didn't mean to speak after five minutes. I was worried, but I still didn't dare to speak. After all, if ye Chaofan chose to give up because of my interruption, I would lose more than I gain, so I have to bear it now.
Knowing that ye Chaofan seemed to be hesitating, I was ready to wait for a long time, but I didn't expect that ye Chaofan spoke at this time. In a word, I understood the crux of the problem.
"My mother used to be Uncle Li's woman."
Although I was surprised to hear this, what I didn't expect was that the topic would be so hot.
Although I had doubted and thought about this before, I really didn't expect that Uncle Li would do such a thing. So when I thought of this, I was surprised and said, "although I don't know the specific reason, I'd be happy to be a listener if you are willing to tell me."
Because my purpose is to know what happened in those years, so I'm saying this now to make ye Chaofan open his mouth.
After all, only when she speaks, can I understand why all this is. Only when she is willing to speak out, can she put down her prejudice. Therefore, thinking of this, I can't help looking forward to Ye Chaofan.
"At the beginning, I didn't know about it, because at that time I was young and didn't know about my feelings. It was just a chance. When I saw the two of them in the room, I realized that the uncle who had been very good to me was also a bad man."
Ye Chaofan did not answer me, but looked at the direction of the racecourse and said to himself.
"How old were you then?"
Although I know that ye Chaofan is willing to open his heart, I asked deliberately in order to make sure that she would continue to speak.
"Five or six years old, I can't remember clearly at that time. It should be this age. At that time, I was very curious when I saw them, because I didn't know what they were doing when I was young. Later, when I grew up a little, I understood what it was about."
Ye Chaofan looked at me and recalled.
"And then you hate him for that?"
I was surprised and asked.
Because I didn't expect it to be like this. Although I don't know how Uncle Li had a relationship with Ye Chaofan's mother in those years, I understand that this kind of thing is undoubtedly a heavy blow to young Ye Chaofan. So when I think of this, I can understand why she had so many prejudices about Uncle Li before.
After all, no matter who it is, no one will forgive each other so easily.
"No, although I did hate him when I understood later, I didn't hate him when I knew that my mother was willing. Although they did wrong and were despised, at least they loved each other and had feelings, so I didn't hate him because of this even though I felt uncomfortable."
Ye Chaofan shook his head at me and explained.
Hearing this, I couldn't help being surprised again, because I didn't expect this woman to be so generous.
Although what she said now has proved that what I just thought is wrong, I know that the more so, the more worried I should be.
After all, the hatred generated by the situation just now should not be big. If it is not for this, it means that there are more things she hates later. Therefore, thinking of this, I can't help worrying.
"After that, a lot of things happened?"
"Later, I grew up and thought that this uncle would marry my mother, but I didn't expect that I saw this uncle less and less times. At first, it was several times a month, then once a few months. Finally, when I was about to grow up, I never saw this uncle again until my mother died."
Ye Chaofan did not pay attention to me, but continued to talk about the past.
Although I once knew something about this woman from Wu Ruoqi when I met her, what I knew at that time was all about her father. As for her mother, I really didn't know. I thought that for people like her father, women should be unimportant.
After all, this woman's character is more like her father, so I have never cared about her mother.
If ye Chaofan didn't take the initiative to mention it today, I'm afraid I never knew that Uncle Li had such a relationship with her mother.
But now her words shocked me, so next I asked, "death? What's the matter? You were only a teenager at that time. Your mother should have been in that year, right? Is there something wrong with it? "
"The cause of her death was not illness, but the man."
Ye Chaofan still looked at the racecourse, but when he answered, there was a strong hatred in his voice.
Although her answer was only a short sentence, I immediately understood the main reason, so next I hesitated in my heart and decided to ask carefully. After all, only in this way can ye Chaofan tell the story."Tell me how they got to know each other. Maybe there are some special reasons."
Ye Chaofan listened to me and turned to look at me. When she saw that I was serious, she suddenly got angry.
"What's the reason? Do you know that my mother tears all day long in order to wait for him to come back? Do you know how hard he is? When this silly woman fell in love with him, he didn't hear from him directly. Originally, I thought that they would end and this woman would die. But I didn't expect that the last news completely defeated her last defense line. "
See ye Chaofan angry, although I don't understand why she should be like this, but after listening to her words, I was silent.
Although I don't know what happened in that year, I can feel the sadness of Ye Chaofan's mother as a victim. After all, this kind of feeling is like being abandoned, which is very painful. In addition to the mysterious news later, it is estimated that this may be the reason that led to the final tragedy.
So in order to find out the mysterious news, I asked, "what's the news?"
"The news of his marriage!"
Ye Chaofan looked at me and said.
Hearing her words, I was stunned. Although I had a premonition in my heart just now, I didn't think it was really this.
Let's not talk about the reason why Uncle Li did this in those years, but just talk about it. I think uncle Li did it very badly. After all, he was abusive and even heartless. Although I know that he may feel guilty about it now, I don't think uncle Li should do it anyway.
After all, Uncle Li feels very kind to me. He should not be able to do such a thing. Although Ye Chaofan's narration and Uncle Li's guilt indirectly prove that it is true, I still want to believe that there is something I don't know about it.
So thinking of this, I can't help but carefully say again: "what happened later? Why did she die? "
"Because of this man's heartlessness, she finally couldn't think of committing suicide."
"Suicide?"
I was stunned and asked in surprise.
Originally, I thought that the cause of Ye Chaofan's mother's death was melancholy. After all, she was abandoned by her beloved and married by someone she loved. So melancholy is the most important thing to happen. I didn't expect her mother to be so extreme.
Thinking of this, I can't help sympathizing with Ye Chaofan.
Because she grew up in that kind of environment, it's not easy for her to have the present temperament, so I can understand why this woman can take charge of herself quickly and casually. It turns out that the main reason here is her mother.
"Originally, she didn't have to die. After all, it's not a bad thing to be abandoned. But at this critical moment, the news made her last defense line collapse, so she just left me without me knowing. Do you think I should hate them?"
Ye Chaofan's face showed determination again, and asked me in a cold voice.
Although I don't think it's wrong for her to do so, I'm curious about her last question.
"What do you mean to hate them? Do you hate your mother, too? "
"Yes, I hate her for leaving me when I need her most, but I hate the man who killed my mother more."
Ye Chaofan did not have any hesitation, answered directly and indifferently.
Although I feel that she is a bit extreme, I can understand why she is.
After all, her mother was a bit extreme at that time, and it can be seen from this incident that ye Chaofan had a lot of prejudices against her mother. Although I'm not good at commenting on the right and wrong of this incident, I think some things passed away.
So thinking of this, I couldn't help persuading her: "in fact, I think you should understand her. After all, she is relieved, and she has done what she should do for this man. Although it's extreme, it's nothing wrong, so it's not good to let it go."
"I know you want to persuade me. I once advised myself. Originally, I thought it would be over. I would never see that man again, but he came back to me. At that time, he was very sad to see the news of my mother's death, so my hatred could not help but come out, and then continued to the present."
When ye Chaofan said this, he was not excited as I imagined, but calm.
Although I was surprised at her calmness, I didn't say anything when I thought that it was not a bad thing, because anyway, if ye Chaofan could say these things, it means that she was almost relieved. This can be seen from her attitude towards Uncle Li, but I don't know why she was like this.