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After I got drunk, I had no intuition, and I didn't know how to go back. I only knew that when I woke up the next day, the bed was in a mess. Of course, my head hurt, but Xia Xiaofei didn't wake me up today. I couldn't help looking at the room and yelling.

"Xiaofei, Xiaofei, why don't you wake me up and pour me some water? I'm so thirsty. Hurry up."

I thought that after saying this, the little girl would respond to me, but I didn't expect that no one would talk to me for a long time.

I know this girl is going to play again, so I didn't continue to shout. Instead, I got up from the bed and found the water. After drinking for a while, I felt more happy. I just felt happy. But I was not surprised.

I'm not surprised because Xia Xiaofei is not here anymore, but because I had a dream after I got drunk last night.

This dream is very strange. I dreamed of falling with a beautiful woman. I had such a dream before, but the strange thing is that I heard Xia Xiaofei's voice in my dream, and even saw her tears. That's why I felt this way.

But strange to be strange, I still didn't care, but went out directly, and then found Ye Chaofan and angel.

I thought there would always be one of these two women. But after a round of searching, I not only didn't find them, but also learned that they were the same woman who went out together. Just when I thought they were three going out shopping, ye Chaofan and angel came back. Seeing them coming back, I was naturally happy, but I was not surprised.

"What did you just do? And why didn't the little girl come back with you?"

Hearing what I said, ye Chaofan looked at me and didn't speak. He just went to the sofa in the living room and sat down.

Although angel has the desire to speak, she also looks like she wants to talk and stops. For a moment, I can't help worrying.

"What's the matter with you? Is there any danger for the little girl? Where is she, you say."

Hearing my worry, ye Chaofan still didn't speak. Angel said to me, "she's gone."

I was stunned, and subconsciously asked: "gone? what do you mean? You have to be clear. "

"Don't you always want her to go abroad? She went straight away this morning. We just went out to see her off. "

When Angel heard my question, he answered immediately, only with some sadness in his words.

"Why did she leave all of a sudden? Didn't she mean to go with me? Now what's going on? Do you know something in advance? Tell me, or I'll never give up. "

I don't know why Xia Xiaofei suddenly left, I only know that she left, my heart suddenly became empty.

I don't know why I have this feeling. After all, I have made countless preparations before, but now I understand that this little girl is so important to me. For the first time, I really tasted the taste of parting. For a moment, I had mixed feelings and stood at a loss.

"Just yesterday, when we came back, the little girl suddenly found us and discussed with us about leaving. She knew that you wanted her to go abroad. Although she was reluctant, she decided to listen to your opinions.

Angel saw my pain, she seems to have some heart, but finally she explained to me.

"So, yesterday you asked to drink, in fact, is deliberate, is to see off the little girl's wine?"

I was stunned, and then guessed.

"Yes."

Angel didn't deny it. After answering, she said to me, "in fact, Xiaofei really likes you. I didn't believe it until yesterday, but I realized that she has no less feelings for you than your girlfriend now. So when she comes back, I hope you can take good care of her."

I didn't answer her, because at the moment my mind is full of Xia Xiaofei.

I suddenly moved, and ran out like crazy, for nothing else, I just want to have a last look at this little girl, I want to ask her why she didn't see me for the last time and why she didn't wake me up in the morning.

"Zhang Shan, what are you doing? She's gone, morning flight

I didn't pay attention to her, but when I heard her last words, I was stunned, because I knew that Xia Xiaofei had really left. Even if I got to the airport, I would never see Xia Xiaofei again. So I was angry, looked back at angel and asked, "why didn't you call me in the morning? Do you know how much I care about her? Why? "

I'm angry, angry why they don't even give me the last chance to see the little girl off.

Although I do have some irrationality now, I just want to vent now, and I'm not happy in my heart.

I thought angel would answer me next, but I didn't expect Ye Chaofan to speak at this time.

"That's what she means. She's afraid that you can't help but feel sad when you send her. She doesn't know her tears when she leaves. She's afraid to see you. She won't leave hard. She's afraid that you will be embarrassed, so she doesn't call you. Do you understand?"

I don't speak, because ye Chaofan's words are in my heart.I know that Xia Xiaofei is afraid that I will be sad, so I know that she is afraid of the pain of parting, so thinking of this, I calm down, because I understand the purpose of the little girl, so I know that no matter how it goes on, there will be no result. After all, if she goes away, she will go away, and she will not disappear forever.

Think of this, I shook my head in relief, immediately ready to go back, but at this time, I suddenly think of that dream.

"Where did the little girl sleep yesterday? How did I get back? "

Originally, I just asked casually, but I didn't expect that angel and ye Chaofan were silent.

So I was surprised and watched them look at me with complicated eyes, so I immediately thought of something. Then, without waiting for angel to be surprised again, I ran back to the room crazily, and then lifted the quilt of the bed. Sure enough, I saw a dazzling blood red mark on it.

"It's not a dream!"

I made a judgment for the first time and understood that yesterday's ecstatic dream actually happened.

Although I know that this result surprised me, I understand that I can accept it if it happens to anyone, but it happened to Xia Xiaofei, whom I least want to see, so my mind is very complicated at this moment.

Although I understand this fact, but I also know that yesterday little girl let me drink for this purpose.

I don't know what to do. Although the little girl urged me to take her, I never took it seriously, because I always had a problem in my heart. I thought that if such a thing happened, I would definitely not accept it. But now I know that this kind of thing is not unacceptable.

I know that the little girl likes me, she is more representative of her feelings for me.

Especially Ye Chaofan's words, she was afraid that I would be sad when I left, so she didn't choose to leave me in a positive way. Instead, she used the most suitable way she thought. But she didn't know that the more she was like this, the more I felt reluctant.

I don't know why, and it's just because of this that I can't give up. I suddenly let go of the little girl's feelings.

This kind of relief is not simply to open up, I know now I really accept the feelings of a little girl, so after I feel uncomfortable, I smile again, because I know this is a little girl, this is the little witch I knew at that time.

Unconsciously, I remember from the first meeting with this little girl to last night.

The plots of these scenes have been shown in my mind like movies. I thought it would be more sad for me, but I didn't, because I found that my heart was very calm. Although I didn't know where the calm came from, I understood that it was impossible for me to let go of little girls in my life.

Think of this, I followed the smile, but this time the smile is bitter.

I thought that after the bitter smile, I should be relieved, because anyway, the little girl's problem was finally solved. According to the truth, I should not be sad any more, but at this time, I read a letter on the desk at the head of the bed.

Seeing this letter, I immediately picked it up, because I knew it should be left by the little girl.

Thinking of this, I immediately opened the envelope and read it carefully.

"Brother Shan, when you see this letter, I should have been on the plane to the other side of the ocean. First of all, please forgive me for saying goodbye to you in this way, because I'm afraid I will cry, because I'm afraid I can't leave because I'm afraid to see you. Secondly, I'd like to apologize to you, because I didn't leave according to the destination you gave me before, so I chose to leave In a city I like, I will learn to be independent there, and I will also learn to take care of myself, so don't worry, brother Shan. "

"And, brother Shan, do you know? This time, I still want to apologize to you, but this apology is also my love. I choose this way to give myself to you, and I don't regret it at all, because I know that you will never take the initiative to me. Maybe sometimes, I will let you worry, but not now, or in the next few years, because your little girl has gone in the whole weather From now on, she will learn to grow up and grow up like you like! "

The next extreme words are also apologies, but some apologies to Xia Yu, some apologies to angel and ye Chaofan. Although I know this girl has really grown up, I feel more reluctant.

After reading these, the little girl again brought the matter to me, but in the end, she apologized and confessed.

There are not many words to express, but a few have deeply touched my heart.

"Brother Shan, I love you and miss you too. You wait. One day, I'll come back to you. I love you, Phil!"