The decision I made was nothing else but to leave here.
Because what Zhao Xuegang has just said has crossed my bottom line. Although I am willing to help her, I will feel guilty after I leave, but I can't let her insult me like this. After all, there is a saying that you should not blame others for your own death. Now Zhao Xue is in such a state that you can't get oil and salt.
"Do you have a good fight? If not, you can continue until you have a good time. "
Zhao Xue saw that I was so angry that she trembled. Instead of flinching, she continued to ask me.
Although hearing this, I wanted me to beat her again, but I didn't start, because I knew that beating was not the way at all, because even if I had a good time, Zhao Xue couldn't think of it, I still had no way, so I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
I don't mean to admit defeat, but I really don't want to take care of Zhao Xue.
Because of a deep breath, my mood almost recovered, so I looked directly at Zhao Xue and opened my mouth.
"Zhao Xue, although I don't know why you want to do this, my patience is very limited. Today I came to you for fear that you would be controlled by Zhao Tianyang. But now it seems that the situation is worse than being controlled by Zhao Tianyang. I don't know why you choose to do this, but I know what I should do has been done for you. Maybe I will be sad, but I won't be ashamed of you any more I'm sorry. "
When Zhao Xue heard me, she was moved.
Just moved to moved, I see her face ungrateful way to know that this thing is worse than I imagined.
Although I don't know why Zhao Xue drove me away, I know that there must be Zhao Xue's own will.
Just like now, after listening to me, although she had a complicated expression on her face, she said that she was driving me to the place.
"Have you finished? When you're done, you can go! "
For Zhao Xue's hurtful words, although I have made preparations in my heart, I still feel sad. After all, Zhao Xue and I have been husband and wife for several years, and our fate is exhausted. If we are just passers-by, then I may be able to accept it. But now looking at Zhao Xue, who is like her enemy, I really can't accept it.
Because it's different from what I imagined, I want Zhao Xue to live a good life and put down this relationship, but now it seems that I definitely think too much, although I can't change her, but I can change myself. If I still feel guilty for Zhao Xue before, then I feel that my guilt is gradually decreasing after this day.
I don't know if my guilt will disappear one day. I only know that Zhao Xue is really going to be the past.
Thinking of this, I didn't say anything to Zhao Xue any more. I just gave her a deep look and then said, "you Take care of yourself
With that, I didn't wait for Zhao Xue to answer, but turned around and walked towards the door.
Dahei saw that I was gone, and then he followed me, but he didn't say a word in the whole process. Maybe in his eyes, the quarrel between Zhao Xue and me is that two ants are fighting. He won't care, but he will just watch. Although I don't know if Dahei thinks so, I really admire Dahei's state.
No one else is important except my sister.
If it's possible, I really hope to become like Da Hei, but I know it's impossible.
Think of this, I just walked to the door, I stopped, I do not want to let Zhao Xue detain me, but want to have a look here, because it is very likely that this time I leave, I really will not come back, I can be regarded as a memory of the past, can also be regarded as a farewell.
In a word, my mood at this moment was so complicated that I didn't know what language to use.
"Let's go. There's no need to be nostalgic. Everyone has his own destiny. Maybe after leaving, she's better off than I expected!"
This is what I think in my heart, what I say to myself, and what's more, I persuade myself to give up.
Although I'm not reconciled to this, I know it's a choice I can't make.
I would have been indecisive before, but now that I've been through so much, I know it's time to cut the mess. After all, the more procrastinating this kind of thing is, the more uncomfortable it will be. So I'm not prepared to tangle with it and just leave.
I thought I would go out so cleanly, but I didn't expect that at this moment, there was a voice in my heart.
"Zhang Shan, I'm sorry!"
It's Zhao Xue. I almost think of it subconsciously.
Just as I was about to look back, I suddenly found that the voice only came from my heart. Just as I wondered why there was Zhao Xue's voice in my heart, I remembered the power thing. It turned out that what I just heard was Zhao Xue's heart.
I don't know why. I'm sorry to hear that. I've just calmed down and I'm upset.
Although I know that even if she really apologizes to me, I won't look back today, but I can't figure out why she should.
If she really has any difficulties, then she can tell me, but now that she doesn't tell me, it makes me very confused. Although at this moment I want to go back and ask her why she hurt me and tell me I'm sorry, I know that even if I ask her, I won't tell me.Thinking of this, I took a look at the silent Zhao Xue and left directly.
During the whole process, Zhao Xue didn't say another word. Of course, my powers didn't hear anything.
Although I don't know why the power gave me a hint at this time, I know that it will take some time to really let Zhao Xue go. But now I don't want to provoke this woman. First, I think it's not the right time. Second, I don't want to go to her.
After all, I also have temper, I also have self-esteem.
I can care about her because of guilt, but I can't tolerate her without bottom line.
Even when we were in love, I would not tolerate her so freely. So when I thought of this, I let Dahei drive me away. I just didn't expect that this big guy just got on the bus and said something that surprised me.
"Brother Shan, in fact, she doesn't want to drive you away!"
I was stunned, because I didn't expect Dahei, who was always silent, to say such a thing, so I kept staring at him after hearing it.
Dahei seems embarrassed when I stare at him, so he immediately explains: "although I'm stupid, I'm not stupid. She thinks that she has difficulties. I can see that. Although I shouldn't say anything at this time, I don't want to look at brother Shan. You feel uncomfortable. I just don't want to make a misunderstanding between you, because you are all good people. That's not right It's worth it. "
If I'm surprised that Dahei just spoke, I'm even more surprised at what he said at this moment.
"Good man? Why do you say that? "
I looked at the big black curious mouth, because I don't know why he said I and Zhao Xue are good people.
If I helped Da Hei before, he said that I could understand, but Zhao Xue insulted me just now, and he said that Zhao Xue was a good man, which made me a little confused. After all, Da Hei should be on my side at this time, even if he didn't comfort me, at least he wouldn't help Zhao Xue.
Although I know that Dahei is honest, I'm still a little surprised.
"You are not bad people. Although that woman was too much to you just now, I can see that she didn't want to involve you or let you take care of her. So in the end, she was still thinking about you, so she shouldn't blame her."
I was even more surprised to hear that.
Because I didn't expect Da Hei to say such words, so I was stunned for a moment.
"I don't blame her. Should I still love her?"
"I don't mean that. I mean that since she has chosen this way, brother Shan should respect her. I know you care about her, but if she doesn't accept it, brother Shan doesn't have to do it any more. After all, brother Shan has more important things to do and more important people waiting for you, so I don't think you should waste your time on her."
Hearing my question, Dahei answered seriously.
Although it's the first time I heard Dahei say that, I have to admit that what he said is very reasonable.
Don't say anything else, just say the last half of Dahei's words, I really have more important things to do, so just now I choose to leave, don't tangle with Zhao Xue, after all, this matter is like what I said, I have done, I can't care what she chooses, but I can choose myself.
But I was curious when Dahei would say such philosophical words, so I used it to make fun of him.
"Brother Shan, in fact, there are many things that I always understand. I didn't want to say before because I don't think it's necessary. After all, everyone has their own choice. I just need to do my own thing well. In the past, I only wanted to save my sister. Now, with brother Shan you, I have to protect your safety. Although I really shouldn't say some words, if I had If you can make brother Shan feel better or annoy you, you can scold me. As long as you feel better, I think it's all worth it. "
I was stunned again, because I didn't expect that the purpose of Dahei's words was this.
Although I've just looked at Dahei with new eyes, after hearing this, I realized that it's too early for me to think so.
For Da Hei, I always seem to trust him very much, so I naturally agree with what he said.
I know that the purpose of Dahei's saying this is just like what he said. He just wanted to make me feel better. Maybe his first purpose was to let me vent my unhappiness to him, but I'm not the kind of person to vent my anger everywhere, so Dahei's words became persuasion.
I don't know why. After talking to Dahei, I feel really better.
So when I thought of this, I would smile at Dahei and say, "don't worry, I will be fine, now and in the future!"