Xu Yuchu felt that his body was as heavy as a lead block.
No, not only heavy, but also painful. Inside her body, there is still a general pain of being severely cut by sharp objects, along with pain in her waist and buttocks. She groans helplessly and wakes up from the disordered and extremely disturbing dream.
The quilt seemed so heavy that she couldn't breathe. Xu Yuchu was in a panic. He wanted to open his eyes and reach out to explore, but he couldn't do it. He couldn't even gather any strength.
Almost subconsciously, she opened her mouth to call the name that had been deeply imprinted in her heart.
"Xiao Chen..."
A cold hand stroked her side face. She was just a little relieved and took it back. In her heart, she was aggrieved and anxious to force herself to open her sour eyelids. Her vision gradually changed from blurred to clear. Finally, she could see everything in front of her eyes.
It's Xiao Chen. He was standing in front of himself, leaning forward and staring at himself. His eyes were full of blood, and his face seemed to have more knife like lines, from the tight eyebrows to the extra thin side face.
Xiao Chen rubbed his hands hard, rubbed for a long time, and then stroked Xu Yuchu's face again.
"Awake? Thirsty or not? Would you like some water? "
His voice is very hoarse, Xu Yuchu heard in the ear, inexplicable heart a sour.
Some pictures flashed before her eyes. These pictures also appeared in her dream just now. Her mind seemed to be a lot duller. It was not until this second that she realized what had happened to her.
"Xiao Chen..." Xu Yuchu hesitated to speak. From Xiao Chen's look, she had already guessed the result vaguely. But she is not willing to admit, only hope to hear different answers from Xiao Chen's mouth.
"Where are our children?"
Xiao Chen's lips trembled for a moment, and then he was bitten by his neat teeth, so tightly that the color of his black lips turned dark red.
"Our children No more
No more
Xiao Chen's words reverberate unconsciously in Xu Yuchu's mind, which is as far away as the echo of an empty valley. For a moment, she can't tell whether it's really a voice or an auditory hallucination. So she turned her head, straightened herself up, and asked again.
"Xiao Chen Husband, our child, is he OK? "
Xiao Chen's eyes, which were reflected in her eyes, suddenly and slowly began to spray with water. A tear fell straight down and broke gently on her cheek.
Xu Yuchu felt the warm liquid become cold on his face.
Xiao Chen cried.
Xiao Chen, who has always been like the God of heaven, as if no one or anything can help him or become his obstacle, shed tears.
The heart seems to be tightly tightened by an invisible hand, so painful, even the exchange of gas in the chest becomes difficult.
Xu Yuchu tried his best to breathe. He wanted to lift his hand under the quilt and wipe away the sudden tears for Xiao Chen. But her arm is so soft that even if she bites her lips, she can only move up a few inches. She can only turn her head to pant in vain. With tears surging out, she strides over her nose and leaves dark water marks on the white pillow towel.
Xiao Chen's hand was still on her cheek, shaking slightly uncontrollably. It seems that the tears gushing out in such a rapid way are the limits of his sadness. Only a string of tears left on his face, his eyes are no longer wet. He sat on the bed, slowly picked up Xu Yuchu's upper body, and pushed her into his arms.
Sorrow comes so fast and so fast. The hand under the quilt is sliding on the flat belly, and Xu Yu is unwilling to believe the meaning of "no longer" at the beginning. That small, condensing her and Xiao Chen love baby has not yet formed, perhaps just have a small heart will beat, turned into a pool of cold blood, no life at all.
At the thought of this, Xu Yuchu simply no longer controls his grief. She grabbed the clothes on her chest and uttered a heartbreaking cry. But after parturition, she was still very weak, and after lying in the snow for a while, she just cried, which made her head dizzy again.
Xu Yuchu feebly fell into Xiao Chen's arms and stopped crying, but he kept sobbing, crying very hard. She grabs the front of Xiao Chen's clothes and gasps intermittently. Tears wet her chin and chest, and her fingers become colder and colder.
Xiao Chen felt more heartache when he saw her, and his worry about her body exceeded the pain of losing her child. He quickly picked up a dry and warm towel to wipe her tears. Seeing that the more tears he wiped, he didn't mean to stop. He could only throw away the towel, put his hand across the woman's face, and let her red and swollen eyes face her own. He said softly but could not refuse: "early rain, early rain Don't cry, for yourself, for me, don't cry any more. "
Xu Yuchu opened his red, swollen and sore eyes, choked, and his words were intermittent.
"Xiao Chen, my heart It hurts... "
"I know I know... " Xiao Chen stroked her back and tried to infect her with her own body temperature and strength: "don't cry. If you cry any more, your body won't be able to support you.""It's all It's all my fault... " Xu Yuchu's mind is full of memories. Liu Rumei's ferocious face was particularly clear at the moment.
She couldn't help hating herself. Knowing that this woman has a bad idea of herself and herself, knowing that she may be harmful to herself, but giving her a chance to be alone with her leads to such an outcome.
Xu Yuchu's hand emptily clenched into a fist and beat his chest. Xiao Chen pressed his hand: "don't do this, Yuchu! It's not your fault! Listen to me, it's not your fault
"It's my fault..." It seems that because of lack of oxygen, Xu Yuchu's eyes began to appear black spots. The hand that Xiao Chen pressed suddenly lost his strength and fell into a coma again.
Xiao Chen looked at the woman in his arms unconscious, a sour nose, like tears to burst out of his eyes, but he stifled.
Shaking his hands, he held the woman more tightly in his arms, gently wiped a tear from the corner of her eye with his thumb, and put his cold lips between her slightly frowned brows.
"Yuchu, believe me, I will take revenge for you and our children."
Xiao Chen slowly put the woman into the quilt, wrapped it with the quilt, stood up and looked at the people on the bed for a long time.
"Son..." Xiao's mother's voice rang out behind her.
Xiao Chen looked back and saw that Xiao's mother was still wiping her tears with a handkerchief. She stepped forward and hugged the old woman in her arms.
"Mom, I'm fine. Don't cry, either
Xiao Chen is the backbone of the family. When Xiao Guojian is not at home, Xiao Chen is always needed to appease his mother. Like every other time, listening to Xiao Chen's voice, Xiao's mother's tears stopped. But as soon as she raised her eyes and looked at her son's self suppressed grief, Xiao's mother's heart was still torn up.