Chapter 82 Feng Xinyue's thoughts (2)
"Only if he were..." though Adult Feng Xinyue, but she instantly shook her head at her own audacity for entertaining such thoughts.
How dare she even consider it?
She had come here to investigate a familial presence, but little did she anticipate that she would enrage the very essence of the world's will, thrusting herself onto this stage.
While she felt a sense of accomplishment for fulfilling her objective, everything that unfolded thereafter was a despicable sequence she desperately wished had never occurred.
Alas, she had even lost all control over her own body.
Helplessly, the little Feng Xinyue's body drew nearer to Zhang Wei, forcing the adult Feng Xinyue to witness the aftermath of intense stimulation.
She watched in mortification as droplets of milk seeped through the fabric, betraying her lack of control.
In that moment, the mature Feng Xinyue's spirit longed for death due to sheer embarrassment.
Why was he sucking her milk?
And why was that little girl willingly feeding him, devoid of any objections?
Yet, in the depths of her consciousness, she realized that even the young Feng Xinyue was an extension of herself.
Could it be that these were her unconscious thoughts escaping?
And wasn't that little girl in her mouth supposed to be 'she' herself?
This realization only deepened her shame, leaving her unsure of how she would ever face herself in the mirror again.
Feng Xinyue was typically a composed individual, exuding an aura of serenity.
Immoral acts and wrongdoing were foreign to her thoughts.
However, it didn't mean she was afraid to kill or that there wasn't a darker side within her that would eliminate those who crossed the line.
She simply chose not to wield her powers and talents for oppression.
In fact, she possessed a compassionate heart that easily empathized with others.
Why else would she seek out Zhang Wei, despite being aware of his troubled past?
Was it not out of a sense of pity?
Little did she know that it would lead to this. Now, all she desired was to die of shame, never to face him again.
As soon as she regained control over her body, she would flee to the mountains, never to return.
These memories would haunt her innocent heart for eternity.
Little did she know, the future never works as predicted.
In the end, Feng Xinyue found herself unable to escape Zhang Wei's clutch, and her heart became entangled in a web of conflicting emotions, making it nearly impossible to resist him when the time came.
Unbeknownst to her, Zhang Wei's subtle acts of seduction slowly corrupted her mind, gradually molding her into a state of acceptance for their unconventional relationship.
There might have been a time when she could have fled, but something held her back.
Feng Xinyue was a woman of traditional values, unlike Yu Lei or Leng Mei, or any of the other girls Zhang Wei had encountered.
Even though Yu Lei and Leng Mei were not traditional-minded, they were the ones who yearned for true love.
When they felt an intense attraction towards someone, they would go to great lengths to please that person.
However, traditional women believed in preserving their purity.
If another man violated her body, no matter how terrible or who he was, she would either belong to him or no one else.
Zhang Wei had unintentionally struck gold this time.
The chances of Zhang Wei taming Feng Xinyue seemed slim due to their contrasting thoughts and strengths.
Feng Xinyue detested unnecessary violence and evil, while Zhang Wei remained indifferent.
Moreover, even if he desired to exert himself on Feng Xinyue, her strength would make it impossible.
However, due to an unforeseen accident, her strength had been stripped away, leaving her vulnerable to Zhang Wei's whims.
Feng Xinyue cursed the will of the world and her own actions in her mind. If only she had not been so brave and had not resisted the will of the world, none of this would have happened.
Now, all she could do was hope that Zhang Wei would show her some mercy and release her body.
Why was he still indulging in his drinks?
Was he planning to drain her little body completely?
"Ugh!"
Feng Xinyue stomped her foot in frustration.
That little girl wasn't even putting up a fight, and here she was, on the verge of breaking.
Wouldn't it be fair to show her some sympathy?
Zhang Wei had needed only 500 points to purchase an apprentice technique for Yu Lei, but the celestial princess's sweet milk was a delicacy that he couldn't resist.
He suckled greedily at little Feng Xinyue's breast until even the little girl was overcome with pleasure and fainted, her tiny hands clutching at his shirt as she fell into slumber.
He secretly slipped her back onto the living room, taking care not to awaken her and arouse suspicion from Yu Lei.
Zhang Wei stared at this sleeping little girl for a while.
Then, unable to resist any longer, he descended upon her those cute little lips once again, ravaging her with a hunger that bordered on obsession.
Feng Xinyue may have been frail and vulnerable, but she was also breathtakingly beautiful, and Zhang Wei could not deny the primal urges that stirred within him.
He didn't care if she was mentally an adult as the system suggested or merely a child - all he knew was that he wanted her, with or without her garments.
Age was irrelevant!
While he typically preferred the flesh of more developed teenage girls, there was something about Feng Xinyue that made her impossible to resist.
She was a captivating enigma, a curious mix of innocence and sensuality that drew him to her like a moth to flame.
And on top of all that, she was utterly subservient to him, obedient to his words.
Which man doesn't like an obedient woman?
For Zhang Wei, this charming little girl was an exception he could not let go of - whether she was a child or a thousand-year-old ghost.
Zhang Wei was a man who had an aversion to being dominated by women, even if it was his own wife. That's why he chose Yu Lei, someone who would obediently follow his lead.
Sure, he could have pursued a wealthy woman like Lin Ruoxi, using his charm alone to live a life of even greater luxury.
But what would that result in?
He would have to make compromises and wouldn't be able to effectively suppress such an ambitious woman without putting in hard work.
That's why Yu Lei was the perfect target for him. She was affluent, but not excessively rich or powerful, and she believed in the fantasy of love.
Every woman, thanks to the influence of social media, art, and literature, harbors a hidden heart that believes in the romantic fantasy.
Even with his cultivation, Zhang Wei knew better than to pursue a woman he couldn't control.
As he contemplated the obedient nature of this "little nizi", he satisfied himself by kissing her a few more times before finally leaving.
His lips tingled with a fragrant and refreshing sensation, the ethereal essence of her breath lingering inside his mouth.
Not to mention, he had managed to extract a significant amount of yin essence worth 1000 points from her body.
He chuckled at his good fortune.
If he didn't have this "nizi" who could provide him with an unlimited supply of villain points, his life would undoubtedly be slightly troublesome.
Little did Zhang Wei know, his actions caused the adult Feng Xinyue to do something that even the bravest of men would never dare to imagine.
The genius celestial princess was squatting and crying in a dark space, with liquid leaking down between her thighs.
She felt so helpless, ashamed, and bullied at the same time, that she cried, having nothing else to do.
Yes, she cried because she had nothing better to do.
The woman was still innocent, Zhang Wei's bullying was too much for her.
Her aggrieved yet complicated gaze stared at Zhang Wei as he finally left her body alone.
She wanted to curse him a thousand times but realized she couldn't due to her character, not to mention she didn't even remember many curses she could use. [ "..." ]
In the end, her journey would continue, as every day she would endure the bullying of this shameless man.
Zhang Wei was innocent; he only wanted some villain points!
Of course, the milk was a luxury!
But this would leave Feng Xinyue with a perverted opinion of Zhang Wei.
Zhang Wei who always pretended to keep an gentlemanly demenour, was no more sincere in Feng Xinyue's eyes and his cover was already blown, but he didn't knew it, of course.