Chapter 600: Arc of Fire

Chapter 600: Arc of Fire

What? Alexs jaw dropped. You cant do that!

I need to. She looked Alex directly in the eye, her gaze not wavering. Fire is a part of me, just like its a part of Khaliks mom. If I dont do this now, then Ill never do it. Please, Alex. Just let me do this.

Her brother watched her closely for a moment, his expression drifting between concern and fear.

Selina, he started. Maybe we can save this for another time. Maybe we should think about all of this and discuss it then maybe

Please, Alex, she begged. Youll be right here, you can watch me and check to see if Im doing anything wrong. You can stop me whenever you want, just let me try. Ive been doing well in school and with all my lessons, right?

She meant the forceball lessons he was giving her in secret, bringing them up seemed to strike a chord in him. His broad shoulders liftedas though he was preparing to brace himself against an invisible weightthen he looked at the queen.

I dont like this he began to say.

Selina took a step toward him. Alex, please!

Now, hold on. He held up a hand. Let me finish. Lady Behr-MedrI dont like thisbut Id be willing to let her try, if youre willing to do this with her. If you dont, Id understand: you came to see Khalik and relax, you didnt come here for this. But, um

The young man paused, searching for his words. Look, Ill speak plain: people with fire affinity arent commonand I think youre the only person with one that I know of among our group of friends and family. And, likeUgh, Im rambling.

He drew up his chest, and hardened his jaw, then lowered his head. I dont have a fire affinity: I can teach Selina all the wizardry I know, but Im never going to really understand fire the way you do and the way she will. Its not in me. So, I think youd be a better person to teach her her first fire spell. Andfor something as delicate as this, I dont think I want to trust something so important to a stranger. I trust Khalik, and you raised him, and you raised him with honour, so I trust you. More importantly, Selina trusts youSoplease.

His head dropped even lower. If you do this, Ill make it up to you.

Yes, mother. Prince Khalik rose from his chair, bowing his head to her. I think you want to do this, but I will still ask that you do it as a favour to me. You taught me many things as I grew up; I can think of no one better to do this. You would be good for her

Stop, stop, by the gods, stop! The queens hands rose to her cheeks. All this begging is unbecoming of both of you, though I understand the sentiment. I was going to do it from the moment young Selina asked me; guiding fire to its proper place is something that brings me joy. I will be happy to guide her fire.

She turned to Selina. But, are you sure you feel ready for this, my child? It is a big step. You can stop at any timebut I tell you this from experience; fire is a part of you and once you begin, you will not want to stop anymore than you would want to stop walking once youve tasted the freedom of taking your first steps. So, are you sure?

And for a moment, Selina was not so sure.

Regret played inside her, dulling the spark in her mana pool. She began wishing shed never brought any of this up, she considered dropping it, pretending it never happened. She could apologise to everyone shed dragged into this room and then go back to lunch.

She could force herself to smile and laugh, tears could come later, when she was alone tonight. Then tomorrow, she would make sure her smile and laughter was real.

The thought was tempting, growing in her mind, and as it grew, the spark dulled as she came closer to turning away from the fiery precipice that lay before her.

Then, her eyes fell on Claygon.

The golems head was cocked slightly to the side. His hands were raised, and he was staring at his fire-gems. Then, he reached up and touched the gem sitting in his forehead.

And she knew.

If she ran away now, not only would she be running away from a part of herselfbut she might be putting her own fears and guilt onto Claygon.

Im not a baby, and I shouldnt act like one, she thought, both hands forming fists. If I do that to me and him, then that makes me as bad as that fire. She caught herself, suddenly remembering what Queen Ishtar had said. No, Id actually be worse. She was right: fire just is. Mom and dad died because that fire was just being fire. Just like wind is wind and water is water. If Generasi had a big flood and people died, I wouldnt blame water for being water. So, if I run away, it wont help me or Claygonit'll be because Im just being scared. And Im not going to do that either of us.

Selina looked up at her brother, her jaw tightening. Alex, could you go get Theresa? Ishouldve asked her to come. I want her to be here for this. She turned to Queen Ishtar. I want to do this, she said. Im ready.

I will not teach you the same spell that I started with, Queen Ishtar said, sitting across the table from Selina. As she spoke, a pair of Wizards Hands floated beside hereach burning in a bright orange radianceeach one drawing a spell array onto a piece of parchment. Lets begin with the spell that I wish I had started with: Create Flame.

Nearby, Khalik sat beside Shiani. Alex hadnt returned with Theresa yet, and Selina fought the urge to keep looking at the closed door.

She couldnt wait for them to get there; she knewif she stopped nowshe might still lose her nerve.

And she couldnt let that happen.

Thats a good spell to start with, Shiani said with approval, keeping her voice low.

What does it do? Selina asked.

Just what its name says, the queen explained. It creates a floating flame in your palm, and you can control it. You can hold it and use it for light, like a torch. You can use it as a weapon and throw it at anyone coming to attack you. Or you can simply use it to start a fire in your fireplace. Which is what well be doing.

She nodded to the hearth, Claygon was putting kindling and foot-long logs inside.

Selina swallowed, then breathed deeply.

She didnt know what she was more afraid of: the fact that she was about to literally handle fireor just how excited that thought made her.

ShouId I be worried about setting the room on fire? she asked nervously.

The queen reached across the table and squeezed her hand, her smile reassuring. I have already cast Control Fire, it allows me to regulate the intensity or movements of a fire source. Ill make sure your flame doesnt get away from us.

Im glad youre here, Selina said softly, her eyes falling on the parchment.

A towering blaze hovered above Selinas hand, rising into the air to nearly half her height. Yet, this was no unruly, spitting fire.

It was bright and obedient, like a loyal pet simply waiting for her.

And, it was the most beautiful thing the young girl had ever seen. All the wonders of Generasi paled compared to that cheery fire created by her own mana and her own hand.

She felt like she could watch it forever.

But, some of her elation began to crack.

She remembered what this was, it all came rushing back: the thing that killed her parents. That ruined her and her brothers lives.

Shame rose in her, but the queens words silenced it.

Fire doesnt do, she thought.It just is. I do.

She carefully rose from her chair, watching the flame closely. Im going to the fireplace.

I will help you keep control, if you need me, the queen said, though her words sounded like they were coming from a dozen miles away.

Are you helping me control it now? Selina asked, thoughdeep downshe already knew the answer.

No, I am not. Your control is extraordinaryI cannot believe this is your first time casting fire. Go. Bring the flame to the hearth.

You can do it, Selina, her brothers voice came to her. Im proud of you.

Me too, Theresa said. You can do this.

You were meant for this, fire-kissed, Shianis voice was filled with pride.

Itsbeautiful Claygon said.

Wonders upon wonders, Khalik murmured.

Their words hardened Selinas resolve.

The young girl strode across the room, her steps measured and even. Standing before the fireplace, she turned her hand toward it, then pressed the flame to the wood.

Instantly, the kindling caught, a dazzling blaze roared to life around the logs. Selina stepped back, watching the fire dance in the once-cold hearth.

There.

Fire created by her.

Not runaway fire that burned and killed.

Her fire.

And in that moment, she knew she had a choice.

She could step away from the flame, and just learn the fire magic she needed to resolve her dream of moving heat. Oror she could embrace the flame, using it as it was meant to be used.

Selina paused, looking at Alexs right shoulder.

And she smiled.

Was fear why she hadn't seen it before?

Alex was given the Mark of the Fool, he couldve run away and lived his own life with his family, or he could have served Thamelands needs and fought alongside the Heroes to defeat the Ravener.

But, he hadnt really chosen either, had he?

Hed left Thameland for Generasi, but hed also gone back, stronger and better prepared.

Hed done both.

And she could do the same.

I did it, everyone! she cried.

Tears ran down her face, both happy and sad.

They could be both.

I did it!