Chapter 194

He was almost lost in sight.

After a long time, she suddenly woke up and had to dry her wet hair.

I got up, looked around and bent over the cupboard to find the dryer.

what location as like as two peas in what place it is, there is almost no change in the way, just like before in Daisy garden.

Therefore, Li Qian has no difficulty in finding the dryer.

\"What are you looking for? \"As soon as I got it, there was a slight rustle behind her, accompanied by her slightly misty and gentle voice.

\"Look for this. \"He smiles, shakes his hand and sits by the bed." wake you up? \"

" no, I had a light sleep. \"She has sat up.

He picked up the quilt and said, "go on sleeping. I'll help you dry your hair. \"

Fang Wu didn't speak or move. She just looked at Li Qian and found a socket to plug in the dryer.

From her point of view, you can clearly see his three-dimensional side face. Under the light, his look is incredibly soft.

If it wasn't so real, she would really suspect that it was all her dreams.

\"Is there anything on my face? \"He turned away and found that she was concentrating on herself, and her eyes became softer.

She laughed, as if nothing had happened, don't open your eyes, \ "No. Aren't you going to blow my hair? If you don't blow it, it's time for your hair to dry. \"

" on my chest. \"He made a simple gesture.

His voice was very soft and his movements were incredibly gentle.

So

She was inevitably bewitched by him, and his heartbeat reassured her.

The roaring voice hovered behind my head

He bowed his head and fixed his eyes on the pretty face in front of him

I really don't think I'll see her again

In this month of separation, I don't know how many times I have dreamt.

Always think it is true, want to touch, but always in the next second, smash

Wake up, the body and the whole heart are empty, very painful

Can't help, put down the hand dryer, picked up her small face.

\"Fangwu, I miss you \"That kind of missing is like being gnawed at by ants, bit by bit immersed in the bone marrow, and no matter how hard you try to forget it

Because of his sudden confession, her delicate body obviously stopped.

Heartstrings, across a throb can not be ignored

He whirled her slowly to face himself.

The atmosphere is so beautiful

They are closer to each other

\"Fang dance" he could not help but put her on the bed.

He was in pain

He landed gently on her flat belly, \ "because of this little thing. The doctor didn't tell you. Is this a dangerous time? \"

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Just now, she has no sense at all. Where can she remember this?

\"Since you can't do anything, let me hold you. \"He felt that he was abusing himself.

Later, it's time to think about taking a cold shower.

She obediently did not move, listening to his messy heartbeat, can not help but open his mouth to make him, \ "you seem to have a lot of experience with pregnant women! \"

deliberately divulges the sour tone, but also a little proud of seizing the pigtail.

Li Qian is a little sad.

Is this a blatant rumination with him?

\"I don't have any experience, but I have all these basic knowledge on the Internet. \"

" is that right? \"Deliberately pretending to be suspicious.

He laughed in a good mood.

In fact, as long as you gently hold her, smell her breath and listen to her voice, even if you don't do anything, he feels very satisfied

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After a long time, a long time

He pulled the quilt in pain.

\"Li Qian \"Sleeping on his side, Fang Wu calls him softly.

\"Well? \"His heart is incredibly soft and his voice is incredibly soft.

Slightly sideways, face to face with her.

She looked at him with clear big eyes, then took his hand from her cheek, put it on her smooth belly, and asked him seriously: "why don't you want this little thing? This is the second time you don't want him, he will be very sad. \"

when it comes to this, she sucks her nose wrongly, \" no matter what you think and how you decide, I will give birth to this child, even if I am alone in the future, no matter how hard I work, I will raise him. \"

he didn't speak. He just moved her firm little face and didn't move

She's still talking\"You are not a mother. You never know how wonderful it is to have a baby. And I flow the same blood, absorb the same nutrition, will gradually grow up, there will be heartbeat, and even play in my stomach \"

the glass like pupil, slightly narrowed, with a thin layer of fog, there is full of wonderful vision.

Even he sincerely felt the maternal love of Tian family name, and also ignited the paternal love in his blood.

\"Fangwu, believe me. No matter before or now, my mood for baby is always the same as yours. Not only my blood, but also yours. \"

she looked at him in bewilderment with a complaint in her eyes." this is the second time you said you didn't want him \"

when I mentioned this, I frowned again.

He's really going too far, too far!

With a sigh, he caressed her eyebrows fondly, \ "I don't want to, just \"

speaking of this, he pauses and looks at her seriously." your body doesn't allow it. \"

the doubts at the bottom of my heart become deeper and deeper." my body has been in good condition all the time, and the doctor of Obstetrics and Gynecology also said that there is no problem. \"

" let's go back together tomorrow. Go to Qi Yun. I'll keep all your medical records with him. \"

" I What's wrong with me? \"Fang Wu can't help sitting up and holding the quilt tightly.

One idea after another keeps coming out of my mind

Do you have any diseases like cancer, but you don't know all the time? What kind of cancer? How long does she have?

\"Will I die? \"She looked at Li Qian, and asked foolishly.

If her life is really in danger, what about little five? What's more, she is reluctant to, reluctant to Li Qian

\"Don't ask! \"Li Qian suddenly sat up and scolded her in a hard voice. His worry and panic seemed to disappear in the next second.

\"As long as you're good, it's not a serious disease at all. \"He ordered her brain and tried to tell her the truth in relaxed language and tone," you here I have a small pimple. \"

smallpox?

\"Brain tumor? \"No matter how well you say it, you can't avoid these two terrible words.

A chill, darted over, Fang dance shrunk down body.

When she was a child 5, she worked as a handyman in the hospital for a period of time. She will never forget the appearance of those cancer patients lying pale, skinny and tortured by the disease.

And the terrible chemotherapy that we have to face

When she thought about it, she felt that her courage was losing a little bit

\"No wonder No wonder you didn't want my baby twice \"Pale, she murmured.

The hands holding the sheets were shaking.

She always thought that she was a brave and strong person. No matter how hard she was, she could bear it.

But now, she feels I'm afraid, I'm afraid

Maybe she will be afraid of those unbearable chemotherapy, will be afraid of the day than hell, but, more let her fear is The sadness of children and Liqian

That would make her feel that life is not like death

\"Fang Wu, don't scare yourself! \"Found her fear, Li Qian affectionately held her stiff tightly in his arms, constantly repeated in her ear," you believe me, your name is not evil. I promise, you don't need to be hospitalized, you don't need chemotherapy, and you won't leave us! \"

" really? \"Take a step out of his arms, Fang Wu looks at him suspiciously.

It's doubtful that he made up a good story to deceive himself in order not to worry himself.

\"Yes, it's true! I promise you! I'll take you to Qi Yun's in the morning, and you will know that the situation is not as bad as you think. \"For fear that she would not believe it, Li Qian raised his hand in a hurry and promised again and again.

"If it's not cancer, why can't we have a baby? \"

Li Qian patiently told her Qi Yun's words.

After listening to it, Fang Wu kept silent, with a complicated look, chagrin, remorse and struggle

\"Don't think so much. \"I love her so much that I know what it is.

\"Why didn't you tell me that earlier? Let me misunderstand you all the time. \"Her eyes were covered with a thin layer of fog, and her chagrin was in his arms." if you tell me the truth early in the morning, maybe in those two years We won't separate \"

we won't miss each other all the time

\"I'm afraid you can't stand it and make it worse. Sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you. \"Just because I love you too much, but I don't know. It adds too much unnecessary harm

Think of these two years, their separation and combination, their mutual toss, Fang dance heart over a trace of pain."Li Qian, we promise each other that no matter what happens in the future, we will have a good talk. Don't be suspicious and misunderstood as before, OK? \"

he smiles, nods solemnly and kisses her again.

The feeling of everything being said Okay, incredible

It's a pleasure to see the sun again

She attached her chin to his shoulder, very quietly, very quietly, tentatively: "if Now I still insist on this child, will you be angry? \"

Li Qian was stiff and held her tighter.

\"Now we don't talk about anything. I'll go to Qiyun tomorrow and get to know your current situation, OK? \"To calm her down, he didn't want to make any promises and didn't dare to make any.

If she insists on using her life as a bargaining chip, he will not only be angry, but also collapse.

Now it's hard to get rid of the haze in each other's hearts. He doesn't want to lose her again

\"Well. \"She nodded obediently, with a smile on her face to make him feel at ease. She shook his hand and made a promise to make him feel at ease." don't worry, I won't let my family name be too much. \"