Chapter 390

Qiu Xiyun knows that it's not easy to give up the real feelings. Through this conversation, she also knows Qiu Xiangying's idea. She said with a smile: "the key to this is not whether it's difficult for me to do it, but what you think in your heart. Although your past is complicated, you have paid the price you should pay. It doesn't mean that you will be trapped in the past all your life, elder sister, you It's not that it's not worth having happiness, it's just that the process is difficult. "

Qiu Xiangying body suddenly stiff, "what did you just call me?"

Qiu Xiyun opened his hand and held her, "I call you sister. I know many people don't believe that you want to understand the past. Even if we hated each other in the past, it's because of this that I understand that you have really changed."

Qiu Xiangying's nose is sour and her eyes are moist, but she still tries to control herself. "Xiyun, I don't deserve it."

Qiu Xiyun didn't say anything, just patted her on the back.

When Yin Shaoyan came out of the ward, he just saw this scene. How much emotion in his heart, why in the past, Qiu Xiyun would be the sunshine in his life, as if reflected in this moment, but he also knew that this sunshine did not belong to him, there was another light in his life.

Qiu Xiangying saw him and broke away from Qiu Xiyun. Qiu Xiyun also saw him, nodded and then went back to the ward.

Yin Shaoyan went over and said, "I'll take you back."

She shook her head and said, "no, it's a critical time now. It's not good to be photographed by reporters."

However, he insisted on pulling her away. No matter what she said, he said, "if you care so much about the voice of the outside world, I will ask the company to withdraw from the entertainment industry. I won't have any activities in front of the screen after the film is released."

She looked at the front and said calmly, "you are too impulsive now. You don't know what you are doing at all. Your talent for acting is natural. Zeng Qing said that you are fed by God. Besides, you also like it, don't you?"

"It's good that I like acting, but I don't like this circle. I can't be myself in front of the screen." He has understood what he wants and why Qiu Xiangying is so unhappy when he says he wants to leave.

He sent her to the community, she wanted to get off, but he suddenly unfastened the seat belt, side pressed her, the whole person trapped her between himself and the seat, this posture is too ambiguous, Qiu Xiangying said: "if you do this again, I will never see you again, good for you and me."

"I want you to have an answer." He said calmly.

She looked at him. "What's the answer?"

"Do you have any feelings for me?" This is what he has been struggling with in recent days.

She sighed and said, "I think I've made it very clear to you. Look at your grandmother's reaction today. Yin Shaoyan, I'm not as good as you think. You can check my reputation on the Internet."

"I don't care about those, I don't care about what you've experienced in the past, and I don't care about what you thought before, let alone the people I don't want to care about. I just want to care about the people I care about. Tell me directly, and let me solve the rest." He is overbearing. It can be said that Qiu Xiangying has never felt such overbearing but gentle love.

She didn't speak, just looked at him, as if they were looking for a balance, but he broke the balance. "You see, I'm useless. I'll make it clear that if you don't give me an answer today, I won't let you off."

"I'm not alone. If I'm single today, well, I'm sure I have the courage to give you this answer. But I'm not. I have a child. This child is a child born out of an affair in my last marriage. Ask yourself, can you accept it?" She said plainly.

He said, "since I asked you why I can't accept it, you mean you have feelings for me, but you don't dare to take that step because of too many worries. OK, I know. You get off first."

After Qiu Xiangying got out of the car, he left. Lin Mi saw her on the balcony and came down with her baby in his arms. "Did Yin Shaoyan send you back?"

"Yes." She was very tired and didn't have much strength to speak.

Back home, limping on the sofa, Lin Mi said: "daughter, don't blame your mother for her wordiness. In the past, her mother really took a fancy to Yin Shaoyan, the grandson of the Yin family. After that, it may not be much worse than Yin Tianze. But during this time, I can see that he really likes you. As long as you like, he will love you very much. Just think about it."

She had a headache. "Mom, I know you're doing it for my good. Can you go back to the room with Mibo in your arms and comfort him to sleep first?"

Kung Fu Mi Bao, who doesn't want to talk, has fallen asleep, and Lin Mi doesn't want her daughter to miss such a marriage. She puts her child back in the room and closes the door to take her hand.

"Mom knows that you are sensible now. It's mom's fault. If mom didn't teach you to do that before, you won't fall into today's dilemma. However, you've got a suitable fate. Why don't you try?"

She picked up her mobile phone and started her micro blog. "Mom, look at what the people inside are saying. After the statement and refutation of rumors, there are still so many people scolding me and him. If we really want to be together, it will be said for more than ten or twenty years. The Internet has memories.""What's the matter? So many things have been experienced before. Now you are more and more afraid. You never want to fight for a future by yourself. Mom didn't make you think wrong, so it's not your thought right now." Lin MI is really anxious. She doesn't want to listen to what she feels or says.

And Yin Shaoyan also brought an accelerator to Zeng Qing's headache, "just tell me, do you think I'm angry to go to the hospital and retire behind the scenes just like your grandmother? Have you ever thought of any other artists who are well-known in our company now besides you? Do you think we should rely on them to hold them up? "

"Hold it up before it's popular. Otherwise, if you want the company to ask the team to do something, Zeng Qing, you should know me. If I can say this to you, it's not just talking about it." He said very seriously.

Zeng Qing knew of course, but it was because he knew that he advised him: "you think clearly, is it really worth your doing this for Qiu Xiangying? Don't say, you're not a child, love is so nothingness, you haven't seen through it yet?"

"I didn't see through, and I don't want to see through. I only know that I'm down-to-earth when I stay with her."