He put his chin on her shoulder, "since you know and agreed, you have this idea. I know what you are afraid of. Before, you only had yourself, so you think so. But now you have me. Even if he doesn't want you, you still have me, so don't worry."
She turned to face him, "in fact, I always feel like I'm dreaming. I've done too many wrong things before. From the moment I woke up, I didn't think that I would be eligible for happiness, but now that I have this happiness, I feel that everything is so unreal."
That's how she felt insecure, so she wanted to refuse everything. It was the same with him at the beginning, and it is the same with her father now.
"Fool, I'm standing in front of you. You are the person beside me. How can you be untrue?" Qiu Shaoyan used to have this feeling. He is a man without a home. Like Qiu Xiangying, he has experienced too many things, and they are not perfect. However, they come together and give each other warmth. In his opinion, this is already very good and can't ask for more.
Lin Mi goes back with her children. That night they all have dinner at Qiu's house. Qiu Xiangying wants to sleep at Qiu's house. However, when she thinks that she may be reluctant to give up, she turns around and walks away. The child is still playing with her grandparents with a smile. She has no idea how worried his mother is that he won't get used to it tonight.
Sitting in the car, Qiu Xiangying kept turning back, "less words, or you'd better take me back, I'll coax him to sleep tonight."
"You said you wanted to see if Mibo could adapt? You have to go on a business trip later. In this case, it's not that Mibao can't do without you, it's that you can't do without Mibao. " Yin Shaoyan said.
She lowered her head, "yes, I can't do without Mibao. I used to go out a lot before, but I always coax him to sleep every night. Tonight..."
"It's OK. If you're really worried, we'll turn around." He's ready.
She said: "forget it, you're right, whether it's Mibo or I have to adapt."
"It's OK. We're at home. If your mother calls, we'll go back." He drove straight in the direction of his home.
"This is not the way back to my house." She said, thinking he was wrong.
"Go to my house. We have never been together since we were together. Tonight, when I help you adapt, you will worry about Mibao when you stay at home. You will also change your environment." He said softly.
She looked at the man beside her and suddenly laughed, "if you can get to know Xiyun earlier, maybe you two are the most suitable."
"Why do you say that all of a sudden?" He didn't care. He continued to pay attention to the road and concentrate on driving.
She leaned against the window and supported her chin. "I know that even now, you don't completely put down Xiyun in your heart. If I was a man, I would like her too. She was really good. When I was a child, I argued with her a lot of times, not because she did something wrong or I was afraid that she would take me away, but because I knew how good she was and I was jealous of her."
"Are you jealous of her? But when you were a child, didn't your parents love you more? Because of the death of her mother and the estrangement between her and your parents, Xiyun is not as good as you. " These are what he had heard before. He had been distressed for this for a long time before. Qiu Xiyun thought of himself. If he stayed in the Yin family, it might be this kind of treatment.
She took a deep breath. "You're right, but think about it. In this case, she was admitted to the medical department of C University, and became a proud student of Professor mo. she won so many awards. If she didn't continue to study medicine because of our calculation, her achievements in medicine would not be low now. Look at her, it seems that it's very easy to do anything. ”
like a family treasure, she stretched out a hand and broke her finger to calculate, "good study and good popularity, even if you learn to do business, you can control it well. My father used to run the company left by Aunt Lin by hand, but I know that after she took charge of the company, although she was still in the charge of the old people, she knows how to point out the direction, and now she is very rich Lee has been 30 percentage points higher than when my father was in charge, and it can be better in the future. "
"Besides, when she went into the entertainment industry, she made two films, both of which had a good reputation. After she got the film, she still had so many fans that she said she would quit. She never flinches from the things that embarrass her, otherwise she will not be able to get to today's position, but for the people around her, as long as it doesn't hurt her, she will show the greatest kindness, otherwise I can't be commensurate with her sisters today, and I will have become the enemy of old age and death. "
With that, the smile on her face became bigger, and Yin Shaoyan also listened carefully all the time. Yu Guang saw her smile, "how do you say it like you boast yourself? You smile so well."
She held up her face and looked at the scenery outside. "I just thought that it was such a beautiful thing to admit that she would be so relaxed and let go of jealousy and appreciate a person."
"You are also very good. Many people who have experienced so many things like you can find their own way back. You are totally different from what I knew at the beginning. Your name is Qiu Xiangying. Nothing else is like you. You are just like a freshman." Yin Shaoyan got an unprecedented sense of sureness from her, which is why he refused to let go.She looked at him and said, "do you still like Xiyun now?"
He was silent, she continued: "this love, no matter how long I stay with you, and how long you have feelings can not be replaced, so you will be so nervous when Xiyun has an accident."
"Don't get me wrong, I..."
She directly interrupted him, "I have no misunderstanding, I am a woman, can feel out, Xiyun is like your spring sunshine, she is far away but can't lack, you like her sacred, I won't ask you to stop, I can understand you."
He has nothing to say. Therefore, Qiu Xiangying is the one who knows him best. This kind of understanding is useless even for his sophistry and concealment.
"Thank you
All the way speechless, to his home, open the door to smell her favorite aroma, it can be seen that he remembers his own preferences.
"That's good. It seems that you've packed up well when you're alone." She said with a smile, thinking of the chaos everywhere when he was drinking with him.
He took out two wine glasses. "Tonight, let's have a drink, too."