Chapter 483

Dr. Lu said gently, "I know you must not be sick."

"Now that you know, let me go." She began to feel a little anxious.

Dr. Lu got up and brought her a glass of water. "I just want to talk to you. Even if you go out, there will be many problems that can't be solved. You'd better talk to me. Maybe I can help you."

She said with a sneer, "don't think I don't know. You are Yan Siyan. They are looking for you to prove that I am sick and let the former Qiu Xiyun come back."

"Once Qiu Xiyun? And who are you? " Dr. Lu didn't seem to understand her. He asked with his head tilted.

She was impatient. "I don't understand you. Even if I do, you will say I'm sick."

"No, they won't listen to you. At least I'm willing to listen to you. If I understand and have my identity here, maybe I can explain to them and let them accept your idea. Isn't that good? I'm here to help you. If you don't want to chat with me all the time, I can't do anything and you can't go out. It's not good for me and you. It's better to find a way that is good for us all. " Dr. Lu told her step by step.

She thought about it for a while, and thought it was the same, "well, I'll tell you, you can't say I'm sick, and you can't count on me with them."

"Of course, I'm a doctor and not a bad man. How can I count you?" Dr. Lu's expression and tone make people feel relaxed.

"Have you thought about it?" Qiu Xiyun said.

Dr. Lu shook his head, did not follow her, motioned her to go on.

"Maybe Qiu Xiyun and I are not the same person at all. She was hit by a car. That's why we have me. I'm a new soul. I'm not the one who used to be. She was killed by a car long ago. My requirement now is very simple. Don't force me to accept the memory that once belonged to her. I'm a new Qiu Xiyun, or I can give myself another name Anyway, I'm not her. I can clearly feel that I'm not her. Otherwise, why should I reject her? " She told Dr. Lu what she thought.

Dr. Lu nodded, "do you mean soul crossing?"

Qiu Xiyun suddenly widened his eyes and nodded, "yes, that's what it means. I'm another soul, not her, not Qiu Xiyun."

Dr. Lu Wensheng said, "it's not impossible. I've been in such a situation before."

"You met him. What happened to him?" She asked anxiously.

Dr. Lu looked at her and said, "no matter how he is, I'll ask you a question. You say you are a new soul. In short, you are not Qiu Xiyun. Do you still remember the past of your soul now?"

She was stunned. She didn't think about it at all. "I In the past, I lost my memory. How can I have a past? "

"No, no, no, I'll analyze it with you. I think it's very possible for you to talk about soul crossing. But if you look at yourself, you don't look like a child just born, and you still act like an adult. That is to say, your soul is an adult now. Even if soul crossing, there must be a past. How can you not remember you?" Dr. Lu pointed out this point.

She choked, speechless, but after reaction, she began to be irritable, "anyway, I'm not Qiu Xiyun, whether you understand or not."

Dr. Lu raised his hand and said, "I understand. Of course I understand. I just asked because I didn't understand. Then you can continue to talk about your ideas."

She controlled her emotions, thought about it, and said: "I said I'm not Qiu Xiyun. In fact, there's a reason. I'm not the same as her character, and the way to deal with things is different. You can ask Yan Siyan. They often say that I was different before. If I was her, how could you understand this problem?"

Dr. Lu nodded, "yes, it's really a point that can't be explained."

"Right, you think so too. Then explain it to me." She thought she had finally found a point of support and was very proud.

Dr. Lu fiddled with his pen and thought about it for a while. "You can see if it's possible. You've experienced a lot of things, and you've run in your character, so you must be different from you in your early twenties, so now you're the one you've run in."

"No, it's still not right. I don't think it's right." Qiu Xiyun directly denied it.

Dr. Lu laughed, "Xiyun, may I ask you a question?"

"Well, you ask." She felt that Dr. Lu was a person who could really listen to her, so she was more willing to communicate.

"You said you were not Qiu Xiyun. Why did you learn Qiu Xiyun's medical skills for so many years? Even your seniors say that your medical skills are not reduced at all? If you are a brand new soul, why do you fall in love with Yan Siyan, and why do you have maternal love for your child Xiao at the beginning? " She asked one question after another.

Qiu Xiyun began to have a headache because of her problems and entered an unexplained cycle."Don't ask, don't talk." She held her head in her arms and began to ache.

But Dr. Lu didn't want to say anything just now. Instead, she asked, "you are Qiu Xiyun. You have been treated by your stepfather and stepmother in an eccentric way. You have learned medical skills for so many years in order to save people who are sick like your biological mother. You fall in love with Yin Siyan because he is the joy of your first meeting. You have experienced so much. How can you Is it not Qiu Xiyun? "

These words are like a magic spell around the ears of Xiyun, she is irritable, she can't control herself, fell the water cup beside her, yelled: "shut up, I told you to shut up!"

In another room, Yin Siyan and others who watched the monitoring were deeply distressed. Yin Siyan asked Professor Mo, "Professor, why is this so?"

Professor Mo sighed: "she is not willing to give up the struggle, maybe she has not recovered her memory, that is, she rejected the memory from the bottom of her heart."

Li Xi said: "although she has experienced a lot of things before, everything has been well solved. What else can she exclude?"

"Maybe it's all solved in our opinion, but in her opinion, it's hurt time and time again and she can't look directly at it. This time, she directly chose not to remember it." Professor Mo said.

Yin Siyan looked at her in the surveillance, "it's my fault, I didn't realize her pain."

"Don't blame yourself. Everyone has something they don't want to face. They need to face and solve it by themselves." Professor Mo comforted him.