The throat slightly tightened, and Jing Liyuan just looked down at Yan Xiaoxiao in front of him and said nothing.
Yin Xiaoxiao stood in the same place and said softly, as if the scenery of a foreign country was just a foil around him, he said softly, "don't you trust me? Or do you always feel that there is something shameful between Dong Kai and me? Now, even if it's just a matter of clothes, you can show such a strong reaction. After that, can't I have that friend any more? You told me not to leave you, I didn't want to leave, but I need a reason, a reason not to let me have such a thought. "
Two people's eyes met in the air, no one avoided, but no one took the lead to speak.
After a long time, Jing Liyuan just stepped forward, took Yan Xiaoxiao into his arms, gently hugged her, and whispered in her ear, "smile, believe me, I don't doubt you, I just can't accept that Dong Kai has always coveted your heart..."
The hand that originally wanted to push Jing Liyuan away was so stunned, and Yan Xiaoxiao cleverly nestled in his arms, silently waiting for his next words, but every word was said into his heart, which made her unable to refute.
Reaching out and stroking her soft hair, Jing Liyuan continued, "smile, I still remember that when we just got married, Dong Kai confessed to you at the door of KTV. Now you and I have been married for more than six years, and Yan Xi is five years old, but he never gives up. Why don't you let me worry and care?"
Whispered words resounded in Yan Xiaoxiao's ear, she did not answer a word, just listened quietly.
"Xiaoxiao, I'm also a man. I'm still a man who loves you deeply. I don't like that my wife is coveted all the time. I don't like that other men are always staring at our marriage. I hope that one day he will have a chance. I know that my behavior just hurt you. I also know that maybe your heart won't forgive me for a long time..." With that, Jing Liyuan could not help holding the little woman in her arms and said, "but, sorry, smile, I really can't control..."
Not only such feelings he can't control, but also the beast in his heart. He also began to lose control
Yan Xiaoxiao felt the warmth of Jing Liyuan's embrace, and her heart was particularly uncomfortable. She still remembered the feeling just like being humiliated, the persistent appearance of him, and the picture that even if she asked him, she could not get attention. But compared with these, more importantly, she could not really get angry with him, or in such a place ...
If she can, she still hopes to have a flat and stable environment, two people well together.
"Smile, I'm sorry..." Jing Liyuan said softly, but he didn't know how much this apology contained.
He is not sure whether he will do something like today in the future, or even more serious than today one day. In this sentence, "I'm sorry", there are many things in the future, just like the sentence that he can't control. Jing Liyuan's uncontrollability is not only today, but also countless things in the future
Just all of these Yan Xiaoxiao didn't know, just thought it was today.
Just as far as this matter is concerned, it's not so easy for Yan Xiaoxiao to forgive him so easily. It can only be said that she didn't push away in the face of Jing Liyuan's approach. In the end, she also cherishes this relationship.
After a long time, Jing Liyuan released her and gently held her little hand. Looking at the red mark on it, Feng's eyes were full of love. Her warm big palm gently stroked her wrist. Although Jing Liyuan was not an orthopedic doctor, now he just looked at her wrist and knew that it was hurt to the bone. It can only be said that the injury was not very serious, but it was only now What kind of situation, he still felt in the heart of waves of guilt, also waves of anger!
How could he hurt her?
Why can't he control himself?
If he wasn't defeated so easily, where would he hurt her?
You know, the last person he wants to hurt in the world is her
Feng Mou is full of cherish looking at her wrist, Jing Liyuan gently blow a breath, turn to lift Mou looking at her to ask, "smile, pain?"
With four simple words, Yan Xiaoxiao could not help reddening his eyes.
Before, she wanted him to pay attention to her pain, wanted him to care about himself, but he didn't pay attention to it. Now she finally saw that all the little tempers in her heart broke out at this moment. Her little wrist was still in his palm, but there was another free hand. At this moment, she stretched out her hand to hit his arm, his arm Chest
Once and for all, she was tickling Jing Liyuan. Yan Xiaoxiao was so easy to coax. One or two words could make her completely forget what happened before. Her black and white eyes looked at him and said, "it's very painful. It's all your fault. It's obviously not my fault. When you see that I'm uncomfortable, you don't care. You want me to change clothes, Jing Liyuan How can you do this? You said it before. It won't hurt me. I'll... "Jing Liyuan reached out and pulled her close to his arms. His head touched her forehead and said softly, "en en, it's all my fault. It's my fault. I forced you to do something unhappy. It's also my grievance. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
In a moment, Yan Xiaoxiao was so quiet, just silently looking at his big palm holding his wrist, his right hand was still wrapped with a simple bandage, loose eyes were about to fall, and the blood on the bandage could be seen faintly, the smell of blood spread slightly, Yan Xiaoxiao reached out and pulled his big palm to watch carefully.
Jing Liyuan's mouth finally rose in this moment. He always knew that she was soft hearted.
Let Yan Xiaoxiao look at his palm, Jing Liyuan silently smiles, and his eyes are extremely soft.
"Why don't you go and have a look? What if it hurts badly? " Yan Xiaoxiao said softly, and he relaxed a lot unconsciously in his words. After a long time, he remembered that he had not forgiven him, and then he raised his eyes and glared at him angrily and said, "Jing Liyuan, I tell you, I won't let it go like that. Let's settle it when we return home! In addition, such things can never happen again. If there is a next time, I will... "
The smile at the corner of Jing Liyuan's mouth could not help but was slightly stiff. After all, she leaned over to kiss her before she finished.
Some words, even if they were just words, were hard for him to accept. What's more, he knew that if something happened again and again, Yan Xiaoxiao would leave one day
The sudden kiss interrupted all of Yan Xiaoxiao's words, and he couldn't help biting his lips, but finally he gave in to his power
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Late at night.
Yan Xiaoxiao had a sweet sleep on the huge double bed. After a day's walking, she had suffered such grievances. She was already exhausted and fell asleep as soon as she came back, but Jing Liyuan couldn't sleep.
Turning to look at Yan Xiaoxiao on the bed, Jing Liyuan stood by the window a little away from her, smoking.
In the past, Jing Liyuan didn't smoke, only when he was very upset. In the five years when Yan Xiaoxiao left, he didn't smoke a cigarette for the sake of Jing Yanxi's health, but now he looks so skillful
During this period of time, almost every day he would smoke, because he was bored!
With a burning cigarette in his slender fingers, Jing Liyuan, wearing a simple household clothes, just leans against the window and silently looks at everything outside. Even in England, the night here is a world full of traffic. He hates to wind away, leaving no trace in the room.
Frowning, he had not let go for a long time since he learned about his situation two years ago.
Paranoid psychosis
I can't help it. Jing Liyuan wants to laugh. The corner of his mouth goes up unconsciously and spits out a puff of smoke. He looks at the little woman on the bed in a hazy way and wants to wake her up and tell her everything
However, he dared to tell her, "Yan Xiaoxiao, I have mental illness, do you dare to be with me?"
Forgive him, he really does not have the courage!
Hard smoke a cigarette in the lung hold for a long time, after a long time, Jing Liyuan just spit out, Feng Mou is full of confusion.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, and he didn't know what he wanted to do. The only thing for sure was that Yan Xiaoxiao couldn't leave him, that's all.
Two years ago, Yan Xiaoxiao didn't come back. He didn't know where he was. Even Jing Yanxi was just a three-year-old child. Just like when Yan Xiaoxiao left, he was looking for her all day long. He didn't miss any news, even if he knew it was fake. In those years, he even met several women who were very similar to Yan Xiaoxiao People are similar in appearance, voice and character, but no one is his Yan Xiaoxiao
Just when he was exhausted in order to find Yan Xiaoxiao, Jing Liyuan gradually went into a stubborn state. The Jing family did not persuade him to give up Yan Xiaoxiao, but at that time he was so persistent waiting, and gradually he had some different emotions in his heart. He slowly did not know when his love for her began to change a little, Love deeper, but also more overbearing
He can't tolerate other men around Yan Xiaoxiao, and he can't tolerate other men coveting her!
It's normal to think like this, but it's a little scary when it's too much
When he found that he was paranoid, Jing Liyuan had a sense of vigilance, but all the vigilance changed completely at the moment when he saw Yan Xiaoxiao. When he saw her appear in front of him, his whole blood was almost boiling
After waiting for five years, she finally came back, and his illness, which had been neglected and repressed for two years, began to emerge gradually with the return of Yin Xiaoxiao, tormenting his mood and spirit day by day
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