Chapter 553

In the quiet bedroom, two tall bodies are leaning against each other on the bed. The air is filled with a faint smell of blood, but it seems so spoony

Jing Liyuan, wearing a simple home clothes, leaned back against the back of the bed. When his clothes were open, he could see the muscles with clear texture inside. His slender legs stretched straight, and his white legs were entangled. The scenery outside the window was a little bit close to the peak of noon, but how could the weather in late autumn still have the warmth of summer?

Phoenix eyes slightly narrowed, Jing Liyuan turned to look out of the window, after the breeze, full of desolate taste.

Lying on Jing Liyuan's chest, the blood of Yan Xiaoxiao's mouth had dried up, and his curly hair was scattered by the bed. He was reluctant to let go of his arm for a long time. What he looked into was those sad and lonely eyes

Slightly pursed his lips, Yan Xiaoxiao didn't speak, just let himself rely on Jing Liyuan more tightly, quietly listening to his heart beat, try hard to settle down, also let him settle down.

She doesn't understand, nor is she ignorant, but she really can't make such a turn and leave behavior.

She doesn't know what kind of state it is for a mental patient, but in her opinion, compared with Jing Liyuan's illness, she is more afraid of some things

She was very clear about what kind of person Jing Liyuan was. He would not make such a decision if he had a little hope for his illness. What exactly prompted him to make such a decision must be that his illness could be worthy of the four words "terminally ill". He has no confidence and no extravagance, so how can he realize his promise to her?

The eyes were slightly hot, Yan Xiaoxiao stubbornly did not let the tears fall, but the little hand was still slightly stiff.

How scared she was, he would still be so determined to drive her away

The tall body moved slightly, and Yan Xiaoxiao's heart couldn't help being nervous, and he looked at him straight.

Jing Liyuan stretched out his hand to pull Yan Xiaoxiao up and sit beside the bed. When he saw her pulling her clothes tightly, his hands were tender. He looked up at her with heartache in his eyes.

He didn't want to push her away, he just wanted to have a good talk with her, that's all

But she was scared

The little woman, who seemed to be in a little panic, stretched out her hand and tugged him tightly. In her eyes, she was afraid but did not let go.

Jing Liyuan looked at her deeply. Her eyes fell from her crimson eyes to her small nose, and then to her lips, whose wounds were bigger than before. The pink lips were delicate, but because of the color of blood, they seemed to be a little dry. With her disheveled clothes, she looked very pitiful

"JINGLIYUAN..." Just like a weak voice of a small animal, Jing Liyuan almost felt his heart melted.

Her warm fingertips lifted her curly hair, exposed her beautiful ears, and touched her delicate cheek. It seemed that there were still wet tears on it. Finally, when her finger pulp finally gently touched her scarred lip, Jing Liyuan's eyes were full of regret

He is very distressed, really distressed, but in the case just now, he really can't bear to look at the corner of her mouth because of other men's injury, at the same time clearly want to drive her away, but also want to tightly imprison her in the side of the obsession, all this torture him almost crazy, kiss down the moment, he smelled her body that familiar smell, also feel sad Affected by her temperature, I still can't restrain the impulse to destroy her and follow her

Yan Xiaoxiao didn't know what happened, but he was always paying attention to his eyes. When he saw that the Phoenix eyes gradually became cold, his heart couldn't help but lift up, and his little face was tight and silent.

Touching Yan Xiaoxiao's scarred lips again and again, Jing Liyuan said in a low voice, "Yan Xiaoxiao, even if I am like this, are you not afraid to leave?"

After that, Feng's eyes were straight to Yan Xiaoxiao's eyes, and there were traces of indifference and struggle in her eyes.

He didn't dodge JINGLIYUAN's action of rubbing his lips. Yan Xiaoxiao didn't shake his head, but firmly said, "I won't leave, and I didn't do anything wrong. JINGLIYUAN, you can't drive me away!"

"You've driven me through once, and now you want to drive me away?" The tone of Yan Xiao's laughter was slightly raised, and he looked at him with black and white eyes, and said angrily, "Jing Liyuan, when I was pregnant with Yan Xi, you drove me once, now you still want to drive me away? Believe it or not, if I leave this time, I will never come back! "

Thinking of the time when he was driven away by Jing Liyuan with his child, Yan Xiaoxiao's heart couldn't help but hurt.

Jing Liyuan didn't know what she was thinking. She moved her body a little, and her hand, which was frosting her lips, slipped down. She held her little hand straight. Feng Mou lowered her eyes and said softly, "Yan Xiaoxiao, I'm a psychopath. I don't know when I will get sick. Maybe it's the next second, the next minute, tomorrow Last time I let you go, I didn't tell you the reason, but this time I gave you the reason, didn't I? It's up to you to choose. If you are really not afraid of my injury... ""It could be next year, the year after next, five years later, or..." Yan Xiaoxiao directly interrupted Jing Liyuan's words, and then said without hesitation that there were traces of tears in his eyes, "or a lifetime, isn't it? Jing Liyuan, you haven't tried. How can you know that we must end in tragedy? I never believe that I work so hard and live so seriously. At last, God wants to make fun of me. Why don't you want to gamble with me? "

Wet eyes looked straight at him, Yan Xiaoxiao was expecting and afraid.

Jing Liyuan took a deep look at her and didn't answer her. After a long time, he clenched her hands and whispered, "smile, my father is even a paranoid patient. When my mother met my father, she was a nurse. She knew that my father might be sick at any moment and at any point. She would stay with him all her life. Finally, my father died I met the accident when my illness began to show up. "

Yan Xiaoxiao didn't interrupt, but just listened, clever and quiet.

"I don't know if my father would have been better off if they had survived at that time, or maybe not better than if he had died in that accident, but the news I've got so far is that the disease is incurable..." From the beginning to the end, Jing Liyuan didn't look up at her, but for the first time, he opened his heart to her because of this illness and said, "smile, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that one day I'll suddenly get sick, and then do harm to you, Yan Xi and the people around me, do you understand?"

Smile, I'm afraid

With five short words, Yan Xiaoxiao twisted his heart with pain.

What a proud JINGLIYUAN, what a serious JINGLIYUAN, but today I told her that he was afraid

He's the son of heaven and a medical genius, but now he says helplessly, "I'm afraid"

"I saw a scar on the corner of your mouth, but I didn't hesitate to let you hurt more. Aren't you afraid?" Then Jing Liyuan finally looked at her with her eyes straight up. Feng's eyes were slightly red. "Aren't you afraid that when you fall asleep at night, you will never wake up again, that when you come back, you will meet crazy me, that Jing Liyuan in your mind will never be the same as you are in your heart again..."

Every time he said a word, the corners of Yan Xiaoxiao's mouth would rise to a certain radian, and finally at the moment when his words fell, he could not help holding him in his arms. On the big double bed, Yan Xiaoxiao knelt down on the bed and held the tall Jing Liyuan in his arms, as if holding his child.

"Jing Liyuan, I've never been afraid of you, and I've never thought of being with other men, let alone let me leave you..." He spoke softly, and Yin Xiaoxiao reached out to pacify Jing Liyuan. He could clearly feel that with the fall of his words, Jing Liyuan's arms around his waist were slightly heavier, and his chest gradually began to get wet. "No matter what you look like in the future, you are Jing Liyuan, the man in my heart, the man I proposed to in the street, and you are in my heart I'm not afraid that I won't wake up after I fall asleep, and I'm not afraid that I'll come back to see crazy you one day. I'll only worry, I'll worry. What can you do without me? Just like me, I don't know what to do without you... "

Tears fell quickly disappeared, the bedroom is full of sadness.

Holding Jing Liyuan's head tightly, Yin said with a smile and a cry, "Jing Liyuan, never push me away for any reason, because I really don't know if I can live without you."

In her eyes, he has already become everything, is her day, is her land, is her all!

Holding Yan Xiaoxiao, Jing Liyuan could not help moistening his eyes slightly, and the corners of his mouth could not help rising slightly, with a little bit of happiness and a little bit of bitterness

Yes, bitter.

From the beginning, he knew that Yan Xiaoxiao would not leave him! She is kind, strong and brave. She will never leave him at this time. Even if he has just bitten her lips crazily, she may not be able to live comfortably for a while, and she will not be angry or annoyed

Just, he didn't know when such Yan Xiaoxiao would be.

One day, she will leave him. Maybe, as Dong Kai said, when he hurts her all over the body, she will leave without hesitation and never come back. Maybe, when he makes dangerous behavior to her or Yan Xi again and again, she will have to leave him However, in all the endings, she left him

The arms around Yan Xiaoxiao's waist were tightened inch by inch, and his Phoenix eyes were closed tightly. Jing Liyuan greedily sniffed all the flavors of Yan Xiaoxiao's body, and tried to carve them into his heart. He didn't know that one day all these things disappeared, and he could only live the rest of his life with memories

He is so selfish that even though he knows that he can't control his emotions now, he still firmly keeps her, and then he is in a state of anxiety, waiting for her to leave at any time

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