Vol 9 Chapter 154: , Girly feelings are always poetry

Seeing the look of the big girl, Hua Sigu couldn't help but blurt out, "Does he actually like your cousin?"

Up to now, if the four aunt Hua can't guess anymore, she will be called the "Skillful Hand Lanxin Zhuge" in the future. This is clearly a love triangle. No, more precisely, it was a crush of a girl.

The flower girl nodded slightly, sighed, and said: "At that time, I was young and arrogant. I always felt that I was the most powerful and outstanding in this world. Who wouldn't like me?"

Fourth aunt Hua said in a low voice, "Yes, everyone liked you at that time. Even my cousin loved you." This is exactly what makes the girl feel that way. Everyone regards her as the most important, and thinks it is impossible for her cousin to dislike her.

Girl Hua smiled and said: "It's just that kind of love, it's not what I want." Naturally, she is qualified to say such things. At the beginning, such a proud girl wanted the wind to get the wind and the rain to rain. What could she want but couldn't get?

The fourth aunt Hua was stunned, and said slowly: "How many things in this world can be obtained by someone who wants it? Even if what you get is not what you want, you can still be considered as getting it after all."

Girl Hua smiled softly and said, "I'm still a child, and said such childish words. But, what right do I have to say to you? At the beginning, my thoughts were a hundred times more naive than you. Now that I think about it, it's so ridiculous, even I feel ashamed of myself."

When talking about this, the girl Hua's eyes were also a bit disappointed.

Although it has been more than 50 years, when she occasionally remembered, she always wanted to ask herself that at the beginning everyone had fun together. She feels that she and her cousin are childhood sweethearts and love each other over time. But cousin, why do you always think she is a child?

Why does his cousin have **** with his cousin, and he, who is only two years younger than his cousin, always looks mischievous, headstrong, and small in his eyes.

Ms. Hua sometimes thinks, if at that time, she was like other girls, hiding in the boudoir, practicing female celebrity, and learning that piano, chess, calligraphy and painting from the four virtues, would her cousin also like herself?

Was it his original behavior that made him feel naive, and made him feel that such crazy actions can only be done by children, so in his mind, he always treats him as if he is not growing up?

If that is the case, could it be that he screwed up everything?

The fourth aunt Hua whispered: "Everyone has done unreasonable things when they were young. Perhaps after ten or twenty years, I will feel ridiculous when I think of my self-pity now. But at this time, I But I feel that I have suffered the most unfortunate thing in this world. Master, did you feel that way back then?"

Thinking of Qiao Wuxia, Hua Sigu's eyes were full of sadness.

Even if Ms. Hua's cousin has no affection for her, he still likes her, even when she is a child or a little sister, in his heart, after all, there is a place for her. Moreover, the two of them still have so many opportunities to get along.

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And what about yourself? Can only love Qiao Wuxia bitterly. And Qiao Wuxia, perhaps soon, will forget himself. Perhaps, he was just a flash in the pan, leaving no shadow in his heart at all.

Thinking of this, Hua Sigu felt sad and couldn't help herself.

The flower girl looked into the distance, for a long time, she smiled bitterly, and said: "Unfortunate? I naturally felt that way at the time, but when that happened not long after, I realized how ridiculous my so-called misfortune was. ! In comparison, that's just a drop in the bucket."

Sister Hua said: "Later? What happened again?"

She had never heard Ms. Flower talk about these things before, and now she heard them, only feeling very curious. At this moment, she realized that she didn't know anything about Ms. Hua's life experience. Could it be because of her cousin that she had cut off contact with all her family members?

What's the reason that Lady Flower has changed from the savage and willful girl in her mouth to her present dignified and steady temperament?

Among them, there must be a reason.

Ms. Flower's hand squeezed the rein tightly, almost without any blood, obviously, there was a very intense thought in her heart.

Sigu Hua saw in his eyes and did not dare to urge any more.

After a long while, Lady Hua said slowly: "That day, I went to my cousin’s house to play and saw that her house was very beaming. My cousin was trying on a bright red dress with the help of a maid. I was curious. , Asked her what happened. In fact, the happy clothes are naturally worn by those who are going to be married. It is not difficult to guess. But at that time, how arrogant and self-centered I was. Other people’s things were the same. I don’t care, and I have never really cared about anyone, including my cousin."

"You care about him that way, why don't you care?" Sigu Hua asked softly, not understanding.

The flower girl shook her head and smiled helplessly: "I only care about myself. In my opinion, my cousin is my favorite person. He exists by my side and makes me happy. As for him I have never thought about what is in my mind, what he wants, and I never thought about it, I have to do something for him."

Sigu Hua couldn't help being stunned. In this way, when she was young, Hua Da was really self-willed.

However, such a temperament is indeed formed when everyone is used to it.

I don’t know why, after figuring this out, Sigu Hua is a little bit more envious of Ms. Hua, even if she knows that she has missed the person she loves because of her personality, but Hua Si Aunt still feels that the life that Ms. Hua lived in that year was the happiest one, which she would never reach. ..

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