Vol 9 Chapter 156: , Conceit and low self-esteem

The situation at that time, as long as Miss Flower now thinks a little bit, she feels like she is falling into an ice cave, and she feels cold.

However, Sigu Hua took a long sigh of relief. What she worried about the most did not happen in the end.

When Ms. Hua Shi Cai said that she was going to ask her questions, Si Gu felt scared in her heart, and she was afraid Ms. Hua would actually ask her cousin.

At that moment, the fourth aunt of Hua felt as if people all over the world were going to read the jokes of Ms. Hua. She couldn’t imagine that such a proud girl would ask a man who didn’t love her. When she was rejected again, she felt How painful it should be. Fortunately, she did not ask.

Lady Hua looked at Sigu Hua and said, "Do you think that I didn't ask him or was rejected face-to-face, so I felt relieved in my heart?"

Sister Hua nodded honestly and said, "If you ask in person, I think you will be even more sad. His answer will definitely disappoint you. And, between the two of you, I can't get along like I did before."

Sigu Hua's thoughts are just like her heart, but she doesn't really have much hope.

Just like she did to Qiao Wuxia, even if she liked it, she didn't necessarily want Qiao Wuxia to be in love with herself. What she wanted was that the two could become friends and have a chance to get along.

Obviously, deep in Si Gu's heart, no matter how talented she is in martial arts, she still has a deep inferiority complex about her appearance at that age.

The flower girl shook her head slowly, and said: "Yes, don't ask him, I can keep my face, and I won't know what I like about him. After the two of us, we can still be the same as before, brother and sister. , You can talk and laugh, you can practice martial arts together, and you can get along day and night. But, you know, don’t you know, it’s nothing more than a cover-up."

"But it's always better, nothing." Hua Sigu bit her lip gently, and whispered.

The flower girl laughed at herself and said: "He didn't reject me, did he just like me? Still not. He can get along with me as before. Can I be the same with him? No, my mind , Has changed, and will never go back to the past."

"But," Hua Sigu hesitated for a moment, and said: "You didn't ask after all."

The flower girl smiled bitterly: "Yes, I can say these things now. At that time, I was willing to be that ear-shielding fool. As long as I didn't hear the sound, I pretended that nothing happened."

Sigu Hua whispered: "But many times, many people are like this. In fact, this is very good, and you can pretend that you don't know anything."

Lady Hua looked at Si Gu, and said with a chuckle: "Is it really good to deceive yourself and others?"

"But if it's not the case, how can it be? It's always better than telling everything in person, and I won't even think about it in the future?" Hua Sigu also raised his eyes and looked into the distance.

auzw.com On the official road that day, it was extremely quiet, and no one else had ever passed by. Along the way, the two of them were the only ones who slowly beat their horses along The road moved slowly.

Sister Hua felt that the road seemed to be out of sight.

She and Ms. Hua, two women, one old and one young, are nearly fifty years old, but at such a moment, what they think in their hearts and what they feel on their bodies are exactly the same pain and distress.

From that time on, Sigu Hua, who knew nothing about feelings before, seemed to have grown up in an instant. She knew a lot of things, understood a lot of helplessness, and also understood, no matter what kind of person she was, no matter what she was, she was a knight Ordinary people, young people, or old people, if you really fall into this hopeless relationship, it will be a whirlpool that you can't get rid of, you can only let it bring itself into it.

Ms. Hua laughed very self-deprecatingly, and then said: "When I stood at the entrance of the martial arts hall, I don’t know how long I stood there. Someone came out and saw me and told me with a smile that my cousin and his father were not there. It suddenly occurred to me that they must be well-dressed and are going to the cousin's house."

Ms. Hua looked into the distance, her eyes full of bewilderment, after a long while, she came back to her senses, and continued: "At that moment, I suddenly felt a sense of relief and luck. I am glad I ran out. , Otherwise, when I saw them at my cousin’s house, I really didn’t know how to deal with it. Then, those people who were hit by my horse in the downtown area all chased up and scolded me."

The corner of Ms. Hua's mouth forced a smile, and she looked at Sister Hua.

Fourth Aunt Hua whispered, "Although she was embarrassed, she helped you out."

The flower girl nodded and said: "I told the man that my horse was frightened and caused trouble in the downtown area. I wanted to find my cousin to borrow some money to compensate those people. That person and I are also familiar with each other. Yes, I took the silver to pad it on."

The fourth aunt Hua smiled bitterly, and then asked: "Then your cousin and cousin, do you just make a kiss?"

The flower girl nodded bitterly, and said hoarsely: "Yes, that day, they will kiss each other."

Fourth aunt Hua said again: "The two of them have long been happy, but haven't you noticed it at all?"

Ms. Hua showed a sadder look in her eyes, and she laughed extremely helplessly, and said: "Actually, the time they spent together was far less than the time I spent with my cousin. Cousin and cousin, after they grew up, they never met each other."

"Then how could they—" The Fourth Aunt Hua couldn't help but be puzzled, very puzzled.

Ms. Hua sighed and said helplessly: "Si Niang, ordinary people's marriages are in fact totally involuntary in their own right. You must have heard of such things as a matchmaker ordered by your parents."

Sister Hua was surprised: "That's not because he wants to marry your cousin, but his parents mean it?"

Ms. Hua nodded and said, "Yes, that's what the cousin meant. He thinks that the two families are right, and the two are about the same age, so naturally they match, so she took him and came to propose marriage."

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