Vol 9 Chapter 176: , Right or wrong

Miss Hua's eyes showed a bit of pain immediately, and she murmured: "I understand, I understand. Sure enough, I did something wrong, even if you think so, then naturally I must be wrong. I'm so self-willed, why can't I be like other girls? Why do I have to be independent? I still feel that I am so different, I would be envied by them. Who knows, who knows..."

When Ms. Hua talked about it later, the expression on her face became more and more uncomfortable, almost uncontrollable.

The fourth aunt Hua quickly comforted: "Master, I didn't say that you did wrong. If you were the same as other girls at the beginning, you just added a bit of the possibility of being regarded as a future daughter-in-law by his father. However, It’s only a few possible points. In fact, in his father’s eyes, I’m afraid your cousin has always been the best candidate. No matter what you do, it’s useless.”

"But, but at least there is so much more hope." Ms. Hua murmured, the disappointment in her eyes was still uttered, "I broke all hope by myself and made things so bad."

Sister Hua said, "But there is so little hope. What's the point? You know, the result is the same as it is now. Besides, if you have not been by his side, his memory will Gradually forget everything about you, no longer remember."

The flower girl murmured: "Will he forget me? Will he forget me in the end?"

The fourth aunt Hua nodded and said, "You had a lot of friends playing with at that time. Who do you remember? Forgetting, it's just a matter of time. If you are so stunned by everyone, there is nothing extraordinary about you. Forgetting faster. However, when you go to the martial arts gym, he will remember you because he gets along with you all day and because your character is different from other people. And he will remember you forever ."

Girl Hua smiled bitterly, and said: "He did remember me. But, I have spent so much thought and almost exhausted everything, so should he remember me?"

The fourth aunt of Hua said silently: "If you don't go, if you don't spend these thoughts, you won't even remember this one."

Ms. Hua was silent for a while, and said: "He doesn't remember, it's okay if he doesn't remember... At least, I will not like him more and more in my heart because of the more and more time I spend with him. For a lifetime."

The fourth aunt Hua’s voice was very low, as if she was afraid of making Ms. Hua even more sad, she said almost inaudibly, "If that were the case, then fifty years ago, you would be like other family members in that scene. In the midst of the catastrophe..." She did not continue, but lowered her eyes lightly, not daring to see Lady Flower.

The flower girl was stunned.

Immediately, her gaze was full of pain, and she lowered her head, tears came down and wet her sleeves.

She also thought of all that, and also guessed her possible ending.

Yes, if you don't have that kind of character, if you stay in the boudoir like other sisters, everything will be forgotten after a long time.

Perhaps the cousin's father would think of her, he would think that she is also a good girl, and think that he might go to her house to propose marriage. But more likely, the cousin's father still chose the cousin.

At that time, she in her deep boudoir knew nothing about anything.

Then, when that nightmare night arrived, the whole family went up and down, and no one was spared, and finally died in the fire.

Could this ending be what she hoped for?

of course not.

auzw.com Even Ms. Hua said that she would rather die with others. But in the heart, who wants to die? No matter how hard it is to live, anyone will persist in surviving.

The power that supports them to survive is the hope for a better future.

But for Ms. Hua, all her expectations are over. By her age, she has not longed for much. All she can do is to remember the past, repeat it over and over again, asking herself whether everything she has done is right or wrong.

The two horses moved forward slowly, one behind the other, and the two women were silent.

The two were on the road early in the morning. By this time, it was almost noon. The sun became more and more dazzling, shooting from the air to the earth, with a bit of heat, so that both people felt that sweat was slowly sliding down the clothes along the body, which was very uncomfortable.

But no one said, the two continued to move forward facing the sun.

Occasionally there was a soft wind, passing by the treetops on both sides of the road, the shadows of the trees shook, and the mottled shadows fell on the two people, jumping like many small waves.

The sound of horseshoes is very monotonous, kicking and stomping, as if there is a bit of fatigue and exhaustion, walking forward slowly.

But both of them knew that the horse was a Liangju. He was very well cared for at Qiao's house and was fed carefully when he left. Naturally, he would not get tired after walking all morning.

It is the hearts of two people that are really tired.

Sigu Hua felt very uncomfortable.

She has a very depressed and painful feeling.

Before, she told Ms. Hua that although she didn't get the love of "Jiujianxian" for her, at least, the two of them spent a lot of time together, at least he would always remember her.

But what about herself?

There is a deep sorrow in the heart of Hua Sigu.

She had never thought about the possibility of becoming the wife of Qiao Wuxia. She just hoped to be with him. She just hoped to see him more. The greatest luxury in my heart is that Qiao Wuxia can have an impression of her and can remember her.

However, these are just wishes, impossible wishes.

Sister Hua could almost imagine that Wuxia Qiao would not leave much impression on himself who had only met once.

And his family's children, when they reach a certain age, they will naturally become biological sons step by step, and lead such an ordinary life that they are extremely yearning for.

Thinking of this, Sigu Hua couldn't help crying. ..

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