Vol 9 Chapter 185: , The past is in my heart

The fourth aunt of Hua said, "Who is ruthless than the grass? Since he is so good, there are women like him. Those women who want to come are not all ordinary people. Although he has gratitude in his heart, he does not want to accept those women, but get along It’s been a long time, and it’s impossible not to be completely moved by them. Even if you can’t trust each other for a lifetime, it’s normal to have a heartbeat.”

The flower girl smiled bitterly and said: "I naturally understand this truth, but when I hear him say such things and show such an expression, I feel so uncomfortable in my heart that I can't help myself. Suddenly, I don't want to listen to him. I don’t want to see him anymore, for fear that he will say something about whom he is interested in, making me even more sad."

Sigu Hua whispered: "Whoever it is, it will probably be the case."

The flower girl said: "So, I said,'Since this is the case, we have nothing to say, you should go back.' But he didn't leave, but said to me,'When I came, it was because I want to talk to you about some of the things I think in my heart. You don’t want to say who you are. I was born with thoughts that I didn’t want to talk about. But since you are entrusted by others, I want to treat you. Say it'."

Sister Hua gave an "um" and said, "He must have thought that you were invited by a woman who missed him but was rejected by him. What he said to you obviously wanted you to tell that woman. That woman gave it up."

A smile appeared on the face of the flower girl, nodded, and said: "I immediately thought of this layer at the time. Therefore, the originally depressed mood improved in an instant, and she quickly said,'What do you have In other words, it is straightforward.' He nodded and said,'Many people know my name and I am Jiu Jianxian, but my real name and my life experience are very few people know, even It’s my good friend, never knew it’."

The fourth aunt Hua nodded and said: "All his family members died in that catastrophe, and his related enemies were killed by him for revenge. In this way, there are of course few people who know his origin. There are few of them. Even if some people knew what happened back then, they might not be able to associate the'Jiujianxian' with the great fire in Lincheng."

Girl Hua said: "Yes, he himself naturally doesn't want to mention too much, so his identity is quite mysterious in the martial arts. Of course he thinks I must not know."

A faint smile appeared at the corner of Huasigu's mouth, and said indifferently: "How can he think that someone who knows the cause and effect of this matter clearly is in front of him at this moment?"

auzw.com Ms. Flower sighed and continued: "I naturally still pretend to be ignorant, and deliberately asked, "I only heard that Jiu Jianxian always walks alone, I have never heard of it. His family and origin, what is your life experience?'. His face showed a very sad expression, as if he was in a memory. After a long time, he said slowly, "I used to be a A family of children, a huge family, and a wealth of business. I have parents who love me, brothers and sisters who are close to me, and a fiancee who is already married. But all of this is due to my pursuit of fame and fortune. Go'. When he talked about this, he always had a sad smile on his face. Although it was a smile, the sadness remained cold in his heart."

The fourth aunt Hua said silently: "This matter must be the last thing he wants to talk about. At that time, I must be extremely uncomfortable in my heart, so I will talk to you who he thinks has never been his life."

The flower girl said: "I didn't have the mind to guess what he thought at the time. When he brought up this matter, I also felt sad and unable to control myself. I could only cover my mouth with my hands desperately and prevent myself from making a sound. Come, for fear of arousing his suspicion. And he probably was too sad at the time and didn't notice my abnormality."

Sigu Hua couldn't help sighing deeply, feeling heartfelt sympathy and sadness for these two people.

The flower girl continued: "Although I did not speak out, he was already immersed in this matter, and continued to say,'If I don't insist on becoming famous, I won't harm them and all my family. At that time, I Young and ignorant, I always feel that a man should be famous and make a name in the arena. Young and frivolous, naturally offend a lot of people, I don’t care, I always feel that if he has the ability, he Come to me for revenge, I'm always waiting. But I never expected that they didn't seek revenge from me, but attacked my family.' When he heard him talk about this past event, tears shed my eyes. , Reluctantly restrained, saying, "If you understood this at the beginning, it would be great.""

Sigu Hua shook his head and sighed: "Everyone said that it would be so good to know it, but unfortunately, everything will ultimately be defeated by this."

The flower girl said: "He sighed and said, "Unfortunately it is too late. All my family members have been driven to death by my enemies because of me. Not only my family, but also my fiancée and distant cousin's family. After being extinguished and burning the manor, all the people, even their bodies, were indistinguishable and horrible. The sudden change at the beginning made me crazy, but later even though I was slashing my enemies, I couldn’t change the lives of people who came home. '."

Ms. Hua shook her head slowly, repeating the tragedy again. Her mood has calmed down a bit, but she is still a little excited and calms down before she continues: "I listened, my hands are tight. He made a fist, his nails pierced into his palm, pierced and bleeds, and he didn't feel any pain. He went on to say, "You know, when I knew my martial arts had been exhausted, I didn't feel any more Sad, although there is a little melancholy and regret, but more, it is a kind of relief-like relief.' I immediately said,'Can you really relax?', he said,'My heart, in fact, is already dead. I die because of the death of my family, I live, just a walking dead. I use wine as a company, not free and easy, but to relieve my sorrows through wine."

Sister Hua said sadly: "In fact, his heart has always been bitter, even more than you, more than anyone."

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