~： Ask for leave

The update has been unstable recently, and the old house is really helpless. Two months ago, my grandfather left, and the old house was delayed for a lot of time because of this. It has only been two months, and my grandmother is about to die. The old house has been back to her hometown for a long time, and she has been with her old man. I thought she could last for half a month and a month. I didn't expect that the tumor had deteriorated rapidly this week, and the morphine was no longer in pain. Howling, howling, howling, struggling feebly, the old house is uncomfortable, every sound is uncomfortable,,, when my grandfather left early, before the old house was born, my grandfather left, I have never experienced the feeling of the death of a loved one, grandpa The departure of the old house is a blow to the old house. Now that my grandma has arrived at this time, the old house has always been an emotionally restrained person, and he is not good at expressing his emotions. The old house does not cry. When my grandfather left, the old house did not cry, but in my heart The pain, there is really nowhere to vent. . . I remember that my grandmother's body was still in good condition. When my grandfather left, my grandmother went to his funeral, but in a blink of an eye, my grandmother also collapsed. It was too sudden. Yes, I force myself to write, but I can't. . . I don't want to talk about it, the old house doesn't want to say more. All I can do now is to send my grandma off for the last ride. That's it, ask for a leave, and then fill in the hole slowly after sending my grandma away. In fact, the old house should have asked for leave a long time ago. I just don't want to vent too much emotions to readers, and I don't want to delay writing and everyone because of this. In this respect, Lao Zhai is indeed not a qualified author, sorry.