Chapter 29: Tale of an Exorcist
Chapter 29
Tale of an Exorcist
The sudden reinvigorated and even jubilant atmosphere made even Sylas feel awkward. Looking at the rekindled faces of the group that, just a few minutes ago were downtrodden, felt odd. Was he an Exorcist? Of course not. Well, he is an ex-Exorcistbut even that was a scam, and it happened on Earth, and it had nothing to do with his current situation. It wasnt just the seven guards, it was also Tebek and TennerTebeks countenance toward him shifted even more and the man seemed deathly afraid of even stepping on Sylas toes, while Tenner continued nodding knowingly, as though hed just unlocked some big secret of the universe.
The only seemingly unimpressed partyand even a slightly angry oneseemed to be Ryu. The boy(girl) stared at Sylas with an unflinching gaze that seemed to bore a hole in his thick armor. He had to look away. What the hell?
Following the historic revelation that the man leading them was an Exorcist, the groups pace increased almost tenfold. They seemed to be speedrunning the place, utterly fearless. Now, however, Sylas stood on the opposite sidehe was afraid. Afraid that this loop was done. After all, if anything popped up behind the trees, everyone would just look at him and wash their hands from it. And what would he do? Likely piss his pants and pass outnot from fear, but sheer embarrassment. He had to avoid that. In that scenario hed just run ahead and die immediately. Yes, it was a solid plan.
Ryne was angryshe was furious, in fact. Though the man never explicitly stated that he was an Exorcist, he didn't deny it when others called him out. That was unforgivable! Impersonating a Paragon was a sin beyond sinning, a declaration of death. She would be completely justified in simply wiping out this entire group. Nobody, not even the supposed Prince, would be able to protest. She would be in the right, after all.
However, there was an issue shed never killed before. Shed killed Ghouls and Ghails and Wraths, and other manner of the Unspoken, but shed never killed another human being. She couldnt. It was too much. After all, even the man in front of her, though he committed a cardinal sin wasnt a bad man. She suspected he let them believe that he was an Exorcist simply because it lifted up their spirits.
Considering that the groups pace skyrocketed, she couldnt even blame himthough she still did. Being an Exorcist she frowned. At the moment, she was growing even angrier at others. Look at them, she gnashed her teeth. They worshiped the title, believing themselves saved. Yet, outside
Theres another pattern here, she called out, pointing at yet another patch of strangely-positioned trees. We should go around it.
Y-yes, the man, Sylas said. Good eye.
he now had a role to play, and the role he clearly knew nothing about it. Ryne wasnt surprised. After all, the general public had absolutely no idea how the becoming of an Exorcist went. The stories that spread were dull. They believed Exorcists were born with the ability to resist the fear that the Spirits instill in the men. A fabrication, really, to excuse their fragile little egos. No, it cant be that they are just afraidits that the nasty and gnarly spirits made them afraid.
Exorcists arent born with anything unique about them. They werent like Blademasters or Magi. They were ordinary peopleordinary people who have been broken down like clocks and rebuilt, part by part, only to be broken again. She was born with the ability to resist fear? Ryne scoffed, wanting to cry still. She was tossed as a three-year-old babe into a basement full of Ghalls, alongside fourteen other kids. Only she and one other survived. It was luck, is all. Nothing more, nothing less.
That was how they were trainedbrutally tossed into the wall and expected to die. If they lived it was a lucky break, and if they lived enough times, theyd earn the right to become an Exorcist. Rather than rotting away in the basements and courtyards, they would be sent across the Kingdoms to battle the spirits. The only form of training theyd receive is the basic talisman inscription. That was it. They werent even given any coin or other means of sustaining themselves.
Oh? So, I should go ahead and tell everyone else that you arent an Exorcist?
Go ahead, Sylas shrugged. And when I tell them that youre missing one key ingredient to being a boy, who do you think they'll believe? Peck-absent eunuch or their savior, Exorcist Sylas?
I thinking for a moment, Ryne realized that he was rightthose idiots would trust him over her, even if it was her who spotted the tree patterns and not him.
Take it as a bit of life advice, Sylas chuckled gently at her wrinkled expression. Dont try to play ball with old geezers like me. Youre still too green and were all too mean. Anyway, dont worry; Ive no plans of telling on you. Even if you tell on me.
Yeah, right.
Im serious, Sylas said, taking a bite out of the chicken. Weve only gotten this far because of you. If it were just us, wed still be sucking our own tits trying to figure out a way out of the first loop. Look, I dont know who you areand I do hope you share your secrets with me eventuallybut I know you mean us no harm. Thats more than enough. Youre a good kid, Ryu, and though I cant possibly imagine what someone as young as you is doing in this hell I dont plan on making it even more infernal for you. If you need anything, let me know. Im serious.
Ryne stayed muted for a moment, surprised. In her experience, most adults hardly cared for people her age. In fact, she was lucky if they completely ignored her. Though her mind wanted to doubt the man, her heart her heart gave in. It was too weak, too needy. It yearned too much. Its its Ryne. She mumbled, lowering her head.
Ryne?
Y-yes
Its pleasure, Ryne, Sylas said, ruffling the girls hair. Damn, kids are easy he sighed inwardly. He didnt really play hernot the way he played others, anyway. He simply realized quickly what she needed, wanted, yearned. And he gave her that. He meant every single thing he saidhe just worded it in a perfect way to dearmor her and see past the front. She was strong, uniquely equipped to help them, but, in the end she was a kid. And kids who end up in situations like hers arent the sort who grew up in loving homes with their emotional needs fulfilled and met.
I Im sorry I threatened you, she said suddenly, fiddling with her fingers. Its its just that you said you were an Exorcist even when you were not. And and since Im an Exorcist, to me it was really offensive. Its its a sin to impersonate a Paragon, any of them, even Exorcists
Sylas blanked, his lips twitching. He, also, had begun noticing some patternsthey had nothing to do with the trees or the talismans, but were of the much grander kind. He had pondered on and off as to why he was dropped into this world at that specific momentwhy not a night later or prior or even years and decades in either direction. And more and more hes begun believing there was a distinct reasonand Ryne was one of the confirmations.
For every wall he faced, there was a solution nearbya solution that he had no means of conjuring up on his own. But all the tools, whether they be actual tools or people who could solve whatever issue he had, were nearby, both in time and place, to where he spawned. It was as though that was the only moment he could have been spawned in. What were the chances, otherwise, of an Exorcist, or at least someone proficient with talismans, being in the castle just as he wanted to explore the forest?
These these cant all just be coincidences, right? Sylas had an odd expression on his face, one which made Ryne inwardly happy. He wasnt freaking out or worshipping her, he just appeared amused by the news. On the other hand, Sylas had even forgotten that the girl was next to him. I mean, Valen being there and the main quest being literally tied to him can be one coincidence but so many of them is just too much, right? Shit, what kind of hell did I get dropped into, man?