-86- Violence is Holy
Chapter 86
Violence is Holy
Under the crackling of the roaring campfire, Sylas bit into a piece of chicken, yanking a good chunk of it and chewing through it without savoring the taste. Right after, he helped himself to a jug of wine and continued intermittently doing so until the roasted chicken was gone--well, the half of it, anyway.
The shadows cast by the fire dimmed his face, turned him into a dark silhouette leaning against the tree, the shoulders slightly slouched, as though heavy.
Hed departed three days ago, bound for the forest and beyond, only a sword and some supplies his companions. Rather than having a concentrated plan, he was moving in largely blind--his main goal was to either stumble upon Iun or the human with whom the Thrall spoke before the battle. And if not that, at least to check what was happening near the Well. The castle wouldnt be able to survive anything for foreseeable future. Another attack... would completely obliterate it.
Settling into his thoughts, he began running over certain things that misaligned--starting with Ryne. He distinctly recalled the young girl blowing up the entire castle when her life was threatened during one of the loops. Though his memory was fuzzy on the reason behind why she exploded, she certainly did. He pondered why it didnt activate this time around, and came to a few possible conclusions: either that hand was simply too powerful for whatever was resting within her, it only activated if her life was threatened directly, or it only reacted to whatever was killing Ryne at the time.
Right. It was a disease or something, right? he wrestled with his memories, over eighty years of them, trying to recall one, specific loop and the specific details within it. Ah, forget it, forget it. I already have, anyway, he mumbled, sighing.
Another point of contention for him was the hand itself--though nobody quite had the time to ruminate upon it due to the factor of trying to survive, it was, by far and away, the most contentious point.
Countless questions poured out inside his mind: whose was it? Where did it come from? How did it appear there? Where did it go to? How come it didnt leave any identifying mark behind? Was the timing of it truly coincidental?
However, he knew that most of those questions wouldnt have easy answers--not the ones he could get any time soon. Hed be stuck in the dark and adrift for a long while, though there were still some questions that he could answer--if he could catch the human.
Snuffing out the fire, he put everything back into the leathery sack and tossed it over his shoulder before heading deeper into the forest. Unlike the last time, he could distinguish the tree patterns himself--though it showed the massive progress hes made with talismans, it hardly made him joyous. In fact, he barely even registered it, merely moving past them and onward without kicking up any fuss.
It was an uneventful, silent, drudging journey. Not an adventure, not an exile, not a punishment--a trek, almost akin to a job. He ignored the swaying trees, the cold, as well as the snow that began to fall on the second day. Driven inwardly by seemingly inexhaustible fuel, nothing bothered him. His single-mindedness seemed to clear open the path in front of him and guide him toward the goal.
He bridged the last gap on the fourth day, barely having rested all the while, and arrived near the last 'station'--the patch of trees beyond which the forest thinned out and opened up into a valley. To his surprise and joy, he saw the flickering of fire, slowing down and silencing his footsteps as he approached. Peaking from behind the tree, he saw flames of the campfire roaring on a small clearing, a figure seated near it, muttering something while reading an ancient-looking tome.
Sylas recognized him--not by the features, but by the black, tattered hood. Immediately, anger burst from his soul--but he held it back. Putting the sack down, he began to creep closer toward the figure. He didnt know the mans strength--especially when it came to magic. After all, he stood among the army of the dead and was not attacked.
However, when Sylas stopped right behind the man, looming over him like a cliff over a river, he realized that the man likely had no fighting experience. Sylas had developed instincts for sensing when someone was nearby decades upon decades upon decades ago, when he was still a babe when it came to wielding a sword. Anyone who allowed another to approach this closely, especially considering Sylas didnt have any assassin-like training, was beyond weak.
Sylas grasped at the man's hood and cleaned up his hands before walking over to where he left the sack, picking it up, and sitting by the campfire, busting open the last jug of wine he had. Though he'd gotten no answers yet, he wasn't worried. There was another time. At least, he knew that the man was here--even so many days after the attack.
"Right, that tome he was holding," Sylas mumbled, looking around until he noticed the tome--inside the campfire, only a few remnants of thick leather remaining, all paper burned. "Oh well," he mumbled, disconnected, glancing further north where, beyond the last patch of trees, he first saw the Well open. Rather than immediately bolting there, he chose to settle down for a little while and rest, since he suspected that he'd be killed off fairly quickly as soon as he crossed that threshold.
He was alerted abruptly by the sound of the crackling branches, shooting up to his feet and drawing out a sword, turning back toward the source of the sound--where he killed Tessar. There, looming above his corpse, Sylas saw one of the strangest sights in his life--all those hed seen in this life included. There stood a white doe with a black crow perched on top of its head. The two shifted their heads from the corpse and onto him, almost as though they were humans, and gazed at him. Sylas stiffened in place, almost wanting to kneel beneath those eyes.
Can he see us?the crow asked.
He can see us. the doe replied.
Can he feel us? the crow asked.
He can feel us. the doe replied.
Does he believe in us? the crow asked.
He does not believe in us. the doe replied.
How can he not believe in us? the crow asked.
For to him, we are not real, dear crow. the doe replied.
We are real to all.
Not to those who unfathom.
Not to those who unsuffer.
Not to those who unbleed.
Not to those who unsaw.
... Sylas stared and stared, rooted in place, before mumbling softly. What the fuck?