"Mom, I'm sorry." Yao Ting said.
Mrs. Li looked at Li Haoran, took a deep breath, and pressed back the words of swearing.
"Silly child, I'm sorry. We are a family. If we don't have a test tube or surrogate pregnancy, I know several surrogate institutions in the United States. We can choose a good Chinese surrogate for you."
Said Mrs. Li, like a loving mother-in-law.
Yao Ting complex looking at her, naturally saw her face and kind eyes abhorrent, she pulled pull pull mouth, way: "know, mom."
Another two words, Yao Ting said: "Mom, I am a little tired, want to go up to rest."
"Go ahead." Mrs. Li said with a kind smile.
When Yao Ting went up, Li Haoran also wanted to follow up, but Mrs. Li took hold of her arm and said, "Haoran, come on, mom will tell you about surrogacy. You are in your thirties. You have to have a baby earlier."
Li Haoran suppressed the impatience between his eyebrows and said, "Mom, I'll go up to see Tingting. I don't want to have a baby so early. Let's talk about surrogacy."
Mrs. Li sank her face and said, "Haoran, mom has given in to this situation for you. Do you want your mother to have no grandchildren in her life?"
"Mom." Li Haoran helplessly called out: "Tingting is just very difficult to get pregnant. It's not that she can't be pregnant. Don't put too much pressure on her. Sooner or later, we'll be pregnant. Now the medical technique is so developed, it will succeed."
"Then you give me an exact time. When?" Mrs. Li said tightly.
“……” Li Haoran choked for a while and said, "Mom, there will always be. We really don't need surrogacy."
"That's a surrogate. If Yao Ting is really pregnant and can be reborn, we can raise one or two of them in our Li family." Mrs. Li said eagerly, "I'll contact the surrogacy agencies in the United States for you to find a most beautiful Chinese girl to surrogate you."
"Mom, I'll go up first." Li Haoran finished, regardless of Mrs. Li's obstruction, went upstairs directly.
"Haoran." Cried Mrs. Li.
Li Haoran is confused.
Entering the bedroom, Li Haoran looks at Yao Ting who is curled up on the bed. A trace of heartache flashed in his eyes.
He went over, sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and stroked her hair, and said, "Tingting."
Yao Ting's eyes turned, looked up at him, and said, "have you agreed to be a surrogate mother?"
"You want me to have children with another woman?" Li Haoran did not answer rhetorical questions.
Yao Ting got up from the bed and looked at Li Haoran with good eyes and said, "I don't want to."
"I don't want to. Don't think about it. We'll have children." Li Haoran is gentle.
Yao Ting nodded, and her face was still a little pale.
"What would you like to eat? I'll go downstairs and get it ready for you. "
"No, you can sleep with me."
Li Haoran nodded, took off his shoes, socks and clothes and lay down, gently took her into his arms.
"I'll sing you a song."
Yao Ting nodded.
Li Haoran quietly humming a song, but Yao Ting slowly fell asleep.
Li Haoran gently kisses her on the forehead, way: "silly woman!"
The next day, as soon as Li Haoran went to work, Mr. Li called Yao ting to the lake.
He took a fishing rod, calmly fishing fish, Yao Ting can only stand on one side and watch.
I don't know how long I've been fishing. Mr. Li collected his fishing rod, but there was no fish in the barrel.
"Yao ting."
"Grandfather."
Mr. Li looked at her and said, "as soon as you got married, I thought you were very smart. People who write books usually have a scholarly spirit. This is what I admire about you."
Yao Ting just listened quietly.
"But as you know, what the Li family wants is not a smart granddaughter-in-law, but a child. I heard your mother-in-law say that you are pregnant with children. Do you have any plans? Or really let Haoran guard you, a woman who may never have a child in her life. " Mr. Li opened the door to see the mountain road.
"Grandfather, I'll take good care of myself and try to have a baby."
"When?"
"If I don't have a baby in three years, I will divorce Haoran voluntarily."
"Don't be so radical. I still like your granddaughter-in-law very much. You and Haoran first try to be a test tube baby. If you can't, you can go abroad for surrogacy. As long as Haoran has a baby, I don't think your mother-in-law will deliberately embarrass you."
Yao Ting drooped her eyes and thought, not speaking for a long time.
"Grandfather, then Haoran and I will go to test tube baby first."
Two months later, Yao ting and Li Haoran went to have a test tube baby. Unexpectedly, the doctor took the sperm and eggs for them. They checked them with high-tech instruments and said, "Miss Yao, your egg survival rate is very low. I'm afraid this IVF is not easy to succeed. Let's try our best."Yao Ting's heart cooled half, reluctantly said: "doctor, you try your best, my husband and I are not young, really want a child."
The doctor nodded.
After a period of effort, the sperm and egg failed to combine, which also represented the failure of the test tube.
After trying many times in a row, she still failed. In the end, she rarely succeeded. When Yao ting and Li Haoran were both overjoyed, she miscarried half a month later. Yao Ting was hit and had to lie in bed.
Yao Yiyi specially and Ou Qingheng came to see her. She looked pale, and her words were not as much as before.
"Tingting." Yao Yiyi walked over and sat down and grabbed her hand. As a result, she was shocked by the cold touch of her hand.
"Tingting, why are you so cold?" Yao Yiyi asked.
Yao Ting looked at Yao Yiyi and reluctantly said, "dear, you are here."
"Did you have breakfast?" Yao Yiyi asked with concern.
"Yes." But they all vomited.
"If you don't have a child, you will have it later. Don't lose heart."
Yao Ting just pulled the lip and didn't speak.
"Qing Heng, you go out and talk to the elders of the Li family. I'll talk to Tingting." Yao Yiyi looks at Ou Qingheng and says.
Ou Qingheng nodded and went out of the bedroom.
When there were only two of them left in the house, Yao Ting's tears seemed to drop without money, and she couldn't help crying.
She always has a strong heart. It's hard to see her crying after so many things in recent years. I didn't expect to cry this time.
Yao Yiyi wiped her tears in silence.
Yao Ting cried and said, "honey, I'm much better. Thank you for coming to see me."
Yao Yiyi threw the napkin into the garbage can and said, "is it really OK? Look at you now. It seems that you are OK. Are the Li family pressing you hard? "
"They want to have grandchildren. My mother-in-law said that if they can't even conceive a test tube, they can only go abroad to do IVF. You know, I don't want Haoran to have children with other women."
"What are you going to do?"
“……” Yao Ting silent, confused way: "dear, I don't know, I'm very confused."
Yao Yi covered her hand and wanted to cover her with heat: "Tingting, it doesn't matter, there will always be children, you believe me."
Yao Ting couldn't laugh.
"Honey, you don't know how hard it is to make a test tube, and you have done it several times in a row. But when I think that as long as I succeed, there will be a small life in my stomach. I am very happy. If the test tube is successful, I don't know how happy I am." Yao Ting seemed to miss something, and the corners of her mouth laughed. Unexpectedly, the next second she hid herself, "I still fancy what clothes should I prepare for him? If I were a girl, I would dress her up like a princess. If I were a boy, I would dress him up like a warrior. But before I had a plan, he turned into a pool of blood
Yao Yiyi put her hand on her cheek and said, "Tingting, I understand how you feel, and I have had this feeling."
Yao Ting said with a wry smile: "my dear, this child may be the only test tube success I may have."
"Nonsense!" Yao Yiyi whispered: "you are still young. As long as you keep your body well, you can always have it. And even if you don't, I think Haoran is willing to live with you for a lifetime."
"Do you believe that, my dear?"
“……” Yao Yiyi is choking.
She believed that Li Haoran did not care for a short time, but when he was 40 or 50 years old and had no children, did he really not care? Even if he does not care, but Mrs. Li, will they really not care?
Children are the bond to maintain a family and good, if a woman really does not have children, the vitality is like what is missing.
"Honey, I can't even tell you." Yao Ting said.
"Tingting, don't think about it. If it doesn't work, it's a surrogate." Yao Yiyi pondered the next way.
Yao Ting fell into a long silence.