He just looked at it, so little light, the scope gradually narrowed, and finally there were only so few stars left.
Is he dying?
Thin and weak thinking.
I'm dying.
It's good to die.
It's dead.
Don't worry if he dies. One day, he will lose control and do something irreparable.
Dead, how clean.
Thin shallow closed his eyes, and the last light gradually disappeared.
He accepted his fate.
The rest, forget it.
It's a relief.
Bo Qian thinks so. He has almost given up struggling. In the past years, he has been struggling and wants to be a normal person.
However, no matter how hard he tried, dressed in a decent human skin, living in the sun and watching others live a normal life, others envy his bright appearance, but he envies their normality.
That's it.
Thin shallow has recognized it and doesn't want to struggle anymore.
However, the falling process was suddenly grabbed by someone.
His feet were empty. He looked down and saw that the black was bottomless.
Thin shallow raised his head and looked at the man who held him, vaguely visible, a little familiar outline.
Then the light gradually became clear.
He saw the gloomy face looking at him angrily and anxiously, and the hand clasped his hand.
He no longer falls.
The man said to him coldly, "do you want to die? Are you willing to die like this? Because you are afraid of losing control and accidents, do you want to die?"
The questions were clear and strong.
Thin shallow stared at her.
The voice became more and more gloomy and heavier: "you can't die! You can't just die. I will pull you back, I will!"
No, you can't hold me.
No one can hold me.
Thin shallow moved his lower lip and wanted to say something. As a result, he couldn't say anything.
"Give me your hand and I'll take you back!"
"I swear, I will take you back!"
The hand pulled him tightly.
Holding his hand began to hurt.
"Go back?"
Thin shallow dull repeated these two words.
"Yes, come back!"
The voice spoke anxiously.
Thin shallow stared at his hand firmly held. The face in front of him gradually became familiar.
It's her
The thin and shallow lips moved silently twice.
He stared at the hand and looked at it for a while. Then he tentatively extended his hand.
Just reached half way, his hand was grabbed by someone.
That hand took him and dragged him into the light.
“……”
Thin shallow fierce sat up from the bed. His eyes were blank. He looked blankly at the surrounding environment. When he learned that he was in his room, he slowly breathed a sigh of relief, collapsed on the sofa, and grabbed his hair with one hand.
He remembered... Dizzy.
And then
Thin shallow closed his eyes, and some memories suddenly became clear.
A vague picture flashed in his mind. He looked at his hands, clean and slender, no different from the past.
Thin shallow stared at a little trace in his fingernails that was almost fading away.
This won't be
The door was suddenly opened.
Mu Shinian saw that he woke up, and the corner of his lips said, "wake up, do you want to drink some porridge?"
Thin shallow Leng Leng stared at the steaming porridge in her hand, curious: "did you cook it?"