Unable to fall asleep, and in so much pain, Zuo Lan got up, took out the sketch paper and pen from before, sat by the window, and began to draw.
This is her way of venting, yes, she is venting, she is distracting the devouring pain in her heart!
Also, she really hasn't painted for a long time, and it's the only thing that calms her down.
One stroke at a time, following the portrait that emerged on the sketch paper, Zuo Lan smiled mockingly, and then ruthlessly threw the pen aside.
The pen fell on the window, making a loud noise, and she fell to the ground slowly and decadently...
All I saw was that Pei Yihuan was drawn on those sketch papers, one after another, Pei Yihuan, from beginning to end, without exception.
Love, she is more convinced than anyone else that she loves Pei Yihuan now!
If it wasn't for love, then it wouldn't be so painful, it wouldn't be so sad, and it wouldn't feel that even breathing hurts!
She once missed this love, but now she has deeply understood it, so she doesn't want to miss it again, really doesn't want to miss it again.
How many people can one truly love in a lifetime?
One, there is only one from the heart, so she wants to win this love, not only for her, but also for Mayfair.
If I want to give myself a piece of happiness, I also want to give Mayfair a piece of happiness, so that she can feel happy and at ease.
From the day she was adopted, she secretly said to herself in her heart that she wanted to make Fei'er happy, and she didn't want Fei'er to become her second self.
Without a father or a mother, I can only watch other children being dragged by their parents to amusement parks, schools, shopping malls, and outings. Mayfair cannot be like her. Now that she is adopted, she must give her a happy life .
During the five years they walked together, she could often see Mayfair smiling like a blooming flower.
On Sunday, no matter how busy he is, Yihuan will spare time to go to the park with her and Mayfair, and take Mayfair to play.
But now, Mayfair is getting quieter and quieter, talking less, and becoming extremely silent, always silent, but very obedient.
She knew that Fei'er was afraid that one day Yihuan wouldn't want her, and she wouldn't want her either.
Looking at the current Fei'er, she thought of herself in the past. She was also like this when she lived in Pei's house. She was afraid that she would be kicked out, so she was very obedient and sensible.
Mo Wan didn't come back, maybe Yihuan has proposed to her, and Fei'er, they will live happily together.
At this time, everything was ruined, even the friendship of more than twenty years was ruined.
For Mo Wan, Yihuan indulged Lin Suyun and Mo Qingfei like that, and drove her out of Pei's house!
can not stand! Absolutely unbearable! The result is not like this, the final result is not like this, she wants Yihuan, Yihuan belongs to her alone!
Trembling, Zuo Lan's body was pressed tightly against the wall. This was the first time he had done this to her, and it was also the first time she had suffered such humiliation since she was born. The first time, she couldn't forget it!
All of this came from Mo Wan and was caused by her!
She was full of hatred for Mo Wan, an indescribable hatred, she had never hated someone so much in her life!
At this time, there was a knock on the door, and then a servant's voice came in from outside the door: "Miss, the young master is here."
"No." Zuo Lan said directly without even raising his head.
Don't want to see, she doesn't want to see anyone right now, she just wants to stay here quietly by herself!
She will be real. This stay lasted for a whole day, from morning to afternoon, she just sat on the ground like that, she didn't know what was thinking in her heart, and she didn't even move her body.
Until the evening, the servant knocked on the door again: "Miss, Fei'er is back, and she wants to have dinner with you."
Hearing Fei'er came back, Zuo Lan stood up from the ground, wiped away the tears falling from the corners of her eyes with her hands, washed her face, and then walked out of the room.
in the living room.
Zuo Fei'er was sitting on the sofa drawing, while Pei Yiyou was sitting aside, handing her the paintbrush.
Seeing this, Zuo Lan was startled, then frowned: "Why haven't you left yet?"
It has been a whole day since he came here in the morning, shouldn't he have left long ago?
Pei Yiyou had a slight smile on his face: "I'm very patient, aren't I, Mayfair?"
Zuo Fei'er didn't speak, nor nodded, but quietly drew her own picture, looking very serious.
"Fei'er is so good, my uncle will come over tomorrow and bring you a new box of paintbrushes..." Pei Yiyou reached out and gently rubbed Zuo Fei'er's hair.
Still speechless, Zuo Fei'er just lay on the table, as if she didn't feel his actions.
And Zuo Lan couldn't help frowning even higher. In the past, Fei'er hated Pei Yiyou very much, and couldn't even look at him, but now she let it go without objecting. Although she didn't speak, she could see it. , she does not reject.
"What did you do to Fei'er?" Zuo Lan stared at Pei Yiyou unceremoniously.
"What are you doing so nervous, Fei'er is so cute, how could I be willing to do anything to Fei'er, I just brought Fei'er back from the academy..."
Lazily shrugging her shoulders, Pei Yiyou lazily leaned on the sofa, casual and at ease.
Zuo Lan obviously didn't believe it: "What exactly do you want to do?"
Bringing Fei'er back from the academy was obviously not something Pei Yiyou would do.
"What I want to do, you know better than anyone else..." Pei Yiyou's eyes fixed on Zuo Lan.
The two people's eyes met, and they just looked at each other directly, not for a moment, as if they wanted to see the deepest part of each other's eyes.
"Mummy, I'm hungry." Zuo Fei'er stood up, took the portrait she had drawn in her hand, and said obediently, "This is the Mummy I drew."
Lowering her head, Zuo Lan looked over, and saw that on the white sketch paper, she was wearing a white wedding dress, all of which were stars and diamonds, very beautiful.
"Fei'er hopes that one day Mommy can wear such a wedding dress and marry Daddy..." Zuo Fei'er said immaturely.
She heard from her classmates that only by getting married can Daddy and Mummy live together and be with Daddy forever.
Staring blankly at the white wedding dress, Zuo Lan couldn't tell what kind of feeling she felt in her heart, the wedding dress, what would she look like wearing the wedding dress?
"Okay, Fei'er is not hungry, let's go to dinner first." While speaking, Zuo Lan squatted down, hugged Fei'er in his arms, and walked to the dining room.
Without leaving, Pei Yiyou followed closely and walked to the restaurant. "
(end of this chapter)