Chapter 521

"Okay." He still agreed to her.

After breakfast, the two went to the scenic spots in Milan, feeling the sunshine that belongs to autumn, and it fell on the body generously, making people feel the laziness and warmth of autumn.

Afterwards, they went to the coffee shop together again. Pei Yijing lowered his head and his eyes fell on the coffee: "Shall I talk now?"

"I can't hear what you're talking about." Liu Rusu ignored his words directly: "By the way, I still want to go to the amusement park, I always wanted to go when I was in China, let's go to the amusement park now! "

Every time Pei Yijing wanted to speak, she would always interrupt him in a timely manner, making it impossible for him to speak.

There were a lot of people in the amusement park, and the foreign amusement facilities were more exciting than the domestic ones. When the two got on the roller coaster, Liu Rusu turned pale with fright and kept screaming.

Pei Yijing was still as gentle as ever, wrapping his arms around her shoulders in a gentlemanly manner, and patted her gently.

When getting off the roller coaster, Liu Rusu's legs were weak and she couldn't even stand up. With a sigh, Pei Yijing's long body squatted slightly on the ground, and hugged her horizontally: "Leave now?"

"No, I still want to sit!"

"Your fear of these things is obvious, and if it happened again, you would pass out."

"No, absolutely not, it's hard to come here once, I will definitely overcome the fear in my heart!"

However, Pei Yijing had no choice but to accompany her again. She sat in all the most thrilling and dangerous games in the amusement park. From screaming loudly at the beginning to laughing loudly at the end, she really overcame the fear in her heart and played wantonly Enjoying such sensory stimulation...

It was already five o'clock in the afternoon after coming out of the amusement park, Pei Yijing pressed her shoulder: "We really should talk this time!"

With just this sentence, Liu Rusu's tears welled up from her eyes, covered her ears with her hands, and shook her head violently: "Don't talk, don't want to talk, I don't want to talk to you, and I don't want to listen to you Talk, no matter what you say, I can't hear, I can't hear a word, ah, I can't hear..."

"Rusu, don't do this..."

"What, you said that you want to invite me to eat, I don't want to eat, I just ate, I feel tired, I want to go back to the hotel to rest, and I will find you tomorrow!"

Pushing his body away with both hands, Liu Rusu turned around and ran forward quickly, her steps were very fast.

Pei Yijing's slender legs also stepped forward, stopped Liu Rusu, put his hands on her shoulders, and made the two of them look at each other, he looked deeply into her eyes: "Rusu, you can do it!" open……"

"I can't let go! I can't let go, if I can let go, I won't come back this time!" Liu Rusu shook her head, tears streaming down her face.

"You have overcome your fear just now, haven't you always been the most timid? So I believe you will be able to let go..."

"You don't understand, you don't understand at all, you don't understand the difference..."

Pei Yijing's expression and voice were gentle: "Okay, then tell me the difference..."

"Overcome fear because you are by my side, I know you will not let me have an accident, so I can not be afraid at all, I can completely overcome those fears, but if you are not by my side, how can I be To that extent?"

Liu Rusu shook her head in tears, this is the gap between the two.

"Rusu, you will adapt to life without me, just like the two years of treatment, one day, you will finally become calm..."

"Because you were the only pillar in my heart during that period. I wanted to see you earlier, I wanted to get your forgiveness, and I didn't want to leave you with that impression. If I didn't have such a pillar, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to Knowing what I'm going to be like..."

Pei Yijing looked at her deeply, and said word by word: "Rusu, I believe in you, the most difficult days have been overcome, what will be scary in the future?"

Liu Rusu's tears flowed more and more: "I can't imagine life without you..."

She is not afraid of anything in this world, what she is most afraid of... the most unimaginable thing is the life without him...

Then she will definitely be like a wandering soul, unable to find a purpose, unable to find the goal of life, just wandering around in a daze, just imagining, she already feels terrible!

"No matter what happens, there is always a process. Slowly you will adapt to life without me by your side..."

"I can't do it...Yijing...I really can't do it...I think it's a very scary thing...It's like never seeing the sun again..."

No one could understand the fear in her heart. The only ray of sunshine in her life disappeared completely, leaving only endless darkness.

"Rusu, no one can accompany anyone forever, do you understand in your heart?"

Liu Rusu shook her head slowly and looked at him: "The one you like now is her, isn't it?"

Some things are very obvious, and it's not something she can ignore if she doesn't want to see them. Those things all appear on the surface, which is very dazzling.

She stubbornly thought that the age difference between Yijing and Lin Ruolan would stop him, but she was wrong!

Pei Yijing didn't hide anything, but nodded lightly, with a warm expression.

She left for two years and shortened the time for treating her illness little by little. Although it was shortened to the shortest, it didn't change anything!

He still fell in love with others, and fell in love with others deeply, there was no room for her to exist.

Liu Rusu's heart hurt like a knife, and she agreed to compete with Lin Ruolan, but the competition has not started yet, but it has already ended.

"It's just that I don't understand why you fall in love with her?"

The two of them really don't seem to be from the same world, and the age gap between them has reached ten years. They don't even have common interests and hobbies. Why do they fall in love with each other?

"I don't know, I fell in love with it very casually. She is a lively girl who can't tolerate the slightest bit of loneliness. She will always chirp by your side. Whether you listen or not, she can completely express her thoughts. After finishing what she wanted to say, even if she gave her face, she didn't know how to restrain herself..."

Liu Rusu looked at his expression while shedding tears, there was an undisguised pampering on her gentle face.

"But she is actually the loneliest girl, she just hides her loneliest side behind her back, she doesn't cry, she doesn't act like a baby, she doesn't learn to be soft, she doesn't win sympathy..."

It turned out that he already knew her so well, Liu Rusu said, "Isn't it irrelevant if we don't have common interests?"

"Love has nothing to do with hobbies. If you like it, you like it. There are not so many reasons, and there are not so many subsidiary conditions. It's just pure liking..."

Pei Yijing smiled faintly.

"Then what do you like about me when you're with me?" Liu Rusu asked.

After a slight pause, Pei Yijing said: "I like your self-confidence, your self-confidence is very dazzling, just like the sun in the sky..."

With a confident appearance, Liu Rusu had a wry smile on her face. Without him, where would she still have confidence?

"Some love can't last forever, as long as we meet, we have been in love, it's fate, isn't it?"

Liu Rusu was deeply hurt by these words: "Then what am I in your heart?"

"The most beautiful first love..."

First love, they did love each other before, but it was in the past, not now, and it can't be the same as before!

The body slid down slowly, and Liu Rusu fell to the ground. What should be lost has been lost forever. She couldn't keep it, just lost it like that!

The most important thing in her body also disappeared in an instant, and she just sat there, completely stiff.

"Rusu, we should leave..."

Pei Yijing reached out to help him up, but was blocked by her, her voice was soft and floating: "Go first, I'll sit for a while..."

Frowning, Pei Yijing seemed to want to say something but never opened his mouth. He put his hand on her shoulder and patted her lightly: "You will always meet your own happiness..."

Happiness, after he left her world, what happiness would she have?

The night was already very cold, and the cold air that radiated made people feel chilly. Liu Rusu sat on the ground without moving.

The eyes of the people around fell on her one after another, watching such a woman fall to the ground, with a painful and lonely expression on her face.

There are some things that she really wants to fight for, but not everything can be fought for, especially feelings!

His heart is already on Lin Ruolan, what is she going to do?

The mistakes she made two years ago were too outrageous, and she didn't want to repeat the same mistakes again, and she didn't want to make that mistake again, so all she could do was let go.

Because of what she did two years ago, he had suffered a lot, and she couldn't add trouble to him any more.

The lost child, and the things I'm so sorry for doing to him...

There is no light in her life, then she will live in darkness, just like that sentence, feelings cannot be forced.

Those who come by force will not be happy, but will only increase hatred, and no one will be able to get final relief.

What happened to Zuo Lan was always replayed in her mind, like a movie, over and over again, non-stop.

Her obsession with love could not save anything, and she ended up in such a miserable end, that is a good example.

Liu Rusu panted heavily, covered her face with her hands, it's over, everything is over, she persisted for so long!

the other side.

Pei Yijing didn't go back to the villa, but went to the room that Lin Ruolan had rented.

The door of the room opened, but there was no one in the room.

He frowned, walked out of the room, and accidentally noticed the lock when he passed the door.

The lock was indeed an ordinary lock, nothing special about it, but what caught his attention was that the lock seemed to have been picked open,

Taking out his mobile phone, he dialed the number directly, and the notification from the other end was that he was in the middle of a call.

(end of this chapter)