"But I can remember that you learned to walk when you were one year old, and you always wobbled when you walked, and the first one you learned to call was Mommy.
I drink powdered milk three times every night, I always like to suck my fingers until they turn red, and I like to spit bubbles, girls from other families like to touch dolls, you always like to touch those toy guns..."
Hearing this, Lin Ruolan's eyes moved slightly, and her hands hanging by her sides tightened.
"Even I think it's absurd, I've always thought that you are the evil star in my life, from the very beginning I was full of evil spirits, because you have turned everything into a mess, whether it is work or marriage.
But what is very strange is that after I abandoned you, I had nightmares for more than ten consecutive nights and couldn't fall asleep at all.
Night after night I had nightmares, I thought it was because you were resenting me, so you were pestering me deliberately, and refused to let me go..."
"Really? I thought you could be calm, eat well, sleep soundly, and enjoy your rich life, but it doesn't sound like that..."
Kelly didn't care about her cynicism, but continued: "I used to be full of resentment in my heart, but now I realize that it's not resentment, it's not that I can't let it go, because I can't let it go, so I torture myself..."
Are these words true? Can she try to believe it?
Lin Ruolan's brows and eyes were tense, and she squirmed slowly.
"At that time, I could even abandon you, but why did I take away the sandbags and toys? Even I was confused when I made such a move. Why did I bring such garbage with me when I left, but just like that Involuntarily put it in the suitcase, and put it in the room for eight years..."
The silent atmosphere in the air was flowing, and it was still so silent, so silent that even the breathing of the two of them could be heard clearly and clearly.
"In the past, Gloria was full of arrogance and desire, so much so that pride blinded his eyes, but now he understands, but some things can never go back..."
Time is like running water, it will disappear in a blink of an eye, and when you really understand it, it will be too late.
"Okay, that's the end of our conversation. If you can take those words seriously or think I'm playing tricks, that's all I want to say. I won't say it again from now on..."
Because if she said it the second time, she was afraid that she would not be able to speak.
After finishing speaking, she took a deep look at Lin Ruolan, and then left.
Pei Yijing was still waiting, and when he saw her walking over, he just smiled softly.
"Aren't you curious about what was discussed between Gloria and I?"
"I can roughly guess that when Gloria sent those sandbags and toys, I already knew it in my heart, and there is one more thing you don't know..."
Lin Ruolan frowned suspiciously: "What's the matter?"
"Didn't Gloria come in a few times when you were working at the gallery and offered to give you a check..."
How could those things be forgotten? What kind of vicious language did she use to insult her? How could those things be forgotten?
"At that time, it was not found that Amy was ill. She was afraid that she couldn't stand it, so she took out the check to find you, but you should understand that she is the same kind of person as you, and she wants to give you the check in a pleasant manner. A very difficult thing, it is precisely because of the guilt in the heart that the words will be more vicious, isn't it?"
"How do you know about this?"
"I've seen it..." He smiled faintly, but he just stood outside the window and saw it, and didn't tell her.
"So, do you want me to forgive her now?"
For a moment, Lin Ruolan was like an elk that couldn't find its way, standing there in a daze, not knowing what to do.
Pei Yijing reached out to wrap her arms around her shoulders, letting her snuggle into her arms: "We Ruolan can come here however we want, because she and us Ruolan have suffered for eight years, just because of her words of apology. It's not that simple if we want Ruolan to forgive..."
Staring at him blankly, Lin Ruolan's eyes were still blinking in confusion.
"Let her go, isn't there still Amy and Moore, is Ruo Lan going to watch them live like this?"
After a long time, Lin Ruolan uttered a sentence softly, very lightly and very lightly: "I decided to forgive Kailai..."
Although it was a very light sentence, it exhausted all her strength: "I decided to forgive her, because I don't want Amy and Moore to become the second me..."
Amy and Moore are good boys who met an unsatisfactory father, but fortunately they still have a mother like Gloria.
Gloria was not a qualified mother to her, but she is a very qualified mother now.
"Photographer Pei, after Kailai is discharged from the hospital, I decided to go back to City A..."
Lin Ruolan looked at him, everything here is over, what should be over, what should be over, let's go back to the place that should belong to her.
"What about me?" Pei Yijing squinted at her.
"Photographer Pei is free, if you want to go back, you can go back, if you don't want to go back, you can let it go..."
"Don't you have a sense of crisis? What if I don't want to go back?"
Hearing this, Lin Ruolan snorted angrily: "It's fine if you don't go back, anyway, the legs are growing on Photographer Pei..."
Pei Yijing's speed is indeed quite fast.