When I wake up, I feel like I've fallen asleep. My neck hurts.
"Wake up." A low cold voice came from the side.
She was surprised. Because of the pain in her neck, she tried to turn her head. When she saw Zuo Zhan, her surprise rose from the bottom of her heart, "you..."
As soon as I opened my mouth, I noticed that my voice was dry and dumb, and my voice was weak to the extreme.
The room is very dark, wishing can't tell the time and place at all, and Zuo Zhan's handsome face looks more and more gloomy under the dark light.
Zuo zhanduan took a glass of water and just wanted to help her sit up, but he was avoided by making a wish. He tightened his eyebrows, ignored the resistance in her eyes, forced her to sit up and fed the water cup to her mouth.
Wishing helplessly, after drinking half a cup, his voice slowed down. He pushed him away and looked around the stranger fiercely, "where is this? What do you want to do?"
Zuo Zhan didn't say anything, but leaned over, grabbed the wishing chin and kissed it, rough and direct, like declaring sovereignty.
Wishing from surprise to disgust, struggling to resist, he not only bit him, but also angrily slapped him and said angrily, "what do you want to do!"
Zuo Zhan licked the wound gently. He wanted to feel the taste of desire, but now he was all occupied by blood, and his eyes were cold, "what do you say I want to do!"
He went all the way, regardless of the consequences, and even wanted to hide his tracks. He didn't hesitate to hide in the container of the cargo ship and didn't sleep for dozens of hours. He was like a lost dog just to set foot on this land, come to her and see her!
When she finally saw her, she even had fun with the man surnamed Xi holding two broken dogs!
At that moment, he felt like a fool. He suffered the crime he hadn't suffered in half his life and lost his face. He just wanted to see her sweet with others?!
"Zuo Zhan, don't annoy me!" Make a wish and gnash your teeth.
Zuo Zhan's clenched fingers made a sound and his face was terrible. "You've made me anxious. Make a wish, and you're glad I don't want to hurt you now. Otherwise, I'll discount your legs and I won't let you be with that person surnamed Xi!"
Wishing angrily, "what's your nerve!"
He hummed coldly, but his heart was dripping blood. "You forced me to get nervous, and mine will always be mine. Don't you like me? Why are you still with others? Ah?"
Zuo Zhan hooped her cheek again and shackled her struggling arms with her other hand. "Why can't I like it all the time? I've said it many times. I haven't given you medicine. Those are not my ideas. I can't compensate you for what I owe you!"
The wish of his forceps was painful, and the sadness and anger at the bottom of his heart were more prosperous. When he tried his best to break free, it caused cough and wordiness. When he couldn't stop, there was another warm breath in his nose.
The dazzling bright red shocked Zuo Zhan's eyes.
He flustered and loosened his strength, but refused to let her go. He held her in one hand and took the paper towel on the table in the other hand and wiped it for her a little bit, "nosebleed, don't move..."
With her surging cough and more and more blood flow, she couldn't stop.
Wishing didn't care about these, but pushed him away with brute force, and finally pressed down some cough. The forced voice line was obscure and hoarse, "I am... I loved you and really loved you, but Zuo Zhan, you don't want it!"
From first meeting to growing up, she carefully held a heart full of love and sincerity to him, but he tore it bit by bit, dripping with blood and crushing it!
Sixteen years, a full sixteen years, no matter how deep the love and love are, they can't help hurting and torturing again and again.
Zuo Zhan looked at the pain at the bottom of his eyes. His heart was violently corroded. The pain was unbearable, so he couldn't help hugging her again, "I want, I want, wish, I want now!"
"It's late!" Make a wish without mercy. Every word you blurt out will hurt your nerves, "I don't like you anymore."
Zuo Zhan was stunned. He felt that his heart was bleeding and his body was collapsing, but he was helpless. He was a little flustered and confused, "no, impossible, no..."
He looked at her ashamed and angry eyes, and the coldness in the bottom of his eyes, which burned his heart like a poisoned knife.
Once full of smiles, tenderness and tenderness, how could he become like this.
Her smile, her kindness, her warmth... Will there be any more? Will she... Like herself again?
For a time, the fear that has never existed is intended to climb at the bottom of Zuo Zhan's heart. If, if they can't go back to the past, then... What should he do?
"What do you want now? Keep me here?" Make a wish, push him away and wipe the blood.
Zuo Zhan still looked at her stubbornly, paying attention to her, as if she would disappear if she didn't pay attention, "I'll ask you a few things, and then we'll go back to China. I'll treat you with you. When you're well, we'll..."
"No, I have a boyfriend now." Make a wish to interrupt and say no.
Zuo Zhan pursed his lips, forced his anger in his eyes for a long time, and took a deep breath. "First, what happened to the fire in those three months?"
I coughed a little when I made a wish. I moved over and took a cup of water, drank a few mouthfuls and pressed down, "what do you mean?"
"I already know about the fire, but my memory hasn't recovered. Tell me what happened at that time? Is it related to me?" He asked.
She pulled her lips and sneered. Because she was in a bad state, she reflected her pale face, which was more desolate and painful. "It's not just about you."
Up to now, she doesn't need to worry about whether he will be stimulated. She added, "it's almost indirectly caused by you. Li Mengyao asked me to go there in your name, kidnapped and committed violence, and then set fire. When you came, you saved her at the first time and left me, that's all."
When a person calmly says an experience that once hurt her heart, it shows that she really doesn't care, but these simple words make Zuo Zhan's scalp numb.
He didn't recover his memory, so he couldn't understand the situation of the incident at that time, but when he chose to save others and leave her, how painful, desperate and uncomfortable it was to make a wish
Zuo Zhan's eyes were a little blurred. When he felt the glittering and translucent surge, he turned around subconsciously, raised his hand and wiped it, but he burst into tears.
He took a deep breath. "You must have hated me at that time."
Wishing didn't speak.
She could not remember whether she hated him or not, but it was true that she would not forgive him.
Zuo Zhan smiled bitterly. It was really a good reincarnation of heaven. He didn't remember what happened at the beginning, but now, especially during this period, he has tasted enough of all kinds of heartbreak.
He turned around again, stretched out his hand and held her. Even if he made a wish and struggled to resist, he didn't care at all. He still held her tightly, buried his head in her neck and shoulders, and whispered, "is this punishing me? Making a wish, I've finally tasted the feeling of asking but not asking. Your heart was so painful before."
The struggling body froze and instinctively bent down to resist the dull pain of the heart.
No one knows better than her how painful it is.
Zuo Zhan saw blood and hit the heart.
"I won't hurt you any more, but I can't accept you being with others and making a wish. If you are ill, will you go home with me for treatment?" He was choking. When he looked up, his bright peach eyes were full of dense.